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Faux sanguinity in a smile.
Greetings and Salutations.
HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
11:22 PM
gone
im going to jb tmr till thursday! so,tkcre yeah people.
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7:50 PM
busy.
I MISS MY CLAAAAAAS.omg.everything abt them,im missing it.and i miss my school,HAHA.well,in few weeks time,i'll be there to collect my results! scared giler babi. went to library and borrowed 8 books! hehe.im falling madly in love with books! yayness kepe.so,i'll be busy with the rest of my time,i guess.and apart frm reading,i have gotten myself obssesed with taiwan dramas.HOT GILER seh dorang.hehe.so,reading and watching drama.coooool giler kan.
i met my pri sch junior otw home frm lib with mum.sial lah,hot seh! da besar,hot.mase kecik,ya allah! (haha)
okay done,i have nth more to type.busy reading about some supernatural kids in greece.nice storybook(:
Monday, December 29, 2008
4:16 PM
lalalalala
and this is my new cat,haha.its a she and is expecting some new kittens soon but i wont be there cause she's at jb while im at spore.HAHA.rubbish lah naz.but i'll visit her during my weekend breaks in jb sooooo its okay lah.
was at jb for like 6 or 5 days.there was NO internet for me.UGH.instead,parents made us go shopping and ate food like nobody business.went to the jusco shopping centre near my house and there was alot of food varieties.fooooooh.
tried the so called steak at secret recipe.when it arrived,it just look like any normal meat tht u cn find in rendang dishes.hai,ape lah.it was said tht the meat is frm australia ke ape bende.bnyk nyer australia eh.but brownie was nice :D and it was soooo big of a slice for me,i cant really finish it after eating the full set steak meat.
the next day which was sunday.ate at kenny rogers which was opposite of the secret recipe.the MANAGER was a BLOODY SNOBBISH,UNFRIENDLY and FUCKING ARGH! she was just toooo irritating to be called or labelled as a manager.she looks young though.sial lah! mcm nk kene sepak seh muker kau tu yang ber-mekap tebal.kau tau tk?! as a manager,u should bloody knw very well to serve customers.ni,dgn muker kau yang malaaaas nk layan org gitu,nk serve my family?! u knw the place was bloody crowded with people,there was no place for a 5-member family to sit in.abeh sajeeer jer nk suroh kitorang duduk where no other customers would sit.next to the fucking cashier where people walk pass.u think people LIKE to sit at places where MANY people walk pass and watch us eat?! abeh when we ask if there was any other place available,u said with a RUDE tone. da tkde lagi,ni ajer ader.kalau tknk tkpe,tk kesah. tht really just piss me off.but kan,because my adek nk mkn tempat kau bekerje.we just went in and sat.luckily the girl who served us was NICE.compared to tht fucking manager.her name was ezah and she's 16.but she kinda looks older than me,haha.but still,a nice person.she served us till we were done with our meal.and she salam my mum when we were on our way out and the boys working were cute! sis kept gushing abt this cashier guy who looks like the better looking among the rest.when we went out,they all said 'datang lagi yer cik! rumah dah dekat kan,nanti kiter kasi cik discount bnyk bnyk.' HAHA.the fucking manager looks damn irritated.hah,bagos lah tu eh.
and on wed till friday,my mum's friend stayed over.fun to have her around (: unluckily,i was kinda scared by a raaaaat.HAHA.on wed,went to eat at a kelantan shop near my house.thts our favourite eating spot if mum was too tired to cook.finished eating already and was entertaining this tray cat,skali something small or big(idk the real size) came scurrying over to my seat.as it was dark,i didnt realsie wht it was at first.till the cat hissed at it and jumped around.then there was this squeaking sound of tht rat and i screamed and jumped out of my chair and the kelantan mats looked.jatoh seh vogue!
well,thts about it.i think.if theres more,i'll update soon.oh,and i miss AFIQAH! KHAIRUL NAZIM! HATADI FAIZ! but afiqah still the most uh :)
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
11:10 AM
GOING gone away.
