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Faux sanguinity in a smile.
Greetings and Salutations.
HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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Friday, January 30, 2009
4:43 PM
POLY.
ABSOLUTE YAYNESSSSSS!
hahahah.
got my posting results ard 6.30 am?
MOE: NAZAHAH BINTE AHMED,
you are posted to REPUBLIC POLY ,
Biomedical Sciences(R14) under 2009 JAE.
msged afiqah asking her abt her results and she replied this,
AHHHHH! SAMA BABE! HHAA!
and its the same with afiqah darling!!!
yay yay.
same course,same school,lalalala.
so,another 3 years with her:D
hanafi told me he would be appealing for
biomed at RP cause he got his second choice
which was mechanical engineering at NP.
hopefully you'll get it yeah(:
afiqah called at 1pm and we talked to update each other.
da lamer bnar tk ckp dgn ni pompan.
ader ader jer nk berceriter.heh
and going jb tonight most probably.
can see momo,weee.
bye people.
Labels: republic poly seh kiter.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
11:09 PM
bed.
currently watching erah setting up bed for me (:
hahah!
we are sleeping in our study room instead of our bedroom cause dad switched on the air con and its damn tempting.
HAHA.
coooooolllliiiinnnng.
erah has to sleep on the mat cause she's the youngest.heh
and only one mattress managed to put in the room amidst the study tables and book shelves.
i,as the eldest,sleeping on the mattress!
ifah sebok sebok with me.
ish!
ifah showed me some videos on the youtube
abt this japan guy singing his version of 'touch my body'.
there's a line tht says.
if there's a camel up the hill.
which should have been,
if there's a camera up in here.
like wth lah,haha
touch my body became tuh my barreh.
met up with herizwan tadi.
before tht,went library and borrowed some books.
and went to pb to hang out with the rest(:
they skate here and there at the hardcourt,their routine.haha
ralph told me tht he went to yishun lib to find me but actually i was at wdlds lib.
mum told him i was at the lib but not precise to which library.
aww,srry piano boy.
and i'll keep in mind your offer of
rushing off to the lib after sch if i was ever alone again.
thanks:D
and dad makes me smile evryday with his cute jokes.
he's getting older,pretty obvious.
hah.boncet,wrinkles.
but whatever it is,i love him!
hahah.
oh,he gave me 20 dollars as a hang bao for me.
lalala,safe keep it.
AND I MISS RUZZIE AND RADEN.
THE R PEOPLE.
HAHAHA
Labels: good choice for me?
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
10:35 PM
dayana.
my throat hurts like hell.
damn those nice,sweet-tasting oranges.
HAHAHAH.
im afraid im gonna lose my voice anytime soon.
shittty toooooot.
and dayana,study lah.dont go shop shop here and there.
dont play com again for 24/7.
hah :D
Labels: dayana blogshop rocks.
8:35 PM
blogshop.
woke up in the morning as usual at 6.30?
ate breakfast,fold the clothes and waves the rest goodbye(:
chey,step baik jer eh.
dad didnt work so he went jb alone and i stayed at home.
after they went off,i set my alarm for 10am and slept frm 7.30.
HAHAH.
naz,naz,sleepyhead btol.
at 10 am,woke up and got ready.
chat here and there using dad's macbook and then went off at ard 12.45.
took 969 bus,straight to tamp inter to collect my dress i bought at this blogshop.
the dress is nice,heh.
then went home before mum could catch me.hah
srry herizwan,couldnt meet you.
im really,really srry.
things didnt go as planned.
reached home and watched this 'the prince and me' part 3.
nice story.a modern fairytale.
and i received a msg frm ralph! hahahah
he used farhan's no cause his hp was with his brother.ugh.
hi, dis is ralph,
have you reached tampines safely?
aww,haha.
im safe lah,piano boy :D
tmr,if mum's okay with it,heading to
library to return books and meet herizwaaaannnn.
if possibly can.
pray,pray hard.
heh.
and i miss my bestest friend,
NUR AFIQAH BINTE SASMAN!
and my bie,
FARID BIN BIDIN(afro-small guy)!
and all the guys tht was in my study grp.
danial,helmi,govind,najeer,george and aidil.
afiqah dpt gi swimming dgn dorang seh,ish!
i mean teman them at the swimming complex while the guys went swimming.
spent time with them can be our most craziest moments.
the bestest guy friends any girl can ever have.
hah! chey,mcm real jer.
tklah,i miss fighting with farid and then he will also get mad and i'll overdo it and he'll say srry(at times jer) and blahblahblah (:
and then sometimes,he'll make it up by doing foolish stuff?
nk ikot HSM3 nyer couple dance lah,ader jer merepek.
memories kepe.
