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Faux sanguinity in a smile.
Greetings and Salutations.
HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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September 2009
October 2009
Saturday, February 28, 2009
11:48 AM
her.
i dont know what i did wrong.
evrything that was said hurt me till the very end.
i tried to change evrything in me to be a better one.
im much more worst last time,believe me.
damn it sia.
no use changing then.
gorgeous amirah ask me out to zouk on 14th march ystd night.
bf performing there.i mean her bf.
i'll have to find someone to go with me then if im going.
heh,love yaaaaa mirah dear.
cheers me up in anyway she can after the incident.
feeq called in the morning after he woke up and talked for while.
then parents came back and had to hang up.
and my hotstuff asek nak bluetooth makanan jer.haha.
apeeeeeee jer.
thanks eh for everything(:
calling him ltr again.
tmr cnnt hear his voice and that heeee laughter.
hahah.
Labels: seriously fcked up.
Friday, February 27, 2009
10:10 PM
blog.
i feel like cuddling to someone right now.
dad switched on the aircons in the house and whenever i go out frm my room,i'll be greeted by another cold wave.
lazy to change my attire of shorts and baggy shirt to something warmer.
someone cuddle me,please?
hahahah!
nah,no need.
this blog is really one of a kind.
grr.
after i changed my song tadi,blog overlapped each other.
i mean the sections in my blog.
i spend like more than 2 hours trying to figure out what really happen.
tried changing the blogskin but it turned out weird but niceeeee.
tapi i didnt know how to change a new blogskin(pity me) and farid bieee pon tk tau.
kurang asam :p
so,i just searched for the original blogskin and looked thorugh EVERYTHING in the codes and compared to the one that was modified.
the mistake was this.
br and the symbols.
what the fuck??!!!
this fucking thing made my blog go haywired.
btol nyer ugh.
part of this blog thing,i didnt get to watch pesta perdana!
btol nyer jahat seh blog ni.
technology is really complicated these days.haaaai
but amirah told me that we could just watch the rerun.
thanks GIRLFRIEND!
last long with tosh kay(:
hehe
and another was chatting with this gorgeous girl,amirah.
updated stuff and chat abt random stuff.
blah,blah,blah.
not going jb tonight(just greaaaat,argh)
cannot see my momo that long.
erah going for the training.
but if mom changes mind last minute,idk wht else to say except to pity erah.
update when i can.bye people,tkcre!
goodnight feeeeeeeq hotstuff (:
Labels: soft kisses.
3:55 PM
random.
talked to him ystd when his dad went out.
mmg dier,nak amek kesempatan jer.the dad keluar,he call me(:
haha,thanks though.
he wants me to write more about him in my blog ni.hmm,nak tulis aper eh.
*scratches head*
err,to start with.hes damn fucking tall than me.175cm.hai,why must guys be sooo tall and girls ketot gitu? mcm tk fair gitu seh.ugh.
i grew like less than 10cm over the 4 years.mcm apeeeeeer gitu.im like abnormal,haha.or maybe my mum's genes have alot in me because she' short too.hee
he is a NICE guy.really really nice one.
chey :D
and he's my HOTSTUFF.
kuakuakua.
mcm pahaaaaam.
and i think his younger brothers pon will grow up to be hotstuff like him.
heh.
more to write about u soon,kay feeq?
hahaha
someone asked me some irrelevant stuff and i find it disturbing.serious.
sisters going to the passion arts performance organised by their school at MY school,REPUBLIC POLY.HAHAH,da semangat ckp my school seh.blom lagi register pon.hah!
they going ltr at night.hai,gi lah enjoy eh korang korang semuer.
and,i'll be somewhere else with mum and dad alone.great! haha.mum was planning to take me go play bumper car at a nearby place.but dont know jadi ke tk.
going jb tonight or tmr.sis maybe going for her floorball training which ends at like evening gitu.just great.no time to see my dear kittens there.bgos bgos.abeh sunday kene balek siang psl ader jemputan.pfft
pakai baju kurung and heels?hahah
Labels: just make me yours a bit.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
7:54 PM
little brother.
ystd he called me again.hahahaha.we talked for 2 hours plusplus.cute things happen during the convo.his little brother was not yet asleep so kacau the abang lah kirekan.his tooth was 'gone'.
some of the questions he asked his abang abt his gone tooth.
abang,kalau tkde gigi boleh cakap tak?
the earnest way the little boy ask was cute gitu.heh.
and whether worms can go into his teeth or mouth tak,because of his kehilangan gigi.haha
cute kaaaaaaaaan? :D
and he made his abang ni sumpah and janji not to eat his cereals for breakfast.
little bro:besok jgn makan adek nyer coco crunch tau.
little bro:janji?
abang:janjiiiiii.....
little bro:sumpah?
abang:sumpaaaaaah.da adek gi tdor kay?
little bro:...(said something that was unclear)......asek cakap dgn pompan jer.
me:HAHA.
lalalalallalalalalala.
he then made his adorable adek to sleep(: hai,little brothers are much much adorable but irritating?
continued watching the rest of the korean drama series.episode 9 till episode 16.there are still 8 more episodes to be watched only that the website has not upload it yet.shit btol.
the drama is saddening man.haha,kater drama kan.some of the scenes triggered my memories.
hah,those memories are hurtful but still stuck in my head.blah,blah,blah.
added one more thing to my list.go ice skating! haha,with my bestfriend? or someone special,also can.heh.asalkan ice skate sdah ((:
Labels: little piece of my heaven.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
8:11 PM
ninja warrior.
korean guys are HOT.KIM BUM.