SAY YEEEESSSS! haha,merepeeeeek.tkkn semuer seh kater yes.ugh.well,went to watch it with fiqah and zimoooo and fiqah's friend.amk hub is like zzzzZZZZZZZZ.mcm tk hidop sngt gitu tempat nyer.except for some of mats loitering at the interchange staircases and spaces available.
watch movie at night with them.but the first part of the day was initially spent with fiqah and fatin.fiqah wanted to buy some stuff at penin so we all went with her.after buying it,was damn hungry sia.my mood pon mcm sial gitu.kelaparan nyer psl.HAHA.srry eh fatin and fiqah.didnt mean to be like tht.then went to FAR EAST to eat at the eating shops someplace at the top level.abeh biler da smpi kt kedai makan,didnt know wht to eat.funny eh naz.hahahihihoho.in the end,ate hor fun mee.no thaaaat nice uh.but still,it was FOOD.hehe.fiqah bought belt for her loooong dress,heh.thth shop sells stuff quite cheap seh.but the money i had was for some other reasons(fuck tht reason,ugh!)
da beli bende semuer,walked back to city hall mrt.passed by zimooo working place ut he was not to be seen.busy giler maut tempat tu.lunch time lah kan.then then,we went to paya lebar for this reaallly(ugh) warehouse sale.it was supposed to be a fun place but kan the things all mcm tk menarik langsung.spent NOTHING there.hai.
went to take a direct bus from a bus stop nearby to toa payoh.pass by this air base museum ke aper bende tah.cool seh the stuf tht was showcased.airplanes,helicopters and etc.reached toa payoh and waited for fiqah friend to come.fatin went home.she was tired and her bf was......nvm.so,it was just the four of us then.i mean fiqah,me,zimoooo and fiqah's friend.
movie finish,went bck yishun and home alone.zimooo had to go to his aunt house to take some stuff.so,its okay.abeh kan! syafiq msg me asking where i was.i said interchange and he said he was too after i boarded the bus.ugh.cnnt meet him,again.selalu mcm gini.asl lah eh.next year jer lah i meet him.or maybe next week when i get bck from my loooong 'break' at jb.wed-mon.lame giler seh.
please,please go to a cybernet cafe.kay mum?? i need some sort of internet to entertain me there.well,there will be bbq,late-night dvd watching and shooping.but a small bit of internet must be there for me.PLEASE.
oh,if wanna make plans people.tell me asap.but mst probably next week,tues-thurs? mum says going to jb(again) on thursday.hai.wonderful.
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Friday, December 19, 2008
8:32 PM
coming BAACK.
went to northland secondary sch to go with my mum and sis.its her new sch.busy,busy sch seh.saner sini bising,memekak giler babiiiii.HAHA.cnnt tahan sia.the CO lagi.screeeching sial.hah,serious shit.bought uniforms for her,books and stuffy stuff.after tht,went chong pang.bought my fav chocolate ice blended while mum went off to buy food for lunch.after tht,saw his bro and other bro.HAHA.of all places,at chong pang seh.but didnt meet HIM.
oh,and i've been missing the wrong people.hah,reaaaaaly weird.
- i remembered the way you will wait for me at the bus stop.
- i remembered how you would just smile if i was abit late.HAHA.and how you would merajok,cute lah kirekan eh.its a looong journey okay,heh.
- the way u would sit waaay close to me and your friends would tease us abt it.
- you would not budge a little but instead,hold my hand.heh
- all the long talks and when i get sleepy but still tahan,i'll talk crappy things.
- during tht particular camp,i didnt sleep the whole two nights of the camp and talk to you on the phone from lights out till bathing time.walk around sch aimlessly or just sit at the corridor and watch the sky or girls snoring in the rooms.able to stay this late by drinking coffee.ask afiqah about it,haha.