Labels: i miss afiqah and farid lah seh.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
10:39 PM
eat,eat,eat.
went to eat at bridge road.
nasi ayam penyet(:
and there were berlambak mats tht had tattoo on their everywhere.
hai,hai,hai.
and i feel like vomiting after drinking the ice blended avocado lah sial.
too much milk ke aper bende seh.ugh.
the original nyer better seh,ugh ugh.
Labels: eat and eat and eat.
5:12 PM
loooong weekend.
tuesday,27/1/09
watched this duma movie at tv.went to eat donut at big apple for breakfast.
nice,nice,nice(:
donut and orange juice are a healthy combination.HAHA.
and here i am at home typing this post after
enduring the long jam which i spent sleeping in the car.
what a sleepyhead.
monday,26/1/09
morning was spent with momo(:
went to the shop and entertain her.
apart frm getting her cat food tht mum bought for her.
she had a special treat which was fish.haha
and it was a freshly cooked fish which she really enjoyed eating.
then the afternoon,went to angsana and bought my converse high cut shoes.
each shoe tht i like,didnt have my size.
menyusahkan btol ader kaki kecik seh.
size 5?
hahahaha.
and my fussiness also was a part why i spent like 3-4 hrs just finding this pair of shoes.
ish ish ish.
my parents were sooo frus with me,haha.
aper nk buat kan.
i stopped at this silver planet shop and browse through
and the sales boy layan me.
kesian the sales boy.
a very cerewet girl,hah.
ni okay?tk suker?err,how abt this?unique per colour ni.
all those kind of qns for me to like, at least like a pair of shoes.
i think he had a hard time finding the right shoe and the right shoe size for me.
but he was a patient guy,i think?
kesian dier.
hahahah.
and his colleagues were like damn cute seh.
skinny jeans,flat cap and sneakers:D
and dad was like,
tkyah gi kedai ni lagi eh.
terlalu bnyk mat kt sini.
haha!
oooohh,too bad.HAHA.
its my fav shoe shop since a
looong time ago before the mats came in.
heh.
in the end,ifah picked a shoe and i was smitten by it.
chey,smitten eh.
haha.
the colour of my shoe is the
colour of both of my friendship bands on my leg.
turquoise and pink(:
turquoise is with afiqaaaah.
and pink is with myself?
fated lah kirekan ,eh naz.
HAHAHAH.
the shoe is the only one left
and the only ones tht have my size.
size FIVE.
snapshots of my neeeeeew shoe.
i liiiiikkkkkeeee :D
sunday,25/1/09
morning went to kampung danga to buy fresh seafood frm the kelong
cause mum wanted to cook it.
while waiting for the person to come along,
there were some guys fishing there cause its like a jetty.
nk show off tk kene tempat,my mum said.
they didnt know how to throw in a fishing line into the sea.
step tinggi jer angkat fishing rod tu abeh biler nk campak,kt depan mate jer.
haha.
agaknyer da paiseh kepe,they packed their stuff and went off.
took a boat ride along the danga sea
and there isnt any pictures cause it was not expected.
we thought,take the seafood and head home.
but instead,a boat ride was included.
there were monkeys along the way cause we passed by mangrove swamps.
hai,should bring cameras EVERYWHERE i go lah gitu.
ltr tht night,closer to midnight.
we had fireworks to watch cause it was CNY.
the noise was loud giler seh.hah.
and there was this dog at the park where people were shooting off the fireworks.
kesian seh dier.
lari lintang pukang around the same spot
when the fireworks shot off and the booming noise came about.
haha,kelakar giler.dad was making funny jokes about it.
and im a lousy camerawoman.
i snapped pictures of the firework when it has already finished sparkling.
chetot btol.
lousy snap 1.
ntah aper pon ni gmbr ader.
lousy snap 2.
acceptable shot.
my neighbour house when they blowed the 'chili padi' ke aper bende.
more firecrackers.
yup,my house(:
i mean the one beside the green gate.
with the brown and white colour.
more of it.
after-effect of another house.
perfect shot?
'okay lah tu' nyer shot.haha
and its a tree,not a head.
watched 'the haunting of molly hartley' before the display.
the story had its suspense but the ending was kinda hanging.
so overall,not tht okay lah.
and the boys were like teasing abt the way i watched horror movies.
the boys were my mum's friend's son and nephew.
cover ears but eyes open.
haha,apaper eh korang.
its better to see than to hear.