LEE MIN HO:]
another HOOOOOT GUY.
*kening naik-naik*
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damn nice korean drama(:
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am addicted to this show.kay,da diam.
curently watching ninja warrior! haha,kelakaaaaaar giler seh.haha.dad says that the poeple who jump jump mcm cicak terlepas gitu.hah!
and i didnt go out with fiqah dear today.cause was 'trapped' in korean nyer alam.
hahahha! mcm paham.
haaaaaai,korean actors are just.......
*goes goo-goo-gaa-gaa*
maybe tmr going out with mum.
kene tabahkan diri not to watch the drama series.
its kinda time consuming,duh.
episodes 1-8.
took me frm 9+ am till 5.45pm.
hahah,lame giler beb.
one episode broken down to 4/5 parts.
and lastly,
a big big sorry to afiqah for
buih-ing you.
I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU,OKAY??
HEH.
curently watching ninja warrior! haha,kelakaaaaaar giler seh.haha.dad says that the poeple who jump jump mcm cicak terlepas gitu.hah!
and i didnt go out with fiqah dear today.cause was 'trapped' in korean nyer alam.
hahahha! mcm paham.
haaaaaai,korean actors are just.......
*goes goo-goo-gaa-gaa*
maybe tmr going out with mum.
kene tabahkan diri not to watch the drama series.
its kinda time consuming,duh.
episodes 1-8.
took me frm 9+ am till 5.45pm.
hahah,lame giler beb.
one episode broken down to 4/5 parts.
and lastly,
a big big sorry to afiqah for
buih-ing you.
I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU,OKAY??
HEH.
Labels: you're my destiny.
8:06 AM
talk.
yesterday he called me and we talked and talked and laughed and laughed and silence intervals.HAHA.he wanted to sleep at 11 but ended up hanging the phone at nearly midnight(:
and me and my dad had a loooooong talk after dinner.we talked about all kinda stuff.mcm heart-to-heart talk gitu uh.well,one things for sure.he's kinda understanding and funny at certain times about some topics.so,not to worry sngt.heh.
i've been in the kitchen lately and have obtained several knife cuts to my fingers.hahah,chey naz.
shows how hardworking i am laaaah.blah.
most memorable event or freaking one for me was ystd in the kitchen.there was a freaking bird in my kitchen sink! i dont know how the hell it got INTO my house and was in the sink! ugh.when i screamed,it scrambled out through the window grill.eeeewwwww.
going to art museum ltr with mum.yep,ART MUSEUM.mum wanna see ard,hahaha.after tht,meeting up with fiqah dear and her bie at the big biiiggg nlb.we both wanna read up about biomedical science.
seeeeee,we are gooood students.being prepared for our lessons NEXT MONTH.hahah.
Labels: kidnap my heart, take me with you.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
11:21 AM
survey.
Why do you text message people?
- to ask stuff or just to know what they doing.
Do you like recieving text message
- yes,especially from that particular people people(:
What is a text message you have saved?
- those sweet ones.by HIM,her and them.
Do you like talking on the phone?
- depends on who i'm talking to.
Which is better, a text message or a phone call?
- phone call.
Is there someone in your life right now that you feel like you could share anything with?
- Yes,my other half.chey,other half eh.AFIQAH BINTE SASMAN :]
If so, does this person share theirs in return?
- YUP! Almost everything! HAHAHA
Is there a person who, if they asked you today, you would run away or move with?
- WHO SEH WANNA ASK ME?haha,im a good girl.i'll run nowhere.
Ever wished someone would ask you to run away or move with them?
- ever wished.
Is there a guy/girl you talk about constantly?
- hmmmmmm,ntah eh.
What is something you are looking forward to in the next 6 months?
- enjoying my life.duh!
What is something you are looking forward to within the next 3 years?
- Get a scholarship to further my studies.and if possible,get a approved-by-parents boyfriend.HAHAHA.
Do you keep a journal?
-used to,in secondary school.wrote all kinda stuff in it.
If so, who do you or who would you share it with?
- fiqah.
Do you have any addictions? If so, what?
-yep,addicted to BOOOOOKS.
What makes you feel safe?
- Being with someone who makes me feel safe?
Do you sleep with a teddy bear or something special?
- my favourite pilloooooowwww.
Do you hate your computer?
- WHAT?CRAZY EH? i soooooo looooveeeee my com ni.
Are you searching for something in life?
- anything thats good.
Do you have a sexual fetish? If so, what?
- guy's ABS! hahah! and the hand?muscle,muscle,muscle.but not thaaat much muscle.
Has anyone ever told you they had a dream about having sex with you?
- HAHAHAHAHAHA
Do you like it when someone IMs, calls, texts or otherwise talks to you just to say hi or goodnight?
- yeeeeessssss!
Do you have any piercings? How many and where? Got any planned to get?
- my ears. on both of it.