- and of course,when you send me home.the standard 'procedures'.
okay,stop it naz.
he's coming back tomorrow! yay yay.but when he's back here,i'll be away for nearly one week.and i cant go out with fiqah,fatin or any other people except if mum decides to take a break and go back on the 23rd and 24th .if not,sayonara singapore.be back just in time for sis to pack for a new year in the same school.NORTHLAND SEC.
okay,will update when i can.bye and tkcre.
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
12:47 PM
i REMEMBER.
they are,hahaha(:yayness!! i went SHOPPING with FATIN LOVE ystd.went bugis and bought our stuff.she shopped first for all of her things cause i was being picky and couldn't decide wht i really wanted at which store.bugis is filled with sooo many shops selling almost the same stuff.ugh.we went to penin by bus to get fatin's stuff there.we took bus,padehal dekat seh.boleh jln,TAPI we didnt knw how to get there.heh.FATIN is a PUTERI LILIN.hah.FATIN ni was just being focus,HAHA.when she wants smth,she'll just buy it after being satisfied.unlike me,hai.but after she was done(mostly at penin),we went BACK to BUGIS to buy MY stuff.it's kinda troublesome if someone who doesnt really knw me well,goes shopping with me.tht person will be so frustrated,hahaha.well,im a fickle-minded person (: but still,i managed to buy the things tht i wanted.dress,tees,shirts.mostly tops.bottoms,will ask mom to buy for me.hoho.and bag! i want a bag,a nice baggy baggy :D will ask dad abt it.so,balance balance between the parents.mcm reeeeeeeaaaaaaal jer. oh,and there was this 'bugis' guy.he's malay.kinda cute but he was kinda surrounded by two indian girls. me and fatin made wild assumptions abt him.HAHA.well,he seemed like one.maybe he's ______ or ______.we dont knw but who knw.maybe only me and fatin knws? kay crap.
people are gonna get their N'level results soon.tht is today in the afternoon? hopefully,they get good grades.okay okay ? well,im scared for my own results seh.just wanna get reeaaaaalllly good scores and hopefully,go jc.if not,temasek poly? idk,ugh! lagi lame seh dpt o'level results.
im gonna be a busy busy woman.eh,not.busy busy girl.sis gotten into northland sec.tmr's registration day.today,cousins frm norway coming.must go airport and see them and eat with them and spend time with them.the WHOLE of next week,i'll be in JB.hai,i'll be more lazier.watch tv,go out shopping,sleep,eat,shit.oh! and do housework.so much to clean and wipe,haiye.or do some leisure and entertainment stuff?but still,it requires a small amount of energy in me except the cleaning part.internet cafes will be my favourite hangout place,i hope.i really really hope.
Monday, December 15, 2008
10:14 PM
FAMILY outing.
the terrific duo,haha.thanks to them for me and my sisters awesome outing to sentosa.weeeee . the pictures will do the talking.oh wait,we took the luge and skyride.and blahblahblah.
well,tht was wht my family did for today.MONDAY(15.12.08)
SUNDAY(14.12.08)
was at jb during sat and sunday.sunday went to danga city mall,and watch some hip hop competition.some of them were veeeery goood.but mostly were chinese and good-looking.huhuhuhuhu.but they dance the freestyle moves.fooooh! some of the dance groups also consists of malay dancers and damn they dance veeery nicey nicey.after tht,went to play bowling and snooker and archery beb! hahaha,it was sooo long since i last played bowling and i was lousy at first.HAHA.all the bowling balls fell to a THUD on the floor and malaysia mats look like one kind.hah,wht can i say.LOUSY kan.but still,lousy lousy pon.can still score ah.after finish playing it,played snooker.ahah,asl boleh main jgak.i scored the most among my sisters.5 balls in total (: then move to playing archery.wow,this shopping mall has alot of entertainment just on ONE floor. and so to say,im damn weak.cannot stretch the bow tht much sia.managed to aim at some of the easy targets,hahaha.then went off home.by tht time,it was already 11 + and all the entrtainment stuff was open till 2am.baik giler!