HAHA.
saturday,24/1/09
stayed at home and watch all those bnyk nyer bnyk dvds :D
friday,23/1/09
reached jb just in time for dinner.
had seafood near the lido beach and its damn nicey nicey:)
oh,and momo likes to headbang people's hand.
kay,random.
update again tmr or later later.
Labels: i imagined that it was you.
Friday, January 23, 2009
11:21 AM
ecstatic!
23/1/09
12.58am
THE day(:
*smiles widely*
lalalalala
Labels: i promise, we will be just fine
Thursday, January 22, 2009
9:01 PM
boys.
the three boys came over my house today.
ralph,sara,farhan.
ralph play the piano damn good sia.
ish! im like soooo jealous.
but his hands were like shivering gitu while playing.
maybe he felt nervous uh.
got three girls look at him while he was playing the piano.
HAHA
he'll be a romantic guy in the future.
play the piano to his gf kepe kan.
fuyoooh,haha.
and sara cute seh.
his cheeks kan,mcm hmmmmmm!
and he let me win whenever i pick on small things.
he'll just show his exasperated look and,okay okay lah.whatever.
cute seh he.
ha.ha.ha.
going jb tmr! yay yay!
can see the gigantic fireworks tht my neighbours bought just for this festival.
some are bigger than the national day ones.
update tmr if i got time yeah (:
tkcre.
oh,before i have no time to say this.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
to all the people out there celebrating it :D
Labels: we just keep on getting better.
8:38 AM
dad.
felt really bad ystd.never did i really scream at my dad or smth similar gitu.
and i did tht ystd.omg,im such a mean girl.
hah.
then tros rase susah hati seh.
he then ask me to sit with me cause he misses me.
omgomgomg.
then tears start rolling down and bad assumptions came up.
im really sorry.
Labels: terribly sorry.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
9:39 PM
this day.
msged afiqah if she could eat lunch with me but she had ngaji
so msged syafiq TB (:
he was free and tada! a lunch date.HAHA.
herizwan had school so couldnt eat lunch with him as planned.
told syafiq to meet at wdlds at 1 tapi kan,this boy blom mandi lagi at 11!
trok bnar,haha.
G U Y S.
hahaha.
so we arranged for 2pm then.
reach wdlds ard 1+.went to library to return books and found some books to be borrowed too.
then syafiq came and i met him outside the library.
and he wore like the same attire as me.
black tshirt and jeans.but most of his attire was black.
ish,sebok btol.
mcm tau jer gitu.
hahah
then went banquet to eat.
ate the ban mian fish stuff gitu and he had this spicy fried noodle.
and we talked and talked.
oh,and he gave me strepsils
tknk kasi org mkn sendiri,hah.
u knw,i knw (:
he said tht:
tgh musim saket ni.
jadi kene mkn all the preventions.
HAHAH,yeaaaah right.
and he had to go off to meet his friends after which he had rugby training with his club.
fit kepe syafiq,HAHAHAHA.
okay,tk baik.
u very fit kay.
can join the s'pore version of SWAT team.
i'll give u my support all the way :D
he send me to library and he went off.went straight to the 4th floor and found my usual spot un-occupied.
heh
so,sat there and put on music and read.
maybe i look like small or young or smth.
HAHAHA,i am actually.
then this lower sec boys were like smirking and raising their eyebrows at me.
waste time btol dorang ni.
ard 4 gitu,herizwan msged me to tell he was on his way.
met him at BK and went off to PB.
when we reached there,got these familiar guys who i samar2 ingat.
and they dont remember me,HAHAH.
then haziq told them who i was and they were oooooohhhhh.
they very funnnnny sia.
make fun here and there.
then they skate and skate and puff puff.
and herizwan had to go home to change.
accompany him back home and went bck to PB.
on the way bck.met up with eqah,fir and this ite guy.idk his name uh but he bloody look like fazreey seh! haha.
at first i thought it was his brother kepe.
but no.
and met dzul too!
da lame tk jumpe si deni.
he changed sia.
last time,mcm selekeh gitu.
but not thaaaaat selekeh lah.
kasut,baju,rambot.
haha.
when i saw him,he was like one goody boy gitu.
hair combed to the extreme neatness and his ite uniform was neatly worn.
woah,haha.
good lah eh dzul.
he remembered me as the donut girl.
mentang mentang i bought donuts the first time i was there,u call me tht eh.
haha,chetot btol.
then some commotion happened when they were skating under the blk.it happend reaaaly fast and then it was all gone.
haha.cpat bnar dorang semuer lari.
and i was left alone with dzul and some guys.