Do you have any tattoos? How many and what are they of? Got any planned to get? What's the meaning behind it?
- nah,none. not planning to pon.
What is your deep down fear?
- Losing my love ones.been having dreams abt it.
How does your fear affect your life?
- affects it badly.make me paranoid abt it.like wanna go with them anywhere they go so i can prevent something bad frm happening to them.but cant.
What is your worst memory?
- being dumped?hahah
What is your best memory?
- too many to think of.
Who do you care about a lot?
- family & bestfriend.
How does that person make you feel?
- makes me happppppppppyyyyyy.
What is your favorite lyrics?
- and yesterday,love was an easy game to play.
What is your favorite love song?
- marc anthony songs.loving them at this moment(:
When you sing that song, who do you think about?
- Exboyfriend.
What song do you listen to when you are happy?
- songs that make me dance and do stupid stuff.cause happy per.
What song do you listen to when you are sad?
- sentimental ones.
How do you feel about your family?
- love.
How do you feel about your friends?
- the best of the best.
Make some predictions about the next 12 months.
- get my results? have a bloody enjoying time at poly.loves my new cca at poly.
Labels: another one.
Monday, February 23, 2009
8:49 PM
sick.
had a massive headache,heavy flu(a terrible one) and a cough.
i kinda lost my voice for awhile.haha.suare serak giler bab btol.
mum's not working anymore.so,more time with her(:
just now,had fresh meal cooked by her and cleaned my table.
my wardrobe is such a horrendous sight man,HAHA.
mcm tak tentu arah gitu.
tmr,i HAVE to clean it.
must must.so can see how many clothes i have left and how many more to buy.
hohohoho.
he's been at his most favourable mood:]
i looooiiiiikkkkeeeee.
Labels: my guardian angel.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
10:28 PM
cousins.
after reaching spore,went to aunt house at bukit panjang.and met my dear dear cousins!
hahah,he changed?
different than the last time i saw him which was few months ago.
developed a tan,longer hair including the fringe,and more masculine seh dier.
HAHAHA.
he's a brainiac seh.hai,hai,clever nak mampos.
chey,hahah.
and he's sweeeeeeet:]
then went to eat at bagus.shared with dad cause was still full from breakfast at jb.
after tht,went home and tadaaaa,watched taken and some movies.
and momo has an attitude sia.
she's jealous that we are entertaining her kittens more than we entertain her.
tknk layan kitorang seeeeh.
biler nk pegang and belai her,she looked away.
hah!
all the way,show attitude.
cats these days.
haha!why do i need to care about girls..i have you? -s
Labels: i'll always be here for you
Saturday, February 21, 2009
10:48 AM
taking 5!
watched 'taking 5' with erah just now and was squirming and shrieking when eric dill came out in a scene.hahah,he used to be the lead singer for click five but now is on a solo singing journey?
and he has a gf.there,go up and enlarge kepe lah the pic.
the girl is okay? i guess,haha.
well,kidnap my heart is my opening song in the blog because it was the song in the movie.
hahah,merepeeeeek.
and DHT has some nice songs(:
my fringe is getting loooong and rimas btol.ugh,and the weather is bloody hot these days.dont know whether to cut it anot.but scared i'll turn up like HER.grrr,damn.
and hp with mum,wanna msg somebody.come home pretty pleaaasssseee.
haha,no use typing on the blog.she wont read.
da diam.
Labels: i want momo.
8:27 AM
breakfast.
morning,morning people! just had breakfast.ifah cooked scramble eggs for me(: and i drank a cup of milk,heh.healthy breakfast kepe.
going to jb in the evening?parents have to go nss to attend to some matters in the morning till idk wht time and erah has floorball practice till 2+.damn,i'll be bored at home.haha.gonna change song in blog kepe lah eh.
tkcre people,have a great weekend :D
Labels: please make it soooooner.
Friday, February 20, 2009
11:50 PM
afiqaaaahhhh.
woke up at 11am.fiqah woke me up by calling me abt my visit to her house ltr.visit kepe,haha.so,checked my mail for awhile and then got ready.went chong pang to buy bubble tea(: and took bus.reached fiqah house and ate my lunch there.
watched 'my big fat fabulous wedding' ke smth similar like tht lah on mtv.sial lah,the groom was twice the age of the bride.but RICH! hah!and fiqah and me were like discussing 'future plans'.we marry old,rich guys.but not thaaaat old uh.then when they die,we get the assets.HAHAHA,money-minded bitches we are going to turn out seh.but hey,we wont be doing those stuff.we are not that mean,right fiqah? heh
and then we watched a movie,WILDCHILD!haha,the second time for me.but it was not boring to see alex pettyfer in it,hehe.he's damn handsome lah can.haiye.but fiqah and me agreed that max thieriot is hotter.but damn! he has a girlfriend by the name of lexi murphy?damn,damn,damn.
after watching the movie,we watched videos abt the movie and all those HOT BRITISH ACTORS.and i just realised that fiqah's ngaji includes ayat-ayat quran being translated from arabic form to words.i'm impressed by everything.i've never had my quran been translated or bothered to translate it on my own.kay,bad person.i just know that ngaji only meant to read the ayat.and i am fascinated by the stories.wonderful stories i must say :D
Labels: nabi yusuf is heavenly handsome.