SATURDAY(13.12.08)
went to a pasar malam at pasir gudang where all the shipwards are and big ships carrying containers dock there.mom wanted to eat lemang as one of our neighbour had a stall there.the situation was usual but filled with foreigners,haha.mostly gurkhas,i think.and men.the weird part tht i observed was tht their attitude,i guess.there was this woman asking for donations with a young boy at her side.mostly the men were the ones who gave the donations.it was cute sia.some were searching through their wallets for some money to give and stuff like tht.ader smpi korek mengorek in their wallets.well,its nice to see men giving this stuff.
Friday, December 12, 2008
2:45 PM
hot hot GUY.
huhu.gorgeous guy (: and he's alex pettyfer who is acting as a love interest for emma roberts in wildchild.haaaaai,he's just superb.HAHA.
oh,ystd mom brought us to airport to send grandpa off to Philippines with lola(my step-grandmother). after tht,went to northpoint and bought new tees from OP.nice tees too,hehe.mom paid for it.went popular to search for new books to fill up my spare time.but unfortunately,the book abt witches were not available so i guess have to buy it at jb.
going jb till sunday or mon,idk.will update after tht or mayeb at one of the cyber cafes near my house in jb.
oh oh,and people are getting some important results sooooon.and faiz going indonesia for a week,back on 20th.ugh,nvm.indonesia nice place.pergi lah enjoy dirimu di sana dengan keluarga disisi.haha,step melayu bagus knon.wanna go there and meet my cousins tooooo :( but cnnt,busy with stuff in mainland,SINGAPORE. wonder how much they've grown since the last time i when there was in 2004.HAHA.criter lamer seh.
kay,bye.going to jb soon after dad comes home from work and stuff.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
3:13 PM
raining day.
HAHA.and this is my new watch.okay fine,i may be a bit(abit only,haha)waaaay offff about my watch.but heck care,i love it(again im saying it).haha,its red and its nice and its g-shock(whatever) and it has a lot of cool stuff in it.world time,timer,stopwatch,moon phase,tide level(like i need all of those).but its reallly cooool.hehe,okay enough.but i shall keep my other watch which i have been using for quite some time.it has some memories in it,haha.watch pon boleh ader memories eh.well,for me it did have.fun and sad ones (: only tht person will knw,if he/she still remembers.hah
its raining now.haha,cold like hell.wht to say,wearing bare stuff.fbt shorts and strap top.cause in the first half of the day,it was kinda hot and was thirsty like nobody's business.then suddenly it rained and mom didnt really give me to change clothes psl nanti lebih bnyk baju nk dicuci dan dijemur.ugh,fine.mom sleeping now and i have to give my youngest sis tuition frm 4 to 6.my sleeping time dsrupted frm this but wht to do.i've been slacking ard last week instead of giving tuition.so now,everyday kene give tuition.ngantok giler.
days are spend like this.wake up,go jogging or swimming(alternate days for each activity),reach home and do housework,eat lunch,surf the net,give sis tuition,watch dvd till late night.HAHA.im getting darker day by day.i already have a tan line at my back.great.if i am wearing a dress,it will show up.just terrific! thanks eh sun.fiqah says it too.naz,kau da gelap eh! there,gone is my light-tone skin and being replaced by tan ones.
hairs getting longer.hairs on my head i mean.fringe getting longer too.dunno if i should get a cut on my fringe and a trim to my hair or just let it be.i shall ask my 'consultant' abt it and maybe grab someone to accompany me,hahaha.
i wanna go out! please,pretty please.especially with tht someone :D maybe at the end of this mth when i'll get my pay(i think) haha.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
8:10 PM
new day.
its been quite some time since i last updated.haha,been quite busy.nowadays spent a lot of time at jb.well,shopping and looking dvds.watched twilight,wildchild,bolt and other movies tht can be found and bought and watched.