i didnt knw where they ran off but it was for a loooong time.
and the guys entertained me.
ask me ni,ask me tht.
hah,nice people i should say.
when the others settled down,we went to meet them at hardcourt.
and hisyam and dzul were like trying to walk beside me and act2 gadoh.
haha,aper jer tau.
and dzul won,like duh lah kan.
then had to go fiqah house to take some stuff so herizwan went to send me off at bus stop.
fiqah's bro,afiq was sleeping terbongkang on the sofa.
i laughed my ass off.
he didnt even budge when i tried to wake him up.
hahah,his tummy.
cute bnar gitu (:
fiqah sempat to tell me some stuff tht's happening between her and tht person.
to tht person:
please dont be like him.
cant you take a single hint or sign tht she's showing to you?
try to understand.
you're making it worse for you and for her.
oh,and herizwan teman-ed me till i reached home.
thanks (:
kay,goodnight.
wanna watch CSI and all those criminal related shows today.
Labels: i don't ever want this to end.
7:57 AM
radio.
listening to RIA FM.
haha,the DJs very funny sia.
hahah,pagi pagi bute da nk kacau org.
and there's this karaoke thing.
people have to continue the song tht the DJ plays for them.
and some are like blur cock,say the title of the song instead of singing it.
and others,sing it with a different tone.
for example,like a rock song but using the sentimental tone.
and during the rapping song,klakar seram.HAHA.
tipah tertipu becomes tipu tertepah.
and they create their own tone for tht tipah tertipu song.
hahahaah.
going to woodlands lib later and meetin herizwan haziq after tht (:
its been a long time since i last saw him.
and then,will be following him some place to see him skate :D
and zimoo is busy i guess.HAHA.he schooling already so i guess i understand.
and blahblahblah.
update when i get bck ltr.
bye.
Labels: DJs are funny people.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
9:31 PM
shhhiiiiittt.
went to velocity@novena square to see this adidas sale.but nth was eye-cathing.
oh,and sisters saw faiz and his sis at tht adidas shop
while i was at MPH bookstore next next door.
then msged him and blahblahblah.he was searching for new sport shoes and
i was just looking ard.haha.
then walk and walk and went to this counter where apparently people are registering for a run.
fun kepe!
hahahahah.
msged afiqah if she wanted to join me in this 6.2 km run in the zoo and the night safari.
best kan? kan kan kan? haha
she msged me bck this:
masok marathon? lols.
tk perlu ehy.im rusty
alrd seh.im not like you babe.
you can run.i cant.
haha,kesian my bestfr ni.so,i msged faiz instead and told him
wht telah happen and ask him.
and he saaaaiiiid,
haha. whats the distance of the run? i join with u la. can?
aww,of course can.he very nice gitu.HAHA.
but kan,my parents tiber2 klakar seram.as in reallly seram uh.
and i hate it when they are like this.
one minute they were like.
kak,tknk masok lari lari ni?mcm best jer.
then i was like fine if u want me to.
then skaliiii,they were like
kak tkyah lah.
ayah takot nanti akak hilang in the zoo.
HUH?!
haha,i laughed when he said tht.
there will only be animals there,dad.
animals dont kidnap human beings,especially me.they'll lose appetite when they see me.
i have not enough meat to be chewed.
get it?
haha!
however,i took the brochure and told off dad.
okay,tht was mean.
but i wanted to run and get fit.
i've been a lazy ass these pass few weeks or MONTHS.
and i wont be alone.at least.
no animal will come and get me.
serious talking.
i get goodie bag,if tht helps.
HAHA nazahah.
faiz still have to confirm with me though.
he's sure he want to join in but not tht sure with his parents yet.
same as my parents.
please lah seh.
i dont want to complain whatever is going on now but some of u who knw me tht much might knw whts going on.
and im trying my best not to do anythiing stupid because i dont want anything to happen between some people.
so,im calming myself.
1,2,take a deeeeeep breathe.
hahaha!
org ikot lagu 1,2,step.
kay da,nonsense.
sunday!
went to meet my dearest dearest cat,momo.
sial lah,she's like thinner than before seh.can see her hind bone legs like protruding out gitu.
maybe could be PPS.
post-pregnant stress?