9:52 PM
surveeeeey.
Is there a big difference between "i love you" and "luv ya"?
- yeah,there is a biiiig difference.i love you is for relationships
cause it would sound more sincere and meaningful when being said.
and luv ya is for friends only,casual saying.haha
Do you have strong feelings for the last person you texted?
- hmm,used to.now,not entirely sure(:
Last meal you ate?
- mum's cooking.rice and stir-fried beef.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to straight out tell you?
- haha,depends? but its better to tell me than bottle it up inside you and then you'll get disappointed and put the blame on me.
What does the third text message on your phone say?
- okay lah. you NOT mentel.okay zahah? haha. ohh. you went toilet already ehh? okay! HAHA! why? JUST ASKING;)
When was the last time you had butterflies in your tummy?
- few hours ago,hehe.
Are you happy?
- HAHA,i guess.
Have you ever had a pet fish?
- nope,not really interested in fish uh.
What's on your wish list for your birthday?
- depends on the future.birthday still long seeeeeeeh.
Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
-for now,more excited.nervous not tht much.
is there Something you hate???
- yes,people with fucking baaaad attitude.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- does kissing a elder's hand count?heh
Do you firmly believe that everything happens for a reason?
- yes,i believe in that aloooooot(:
How many kids do you wanna have?
- if possible,2? so,have company for each other.will not be a loner,haha.
Last time you cried?
- not that faaar back.
What were you doing this morning at 7am?
-washing the plates used up for breakfast.goood girl eh naz.
Where have you lived throughout your life?
- bishan and yishun and johor bahru(occasionally).
What were you doing at 1am this morning?
- sleeping soundly.
Where were you Friday night?
- which friday sia?if tonight,at home only.haaaai
Do you have any piercings?
- yup,a pair on my ears.
Closest blue object to you?
- computer mouse.
Where will you be in an hour?
- sitting and watching ghost whisperer ending.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- not only someone.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
- um,none tht i remembered.i think nope,we never fight.we loooooove each other to bits.
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
- my dear deaaar afiqaaaaah :]
Name something you CANNOT wait for?
- my neeewwww handphone and neeeewwww line.
Who's making you feel the way you are right now?
- some people,heh.
Have you ever felt replaced?
- yep,at times.but its a normal thing for me.
Where were you at 11pm last night?
- in the living rooom.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
- frm 12am till 6.30 am.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
- heh,hard to say.
Relationship status?
-single mingle.
Hugs or Drugs?
- huuuuuuggggggssssss:D
Labels: done a surveeeey seh.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
10:45 PM
biee outing.
today initial plan was to meet up with farid bieeee at 3pm
and go penin with him.
nk beli 'stationery' dier.
bnyk nyer stationary eh red.
haha.
but i had to meet dayana to take my clothes which was overdued by
like how loooong already.
fiqah dear helped me arrange the meeting cause i couldt msg.
thanks dear(:
so,had to meet with her at cck at 4.30pm.
called farid to meet him at 4pm,thought of going there together.
easier lah kirekan.
but he had a short job interview at 4pm.
so,it was decided i meet him at 5.30.
heheh.
kesian biee aku ni eh.
kene tunggu for like more than an hour((:
was kinda late when going out to meet dayana.
supposed tomeet at 4.30 and i took the bus to yishun interchange at 4!
hahahahah.
but sempat jgak uh.
reach cck ard 4.35 gitu.
first thing dayana said was,
pretty seh u!
hahahah.
aww,thanks darling(:
she was in her sch uniform(study hard okay!).
baru abes skola dier.heh.
then sempat to talk for awhile.
i was in the boundaries of the ticket counter while she was outside.
abt poly life,her school life and blahblah.
she handed me the pack and i took it without checking.
my fault,serious.
cause after tht,it lead me to go bck to cck again after going out with biee.
then paid her and went back up to take the train to cityhall.
there was when i saw this kinda cute ite malay guy.
heh,sempat eh naz ni.
abeh da kt sebelah nyer sebelah kan.
he was standing and talking to 2 of his girl friends who were sitting.
then he looked at me.
i just smiled a little.
being friendly,ltr he thinks im a snobby bitch plak kan.
after tht,listened to music on erah's psp.
but tht guy continued looking at me.
hahaha.
abeh kan!
i really wanted to sit down cause my everlast shoes was giving me
painful blisters.
btol nyer everlasting sia.
but the empty seat was beside him which he sat right after both the
former passengers got off.
like shit gitu.
but i endured and cried inside(stupid girl! just sit lah)
but cnnt,i dont dare.
hahahah.
i was kinda fidgeting and he smirked at me.
kurangasam btol,haha.
and he alighted at admiralty.
awwww.
fiqah! he lives near you! hahahahah
he walked past me to go out and smiled cutely at me.