well,on friday went out with zimooo to celebrate his birthday.haha,watched quarantine which was my treat.birthday boy kan,aper nk buat.hah.it was a short outing as i had to go danial's house with fiqah to watch movie.then the rest of the weekend was spent at jb.
hari raya haji couldnt witness any slaughter.granpa forget to tell us abt it,ugh.whatever lah eh.
oh,and i got a new watch! haha,mom bought it for me.was on her good mood so yeah.its a g-shock beb.red colour.looks like adidas thingy,i think.HAHA.but whatever it is,i love it (: can go swimming with it,diving and blahblahblah.heh,thanksy.
dear _______,
i knw you're a significant figure in some people's lives.
but certainly not mine,i hope.
you help them in any way u can.
your fav quote is
today's their day.if tmr would be our day,they will help us.
hah,as if tht really is true i would say.
sometimes.i hate u so much,i cry.
thts the weird part.
if i hate u,why would i cry?
maybe wht you've done to someone i love,its unforgivable?
or maybe wht u think of tht person.she's your bloody ___.
ugh,nevermind.
whatever you've done,its not easily forgivable nor forgettable.not for me.
i wanna watch BREAK OUT.a dance performance by hot people.its japan or korean guys with hot body,haha.and the tickets are expensive lah sial.argh.
and to you really kepoooo people,just fuck off yeah.
no need to ask anything,AT ALL.
get it?!
get a life you people.
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
9:44 PM
as usual
went causeway to shop for my sis tuition books.my job for the following WEEKS to come.well,i'l get money for teaching her :D and and,someones birthday coming up seh.2 birthdays for me,haha.well,friday kene outing with _____.you know,i know.HEH
____ called one of the previous nights,hahah.well,didnt expect it,but... hahah,okay lah tu ((:
all i wanna say is,i miss you yeah [:
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Monday, December 1, 2008
6:20 PM
JOHOR again.
well,weekend was spent in jb.did a hell of shopping at city square(: AT LAST,i got my EVERLAST GIRL SHOES.hehe.and its PINK beb,i love it :D wanted to buy converse shoes bt there was no size for me.small feet means difficult to find the size.and all the shoes tht i wanted were limited edition ones and wouldnt come again.so i guess,i just have to have a different taste for the converse shoes to have a pair for myself.why is sooo hard to find shoes for me.lucky the everlast shoes agree with me,hah.
i bought the WHOLE TWILIGHT SAGA.the books all were on some sort of discount and i didnt want to miss it.some were 25% and 15% and 10%.it was a satisfied buy cause mum was in a good mood and she just bought it all for me.but i had to repay in some way.massaging my dad till idk when.HAHA.nvm,its worth it i guess.i just completed reading TWILIGHT in one day.it really is a damn nice book to read.vampire boyfriend,mortal,immortal.heh,niceeeee.anw,all these books are MINE.tkyah nk trouble diri sendiri to go around and ask people for it cause they tend to be selfish and choosy.well,same for me.i'll be kinda choosy.heh.
and a fight broke out at city square.it was scary.apparently,a theft broke out at the shop where i purchased my everlast shoes.it was either indonesian or just plain malay men.there were three of them.but only one got caught up with the chasing crowd.well,two burly chinese men beat him up.they were young though but able to beat the man who was bigger than them.they beat his head like punching bag sia.it was reallly scary.all the way,the man tried to fight back but to no avail.in the end,the boss went up to him and confront him.he just slappd the guy.hah.it was a bit of commotion.
and then being followed around by malaysians was another scary part.and they were rude.fuck btol.serious rude behaviour.they tripped me.boleh gitu,hah.whatever lah eh korang korang semuer.
faiz is in camp for 5 days,haiye.som singapore-indonesia camp.haha,there'll be hot girls and pretty pretty ones too.hope he'll have fun lah eh,haha.and zimooo bought me a skirt,but idk how it looks like.but it was sweeeet of him :D thanks eh.
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