HAHAHAHAH!
and she decided to come back with her 8 kittens safely stowed away under this huge fridge where there is lesser human contact which means like us.
maybe tht male cat dumped her and she decided to return back home where there is food supplied to her.
and got one time i was stroking her,she sneezed seh.
kurang asam btol ni kucing.
luckily there were no furballs,haha.
i coudnt get her to sit on my lap cause i was wearing like beach shorts and her looong nails could like just scratch me.
tapi she was like manje giler when she sat on ifah's lap.
cute,cute,extreme cuteness :D
haha
saturday!
went to this sutera mall to get my specs fixed cause it was like senget and tk selesa utk digunakan.
and bought a dress shirt (: black with turqouise(correct spelling tk?) prints all over it.
met up with dad's friend who's living in a nearby housing estate as us.
he has four children,all with sha-.
sharizad(18 yrs old),shahirah(15 yrs old),sharil(11 yrs old),shafizah(6 yrs old).
the parents berborak2 and the children went in to watch dvd (:
but the eldest son went out to talk with the parents too cause he was outnumbered by girls.
hah.
then smpi late mlm seh tgk tht dvd and the small kids were already asleep before the dvd even finished.
when we bade them off,we went to eat icecream!
heheheh,macdonald cornetto mcflurry chocolate.
my fav mac ice cream :]
org giler jer lah eh,like me,eats ice cream at 1am.
but still,its worth it.
sedap,haha.
and thts all.update aything sooner or ltr like tmr.
and and i'll start excersing tmr.
tummy like getting boncet-er gitu.HAHA.
gdnight :D
Friday, January 16, 2009
8:35 PM
updated.
updated the blog with new songs and this new web counter.
nth to do,so just do some stuff to add smth to the old ones.
okay,crap.talking nonsense.
well,going jb tonight and will be bck tmr morning gitu cause
ifah has some wedding to go to with her friends.
will be able to see momo if she decided to return uh,haha.
and if the cute cute little kittens have at least grown abit and can start walking around.
kay,bye!
Labels: get it over with.
1:09 PM
remember.
'remember what you said to me.'
those were the words tht i had in my dream.HAHA.its was really weird and i keep having this dream quite frequent.idk wht the hell it meant.
maybe smth significant?ntah lah eh.
oh! i knw! maybe it was the time when my parents said smth like the above thing when i was sitting for o'levels exam.but it was a waaay different voice.
or was i too caught up with my books?
smpi terikot terikot kt tidor.klakar naz,klakar.
maybe too stressed up with whts happening with me.
periods,posting results,feeling down.
but still,i dont have tht much angry moods or whatever with my family.
maybe once or twice jer uh.cumer tkde mood jer.
but the depreseing feeling is still glooming over.
but i seriously dunno where this dream comes from.
and when i wake up,i feel a sense of loss?
i experienced tht before,dreaming of someone i loved dying.
and wake up crying and find thts its all a dream but tears were real.hah
and when i tell people,they say tht the person will live longer.
well,maybe?
but the words keep coming up.
maybe kene jumpe doctor kepe eh naz.
HAHAHAHA.
okay,da stop it.
i'll try to dream abt smth reaaaly cheerful this future nights
and pray hard tht no one
will be overcome with anything.
i wanna get a new hp,serious shit! hahahaha.dad keep saying soon soon.biler seh.if i cnnt get hp soon,i'll want to have a psp instead.chey! okay per,psp.
mcm reaaaal jer.
im lost of words now.
will update when i feel like it (:
Labels: weird dream
Thursday, January 15, 2009
11:19 AM
its DONE!
ITS FINALLY DONE!
hahahaah!
okay,its was not thaaaat difficult uh.
wel,,most of it thanks to my abg sedare at sp.
my dearest abg malek!
he told me all wht i needed to knw abt the course i was interested in and gave the 'go' signal with my choices of courses.
and abg farhan told me abt the good and bad of RP.
and thanks too to abg nezam! hahaha,he explain to me some stuff too.
all is fair in life,tkkn nk semuer bgos kan.
and im kinda a biomed sci fanatic,hahaha.
all my choices are science courses and bio related stuff.
1.biomed sci TP
2.biomed sci NP
3.hospitality and tourism TP
4.biomed sci SP(mcm paham jeeeer!)