*sighs*
while waiting for his other two friends who came out frm another door,he turned back and stared at me.
heh.
i stared at him and a full 20 secs was the staring game.
i think?
bu i looked away,haha.
ltr mcm aper plak kan.
and he smiled like again,lalalalala.
when his friends caught up with him,they caught him staring and looked at me.
and they smile like naughty children gitu.
haha?
hahaha,and the train moved and bye!
and a funny story happen in the mrt!
seriously funny and trok.
at wdlds,there was this kinda hot guy uh.
i think he was a mix of chinese and eurasian,his looks.
he look athletic cause he wore like one.
didnt pay tht much attention to him though.
but not till i sat across frm him!
haha,tht was when the funny part starts.
he was sleeping!
and sleeping in a veeeerrrryyyy funny way.when i first saw him sleeping,his
head was leaned back and mulut da ternga-nga giler besar.
abeh lagi trok seh!
muker da hot abeh tdor mcm gini trok in the MRT???!
his head was already leaning into the seat beside him.
and swaying here and there.
but he terbgn once a while cause of the speaker's voice and go bck to sleep.
but then,worse.
his head was reeaaaaalllly pulled back.
his nose and mouth all visible sia!
hahah.
kelakar gileeeer babi.
i was like laughing inside cause nanti org ingat giler kepe.
the woman beside him was bingit giler babi.
can see frm her frustrated face.hahaha.
he then alighted and acted like nth ever happen.hah!
and people may think tht im bad by typing this stuff abt a person.
but its for my entertainment(:
and this stupid uncle keep burping like nobody business.
he sat sbelah plak tu.
kepale babi btol!
abeh burp dgn mulut mulut skali.
he shaped his mouth as he burp.
ugh,disgusting.
and paling best kan,no apologies.
he keep burping all the way till he alighted.
serious,non-stop burping with less than 20secs intervals.
i think he has some disease kepe.
crap.
i saw nabilah dear twin in the mrt.
tht girl looked like nabilah in her 18?
she even wore the same perfume as nab(:
i miss tht girl!
i mean nabilah,haha.
being in the mrt for a loooong period can show you many things.
people's behaviour and stuff.
all the way,music accompanied me.
and i forgot to turned it off when i reached cityhall.
shit,the battery was low when i wanted to hear it otw home.
met up with farid and went penin.
his hair,masya allah!
like a hive gitu.
asked him when he's going to cut it,he said april.
by tht time i think,his hair can be like the hive hairstyle during the
HAIRSPRAY era.
hahahah!
his hair is compact and helmi nyer is airy.
and he is such a grrrr and a ugggghhhh.
we called each other names.
best kan people?
thts called one of a kind show of affection.
HAHAH.
his vocab was just superb.
bodoh lah kau! gileeer!
all those stuff,hai.
well,wht can i say.
he's one of a kind of bieee.
i didnt managed to buy my jeans there cause seems to be none for me?
and biee was being a sweetie(for tht moment jer,terpakse),
he hold my bag and ONE,SMALL shopping bag for me.
but it was due to the cause tht i shoved it to him while i was trying for my jeans.
heh!
i didnt buy it though cause i was lazy to send for alteration.
not tht perfect for me to wear it.
he then went to this shop where he bought shirts.
while trying for his clothes,my turn lah eh.
i had to hold on to his bag?!!
tk gentleman btol.ish.
hahahah.
abeh lamer plak tu try baju dier semuer.
bought 2 shirts in the end.
a striped hoodie and a 2-coloured shirt.
i was hungry(: after all tht walking.
so,went to eat at LJS.
he as usual,stole my fries and cheese
btol nyer chetot!
hahah,but i couldnt finished some part of the meal and gave it to him.
biase,kater farid kan.
i sapu my fries with cheese and he mocked me.
apeeeer jer tau.
he helped to hold my stuff too when i went to toilet.
hahah,itu tk perlu nk blg.
kay tkpe.
went to take mrt and we 'fight' again.
ugh.
psl nk dngr lagu nyer psl.
hahah!
and bieee gave up his seat for an elderly man.
awww,people.
hehe.
he then went off at yishun,leaving me alone.
dumbass btol :p
watched movie with his GAAAAYYY friends.
haha!
went to cck again to exchange the clothes tht was salah.
took this bus to dayana's house area and met her there.
haha.
and faiz ketot teman me all the by msging.
people,he said he's a shy boy(:
huuhuhuhuh.
well,he is.
*big smiles*
and he's sad tht im going to poly.
FAIZ:
haha, cause ltr CONFIRM meet alot of hot guys.
then u forget abt me.
sad righttttt?! :(
hahah,faiz faiz.
i wont lah,ketot(:
and tk glam bnar when nk balek.
when to fairprice to buy milk and nutella(contains milk stuff too).
for tht challenge im having with faiz(:
i had to carry those stuff back home,hahah.
mcm hahah gitu.
and think of me,it will be easier for you.
:]
Labels: i wanna see him again.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
8:57 PM
my dad.
'my dad is better than your dad'
hahaha,cute reality show.
its a must watch,people people out there.
heh.
im damn tired today,haha.
but im impressed by fiqah dear who did more stuff than me.
haha,go her blog and see the list of things she did.
but i kinda clean the house too uh.
and it was tedious work to do,hai hai.
a girl kan,hahah.
and while wiping and cleaning the trophies,
i realised tht i had the most.
hehe,among my other sisters uh.
all mostly abt my athletic success over the past 4 secondary sch years and
also some from pri sch.
and i had either 2nd or 3rd placing among my division.
beeeeest seh!
haha.
im a good runner(:
da stop it,puji diri sendiri ni eh.
hah,i cant help it
but its over.
those secondary school days.
and to faiz ketot,i'll try my very very very best to grow :p
remember eh,anything that i want.
muahahahah.
that is if i grow taller than you.
i doubt so.
ish,damn it.
you're tall,ketot!
heh.