5.biomed sci RP
6.biotech TP
7.biotech SP
8.biotech RP
9.biologics and process technology NYP
10.chemical and pharmaceutical tech NYP
11.culinary & catering management TP
12.information technology RP
im satisfied with wht i chose but some may think
i wasted my choices for putting the same courses code but its at differnt places
but whts the use of not trying if you're eligible.
just hope hope tht i get the course tht i chose :D
some COP for the courses are like far fetched! hahah,jaaaaauh berbeza tapi i just put.
like nth else to put gitu.so,yeah.
put here and put there.
now,mum wont be thaaaaat mad at me lah kan mak?i can do housework,teach my sis tuition,read my books.but i think housework yg akn menimbun.
what seh.
mcm aper gitu.
lebih baik keluar mcm gini.
biler nk keluar,tk kasi.
adeeeeeeeeer jer uh.
ugh.
blahblahblah.
and i wanna go shoooooopppppppiiiinnnnnnnggg,heheh ((:
make a shopping date with me people.
afiqah on top list! hahaha
gonna ask frm parents money,huhuhuhuhuhu.
or better yet,one of my aunties frm bandung or jakarta come dwn and fetch me and go there and have a shopping spree and meet my hoooot hot cousins and stay at their big big bungalows and play with the cat and ride a horse and more shopping.HAHAHA.
mcm real jer.
tk salah per for me to just WISH.
right right?
Labels: choice, course, shopping
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
11:11 PM
courses to pick.
sial laaaah.i didnt knw picking up a course would be this fucking fucking hard.
why does it have to be like this sia?i thought when get results,stress will be over.
ini tak,stress menimbun ader uh.
i've been neglecting some of my friends while doing this stressful stuff.im reaaaaaaly srry people,dont be mad at me.hope you understand my situation.i'll entertain to you as soon as i key in this bloody menyusahkan courses.
even mum is bingit at me.
i nvr give my sis tuition,tk buat kejer rumah,
library books are left at one corner.they are not even read yet.
srry boooks.
well,srry mum if you're angry at me.
but serious shit,i've never had tht much difficulty before when choosing this stuff.
its like planning for my future and its damn IMPORTANT.
maybe i am fickleminded?
but i have already decided to take biomed and biotech.this two are top two choices for subjects.then break it down to some other science courses.
all of my choices are mainly same courses but at differnt polys.
i cant seem to see other courses tht attracts my attention.
science courses are my preferences.
well,cerewet kan ni pompan.
haha!
afiqah came to my house just now to key in hers.well,mine is different frm her.
but part of me still hopes,we'll end at the same place.
just hopefully uh.
HAHA.
if not,i'll miss her sia.
oh and ralph and farhan and saravan went to my house too just now to eat some light brunch tht mum prepared (:
Labels: stressssss
Monday, January 12, 2009
11:33 PM
fuck you!
YOU JUST SUCK BIG TIME MAN.
YOU AND YOUR BLOODY MEN.
INHUMAN PEOPLE.
im crying as im watching the news.
how can someone be so cruel to do such a thing to a innocent child.
dont u have any sympathy in your self?
no mercy is it?
wht has happen to the world?!
hah! i really dont get it sia.
it has been going for for like wht? a decade?
still nothing right but just more deaths and sorrow for families.
nothing is done but more and more damage.
please,stop this.
setiap perbuatan jahat akan menerima laknat.
Labels: war
9:45 PM
results!
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i want my hair like hers! except for the orange colour uh :D
well,got my results today.my L1R4 was 18.is tht good? haha.well,to me it was kinda satisfying uh.i pass everything.tht has never happen to me before in my sec 4 life.i used to fail almost everything.and i got a bloody B3 for my combined science! happy gielr babi sial!
i used to get F9 and got a B3 for my o'level.but only tht uh yg improvement tht was kinda big for me.the rest was all in the range of Bs and Cs.
and surprisingly,i got the same l1R4 as afiqah dear.hahah! but her L1B5 is different fmr mine uh.she got 21 ke aper gitu.i got 25.so,gone is my hopes for entering a junior college.hai,must choose wisely for my 12 choices.i seriously have no idea wht to choose sia.soooo many,ugh.
the HMT pupils also got thier results bck.faiz had an A1 sia.SHIT TOOT BTOL,haha.nabilah got a A2.congrats babe! faiz then walked ard asking us abt our results.tht shorty eh,heh.
before tht,me and fiqah went to get our hair done.as i dont knw wht to do with my hair,i just let tht aunty do whtever she wants with my hair.HAHA.and fiqah,rebonded her hair temparorily.she looook damn different sia!
a much pretty pretty girl! she uh! tknk rebond her hair permanently tau.ish btol! but still,she's pretty :D
after gotten my results,dad was very sweeet.he came down frm his workplace to fetch me just to see me(: i felt so happy.he was being nice.HAHA.then,he said he would treat me swensens as a treat.well,i didnt exactly have tht in mind as a reward but still i love SWENSEN ice cream.i got myself a chocolate fondue and shared it with dad while the rest got their own types of ice cream.
i just want my handphone bck! with a new line.please please ..... but mum says tht i have to wait till march when i can renew my line.haiye!
and im veeeeery proud of my cousin.he's syazwieeee (: he got 5 distinctions sia! L1R4 is 9! L1B5 is 14.baik gileeeer sia.im soooo jealous.but still,happy for him ((((:and thanks to him too for teaching me chem.one lesson taught was helpful in answering this qn in the chem ppr :]
reaaaly hope can meet up with my dear cousin ni.da lamer tk jumpe dier.heh! and also some of my other friends tooo.and by friday da kene hand up my decisions for the course of which i wanna take.argh.
kay bye,nk tdor ni.
and bieeee! i merajok dgn u uh.hmph!
HAHAH.kau kene nanti biler aku jumpe.
aku ronyokkan rambut kau tu yg cute banget.
bluek!
minah kepe aku ni kan.
Labels: hot cousin, impressive
Sunday, January 11, 2009
10:52 PM
tomorrow is the day.
sunday was spent by cleaning the house.i vacuuuuumed the house,then mop it and the result was extreme tiredness.HAHAH. sent the rest of the day,eating,sleeping and surfing.
at night ard 8 gitu,went to changi airport to send off my cousins who are going bck to norway.tears,hugs and blahblah.but i didnt cry uh,chey.then went to eat POPEYE! it was damn yummy stuff.i looooove the mashed potato because of its delicious gravy and also the biscuit :D
went home and sitting in my chair updating my blog.i still haven change my clothes yet,heh.
people are msging me to say gdluck for tmr.yup,really need it.thanks to all those.
in less than a FEW HOURS,im gonna get my O'LEVEL RESULTS.
o l e v e l r e s u l t s ! !
and after tht,gonna get a treat i think frm my form teacher,mr jason siau.he's such a one in a million teacher.he did a lot for my class.so,maybe the treat with my class will be fun.
absolutely uh! heh (:
cant wait to see all my friends tmr.im gonna give nur elissa ruzzi'eanne a BIIIIG HUUUG.she's kinda merajok with me cause i left out the symbol in her name.srry kay ruzzzz,tmr i give u one nice nice hug when i see u.
kay,gonna sleep now.have to have extra energy cause meeting up with fiqah for hair appointment.HAHA.
all the best for my results.
good night!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
8:38 PM
the beginning?
was at jb frm friday night till sat afternoon.sat morning,went to the mama shop to eat breakfast and found my beloved momo in a box.it was actually a small box but the shop tenants didnt have any bigger boxes to fill up the family.when i first saw her,she was milking her kittens.she just jumped right out of the box and went to me.awwww,how cute kan.hehe.she meow here and there and pointed her nose up my palm and was like sooo adorable.HAHA.she gave birth to EIGHT healthy kittens just three days ago.i was grateful to the
workers at the shop for attending to her when she wanted to deliver.
mum was suddenly also very semangat.she went to the kedai runcit next door and bought a 1.5 kg of cat food for momo.actually i pestered her to buy it uh so tht the tenants can feed momo when we are not in jb instead of feeding her the leftovers.hah!after mum bought it,she gave it to the worker and some to momo who 'ran' to us when she saw the food.heh!she kinda gobbled it up cause the food disappeared in like a few minutes.mum say,penat lah dier.da beranak lapan anak kucing pulak.bnyk tau tu kak.i said,yer mak.akak tau.
my dad said tht mum could be labelled as the cat-food supplier.
we cant have a pet cat cause thanks to me.heheh.
me and my stupid allergy to dust mites.
ugh.
the dad of the litter was nowhere to be found.this is just sooo typical of guys kan tht are not responsible.just leave the ladies to fend for themselves and the mess he made.
when we wanted to go off,momo was gone with the whole litter! wtf!
idk where she run to or hide off the kittens.
maybe she found a hot,sexy male cat and decided to run off with him and 8 kittens in tow who are partially blind as they are still new newborns.
sial lah,menghilangkan diri jer tau.
maybe the male one can help her find food.
but wht with the food bought by my mum.
ish!
the proud mum of 8 kittens (:
the first pair.
the second pair.
the third pair.
the fourth pair.
in the small box,hai.
the cute cute ones.
the family,i guess.excluding the dad who was actually not responsible for wht he did.ish!naughty cat sia.
friday 9/1/09
the pupils from NSS who are graduating THS YEAR.heh!
erah's class performance.
the second shot.
the third shot and their class leader was cute.she's fatin frm sec 3.a very nice girl :D
the situation i guess?
the three guys who was trying to get the crowd in hyper mode.
friday 9/1/09
after reaching home after a few hours in library,went with my parents for erah's sec 1 orientation camp.ifah was one of the organisers for the camp,i think.