Labels: i'll grow.
12:48 PM
underworld.
underworld is shioook.hahahhaha
i finished watching the complete trilogy.
the first 2 parts were fun(:
hahah.
the third one or should i say latest one,has some sad moments.
sedih seh.
u watch as your loved one gets killed.
thts very traumatic and angry and sad.
hahha,mcm pahaaaam jer eh.
she's angry at me cause i was having mood swings ystd.
wht can i do?
its inevitable.
Labels: blah.
Monday, February 16, 2009
7:20 PM
mooooody.
omg.om.omg.
im very bloooody moody right now.hah.
everyone is getting scolded and ignored by me.
if you're clever,piss off yeah.
its tiring for me to layan u people.
only certain people are exepted.
cramps are excruciating pain.
hah,mcm paham jer.
but seriously,its like ugh.
didnt went out with biee today cause i was sick.
heh,im really sick okay farid(:
wanted to go out instead cause today cnnt kan,
but he's gonna hang out with the guys.
ni lah,gay gay di yishun.
saper saper yang gay,do ask me for their hangout place and join them
:]
haha,kidding eh bie.
jgn marah eh.
Labels: go away cramps.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
10:17 PM
new phone.
i cant wait for the 8th of march!
serious shit.
i wanna celebrate it with everyone i love.
chey,mcm paham.
all those memories,boleh belah!
HAHAH.
Labels: i want it to come soon.
5:14 PM
cats!
below are some pictures of the kittens tht i took over the weekend.
well,on saturday mostly stayed at home and watched dvds.
but in the morning,went to eat breakfast and saw the kittens.
they are all in better condition than before.
i was very happy for them.
less suffering,i hope.
my kitten sayang didnt die.
alhamdulillah((:
thank you.
we spent like 2 hrs at the shop.
take pics,play with them,tickle them here and there.
and momo is like one bitch.serious seh.
i gave her friskies,as usual,to eat(DUH).haha
while eating,one of her kittens came close to see wht she was eating.
instinctively her paw came up and somehow slap the kitten.
grr.
the kitten meow and went back to wander ard.
i tap momo's head hard and she meow in protest.
shuttup eh u.
PICTURES!
another cute face.
cute faces,hah.
this kitty here got herself stuck between tables while playing.
in the end,mum had to pull her out.
hah.
and at last,it went down.
close up view of the fat one.
mum put this fat kitten on the chair so tht it can like learn to jump.
penakot besar btol.
harapkan gemok jer.
took damn long to jump frm tht chair.
HAHA.
this is the most healthy one among the rest.
kinda heavy,have blue eyes and nice fur.heh.
and the most playful.
this is my sayang.
she's kinda not perfect due to her eye.
but i love her(:
thanks to momo uh!
tak tau jage anak btol.
playing and biting each other.
they call it affection.
yup,playing with the tables.
nth better to play with.
on friday,like FINALLY i got tht enrollment letter.
hai,lame giler baaaaabiiiiii punyer nk dpt tht piece of envelope.
dad was like hahaha.
he didnt tell me tht he got the letter already but hid it and told me when
we were abt to get out of the house to go jb.
i was shrieking and screaming.
hahah.
jakon nah dpt surat tu eh naz.
heh.
called fiqah to ask whether she got already or not but her dad
havent reached home yet so ltr she might get it.
and told me not to break the suspense of telling her all the details.
wanted to find it out herself.
ahahaha.
yelah tu eh :D
someone asked me but i said i already have.
sorry(:
had a debate kirekan with my dad.
abt laptops.
HAHA.
which laptop to get lah,tu lah ni lah.
ader jer my dad ni.
and registration will be soooooon.
heh.
soooon is next mth.
hah!
and my bie kan,ish btol.
pening btol my head chatting with him regarding the outing tmr.
i let him decide where to go tmr and he didnt want to.
he told me tht i should be the one choosing the place to go.
so i said no need to go tmr at all but he suddenly said.
kk aku ader duit nk gi penin.
hahah! cute kan my biee.
i knw,i knw.
but irritating and feel like choking him at times.
but,his madness is smth others should avoid.
its baaaaaad.
waaaaay baaaaad.
hahahah.
maybe catch a movie(which he doesnt want to pay for,ish!)
what kind of bie is this?
one of a kind.
haha.
or i accompany him to penin tmr to buy his stuff.
see which is which.
and if u read this post(i knw u will:]),
msg me so i can call u.
hah.
bye people,going off to chong pang to buy stuff and look
for suitable handphones,hehe.
someone asked for my no.
lalalalalala
Labels: love them.