it was okay lah,haha.tk baik eh.well,actually i had fun spending time with these three guys.
ralph-,the short muscular guy (hahaha)
farhan-the handsome gentleman(sooo true)
&
saravanan-the cute cute chubby chubby indian boy
whose cheeks are just sooo irresistable to be pinched.
they were there when my parents had to attend for the talk with the principal.they entertain me lah and stuff.cute seh.ifah is reaaly lucky to have these guys as her close friends(:
the pupils from NSS who are graduating THS YEAR.heh!
erah's class performance.
the second shot.
the third shot and their class leader was cute.she's fatin frm sec 3.a very nice girl :D
the situation i guess?
the three guys who was trying to get the crowd in hyper mode.
farhan,sara and ariff.
hamizah and lewis as the hosts.
hamizah and lewis as the hosts.
before tht,went to woodlands library and found the books! heh.im soo happy.
then kan,it was friday tau.but still,these mats and minahs were there doing-i-dont-fucking-know.
the boys should be going to the mosque to pray but instead joke here and there with the girls.
hai,wht lah seh.
after tht,they went off after wht should be called da abes sembahyang nyer time.chetot btol.
da kt library,diam lah eh.ni bising.
wht is a library for if a girl cant even ask for silence?
damn it btol lah.
while i was there,i thought of some things.
its really funny how things turned out between me and some people.
well,expect the unexpected.
mood changed after tht.
and im gonna get my result in 2 days time.2 days=24h x 2=48 hours or less?
argh!
gonna meet up with fiqah to get our hair or her hair done.she already set up an appointment.heh!
she's sooo her.
afiqah:kau buat rambot kau tau!
nazahah:ah yer,aku try blg kt dier ape aku nk buat dgn rambot aku yer.nk gunting ke aper ke.
afiqah:bagos bagos! buat dgn aku sekali.
see wht i mean.hahahah! well,wht are besties for if not for their craziness and the whole of them.
oh,i met someone unexpected at the camp.HAHAHA.it was kinda awkward at first but da okay i think uh.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
10:37 PM
poly open house.
today,went for the TP open house.went there with nezam.reach there ard 12 +,nearly 1 gitu uh.walked around abit starting with the engineering sch.then he had to go for class so left me alone wandering ard the sch.HAHA.the sch is well organised.one compartment of the whole site map is just for one school.thts good so it wont be tht messy to find your own place in your main sch.
there were shows by the various CCAs.the karate ke silat ke ape bende,kinda funny uh.like dgn ber-semangat giler gitu buat the demonstration.and some didnt get to do it properly which was kinda ehem (: walked ard the exhibitons and booths but none caught my eye.like tk menarik gitu.chey! hahaha.ntah lah.just tht,idk.different i guess.
after nezam class,we went to eat at the foodcourt which was air conditioned :D as told by him lah kan,its the only one thts in tht state.gooooooood.haha! and we chit chatted here and there.and then,syafiq msg me saying he reached TP already with ariff and mustika.i was like wth.hah,didnt knw wht to do cause was going off soon and he just came.so,in the end.met up with them for awhile and met some of nezam's friend.
went off ard 4 to take bus and go woodlnds.abeh kan! hahaha.nazim very beloooooo! hehehehe.he didnt knw i was in the same bus with him.haiye! kay,im bad talking abt him like this.then,met him at causeway and bought tickets to see IP MAN.very good martial arts movie ((: i like it very much although there were some cracking sounds for the bones.ugh.oh,before tht.went to LIBRARY! hahah,the book tht i seriously wanted was stated NOT ON LOAN which means it available right? but it was NOOOOOT on the damn shelves.EVEN THE LIBRARIAN COULDNT FIND IT.maybe its all because of zimoooo uh.ish btol! all the way he say,tkde lah.cik,cik!tkyah nk carikan utk dier.mmg tkde pon.
sooo mean.i seriously wanted to read tht book.its the last of the vampire sequel i was reading.ugh.zimoooooo! :d
then went home alone.nazim ez-link card got some difficulties so he had to wait for his dad to fetch him.my calves was aching like hell gitu.too much standing and walking? hahaha.
and and i have to get rid of my tummy.from boncet to a flat one? my parents used to say i had some abs.like real?! hahaha! now just some flabby fats accumulated to make my stomach look super UGH.
tmr,not going for the CCA bazaar.fiqah not going cause she has ngaji.well,maybe tmr i'll go to library(any library,haha) and find books.all the 12 bks have been read finished.
books are addictive.
be warn.
HAHA.