Friday, February 13, 2009
4:26 PM
valentines day.
alright people!
tmr is valentine's day.
so,happy celebrating to those who are.
maddy and naz asked wht i will be doing on tht day,
well i'll be away in jb checking out my kittens.
srry people.
biee asked but i think kan,ask psl mcm terpakse gitu.
chey,tk baik eh.
haha,kidding kidding.
couples in spore wll be celebrating the day.
heh.
ya ya,whatever.
celebrate lah all u want eh.ugh.
monday,if biee can make it or if he wants to,
go out with him or with fiqah.
since today tk jadi keluar.
morning went to pasar beb! hahah.mcm paham jeeer(HAHA)
woke up at 6 and siap2.
tgklah brape semangat si naz ni.
nk gi pasar nyer psl.
hahahaha.
after tht,smth blissful yet again happen.
but i forget wht it is.
smth blissful pon bleh luper.so,i gues not blissful lah.
okay da diam naz.
i cant believe i clean a chicken yg mentah.
hahhaha!
mum bought two of them.
went home and helped mum.
nk ader experience konon uh.
cause it looks 'fun' to do it.
usually i'll just eat it.hah.
and i was kinda shrieking and aaaahhhh uuuuuhhhh.
tht kinda stuff.hahaha
nanti da besar,dah kahwin.i'll like end up in the kitchen cause its a girl's work
and will have to like reduce the noise in the kitchen
to avoid being complained by neighbours.
there were like sooo maannny fats in there man.
ugh,damn it.
cant believe i easy easy eat all those stuff.
nanti da tuer,sakit tenat seh naz.
terlalu bnyk unhealthy fats in your body.
mum cook her much much nicey nicey chicken rice which i helped too,heh.
tknk kelepasan seh naz.
i ate like one wht gitu.
hungry girl i should say,haha.
da pnat tlg memasak,mesti uh mkn gitu bnyk kan.
hah.
and i didnt sleep bck! damn damn.
okay,update soon like again before going to jb.
Labels: valentine days tmr beb.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
9:58 PM
k-nite.
was really having a veeeeeeery good laugh when watching
k-nite.klakar seram seh.serious hit.
i laugh till i cry.naseb tk roll off the chair.kalau tk,dad plak yg laugh.
and chat with new friends(:
frm tagged actually.
one i found thts gonna start school with me at RP.
heh,he's taking civil aviation.i think correct spelling uh.
hahah.
abeh chat psl laptops lah,the sch lah and the goddamn enrollment letter.
its really getting on my nerves to get this letter.
serious fuck btol.
everyday since i got the results till now,i keep asking my dad if got letters for me tk.
smpi my sis pon da bingit,heh.
kak,i think RP tknk kak uh.
dier tk antar2 surat tu.
kesian kak eh.
toooo bad.
tgk lah my adek ni,hai hai.
and not going out tmr with fiqah cause either one of us has plans going on.
she got ngaji and stuff and i have time to spend with mum.
hehe(:
maybe going swimming tmr and having BK breakfast.
tht was the actual plan uh.
mum to myself,easy easy.heh
so,maybe on monday going out.
and tmr night going to jb.
can see my dearest kitten and give aaaaaalllllll my love to her,man.
hug her,play with her.
and scold momo too.
the last time i scold her and somehow tap tap her
head,she meow meow here and there and tknk layan me after tht.
tgk lah ni kucing,ish btol.
Labels: i miss tht kitten.
3:13 PM
bubble tea.
bubble tea was just splendid.
it was heaven,i tell ya.
hahaha.
da brape lame tk minum seh.
da dpt minum,mcm pheeeeeewwww.
heh.
before tht went to nss to give ifah her wksht.
on the way bck home,met up with sara.
asked him abt erah and walked bck to northland to see if erah was at sch.
tapi tak,she was having assembly.
on the way bck,saw nabilah darling.
she salam me and i hug her.
damn it,i miss her damn much (:
so sara send me off to nearby bus stop.
then went chong pang and bought bubble tea.
blissful btol.
and talked to fiqah while vaccuming the house,in the moning.
sial lah,kinda burok uh.HAHAH.
tapi we got some scoops tot alk abt just now.heh
didnt sleep pon,hai.
and helmi and fiqah keluar seh.
grr.
my biee btol nyer ugh btol.
issssssh!
hahaha
9:55 AM
gawd.
i should be cleaning the house,mopping here and there.
or better,SLEEP.haha
but instead,here i am blogging at 9.55(shit!) and reading the last book
frm the 7 tht was borrowed frm lib.
i seriously will be sleeping in a few mins after finish this intriguing book abt dance(:
okay,im being bad(not doing housework) and a seriously lazy ass(reading book?)
books are baaaaaaad,haha.
they got me into trouble.
but who asked them to be so interesting and fascinating?
damn them.
i finished a book in 2hrs.
hahaha.
and of the 7 books with me,i finished reading all except one which is being read now.
hah,damn.
ugh.grrrr.
mom was kinda nagging at me.
i didnt do the housework tht was supposed to be done.
and i wanna go out tmr but mum not working tmr.
then she's kinda asking me to spent the day with her instead of shopping with fiqah.
heh,tgk mcm mane eh mak:D
tapi mcm tk baik gitu if i go out tmr or i dont go out tmr.
i already made plans with dayana to take my clothes at cck.
da brape lame seh tk amek the bende bende.
and also its not like i get to spend quality time with mum tht often or tht easily.
its kinda good to spent some time with mum,kan?
pfft btol,mcm mane niiiiiiii.
damn,damn.
decisions have to be made kan.
but she said if her spa appointment can be
scheduled tmr,then a big possibilty she'll let me out with fiqah.
so,i'll have to make the call for her to see can or not.
please make it available for tmr.
pretty,pretty please.
and i wanna see my bieeeeee((:
i wanna hug him,pinch him and kacau him like mad till he gets mad and stuff.
HAHAHA.
farid,aku tau lah aku giler eh.but you're trok than me.heh
tapi kan,i cant seem to find the PERFECT words to describe how trok you can be.
Labels: hugs and kisses.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
3:33 PM
cck.
this post was for ystd actually,but i didnt do it due to some circumstances.hahhaha.
srry eh fiqah tk online slm((:
well,ystd went out with bestfr!
hahahaha
before tht,she asked me to buy for her contact lens and the solution.
the shop was near my house,so why not kan.
abeh biler smpi ard there,these few mats ask stupid qns.
sorang jer dek?nk gi mane tu?
wht a dumb question.
do you see me with anybody else?
no right.
i just have a biiiiig space beside me with nobody and yet u can ask me tht?
hai,ksian btol.
after purchasing the stuff with fiqah dear,went off to NP and return the books at lib.
and sempat jgak si naz ni borow buku kt saner jgak padehal annti gi cck utk gi lib dir jgak.
well,books are TEMPTING.
damn,many things are tempting me these days.
HAHAHA.
after tht,headed down to cck to meet up with fiqah but last min she told me
tht the friend she was supposed to meet was waiting for her at admiralty
instead of cck.
so,i reached there first and wander ard the cck interchange.
da wander,tgk persekitaran jgak lah kan.hah
there were lots of school people(DUH,obvioulsy) and ite students and jc students.
okaylah,there were just many students.
after a few more min(looooong mins,haha),fiqah arrived wearing mostly white.
frm head to toe.she wear tudung lah seh,hehe.
i said assalamualaikum when i went up to her.
chey,chey.
she looks pweeeeety man,haha.
biase uh,kater fiqah per.kwn nazahah.
HAHA.
we headed to LOT 1 and we were greeted with many many many shop offers.
hai,mcm nk beli semuer gitu.heh
but we headed to lib first and i borrowed books there.
and so disappointing kan,i cant borrow EIGHT books already.
the promotion period was over,31st jan 2009.
DAMN IIIIIIIT!
so,skrg FOUR books only.
shit btol.
luckily i brought my mum's lib card so can borrow at least 8 la kan,hehe.
and fiqah borrowed one book using either card cause she has
outstanding library fines to pay.
haha :D
tu ah kau,bnyk plak tu kene bayar.
the reason we went out of the lib than was expected was due to our hungerness.
initially,we got lost at the food cantre near the basement.
mcm budak sesat siak kitorang.
wanted to find KFC there and it was right in front of our eyes,tapi duer2 tk nmpk kedai tu.
BAIK KEPE.haha.
then we went all ard the basement and the other side of lot 1 to find this KFC.
haha,akhirnya jumpe jgak.
ate there and tlking abt hungry,afiqah was one hungry girl.
she ate faster than me sia.
we bought the ultimate aper box tah.
usually i finish eating faster than her or we end up at the same time.
so yeah,hungry girl((:
we then went to cotton on shop cause they were selling tops 2 for $20.
siaaaaaaalah,haha.
but blah,we didnt bring money cause we plan nk gi lib jer and not shopping.
so,this fri we had planned to go shopping.heee
i have $120 dollars to spent,wisely.
haiye,kene buy wht u need and not wht u want.
step paham jer naz eh.hahah
i have jeans to buy,skirts,tops(longsleeve) and accesories.
fiqah will be there to help me,kan kan kan?
hahahha.
afterwhich i help my mum changed her ezlin cards.queue was not long though,reasonable enough.
if not,tk menjadi.
went wdlds jap so tht fiqah can put this cheque thing and met raden and mas.
HAHAH
muker satu2 stop it eh.
and went to fiqah house beb!
haha,stakat see some fucking funny videos on her lappy and talk to maddy on the phone.
srry eh maddy abt the call.
was busy doing other stuff and i couldnt multi-task y'know.heh
and then,home sweet home.
eh before tht,went chong pang.
ingatkan nk beli bubble tea at my fav shop.
skali chetot btol lah tu kedai.
it was closed cause they were having company dinner.
mcm grrrrr gitu.
how long are they gonna celebrate?
hai,hai.
reached home at 9.03 pm.
3 mins later than promised.
HAHA.
but mum was okay with it.
then went to do some stuff and off to bed.
Labels: i NEED it.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
7:15 PM
girls.
GIRLS.
when we reached spore,went to simei to visit our relative.
after tht,headed to changi airport terminal 3 to eat POPEYE! haha
damn nice sia but this stupid fuckhead girl made my mood go ugh.
this was wht happened:
POPEYE was filled with people(as usual) and my mum was trying to find us seats.
we spot one family getting out of their seats and head down there.
my mum was holding onto the tables' chair BUT KAN,suddenly there was a bag.
it was thrown onto the seats.
eh wait,not thrown.FLUNG ONTO THE SEAT.
this seat was like a two sides nyer,facing each other so mum was on the other side
while this fuckhead girl was on the another.
HER FAMILY WAS NOT EVEN THERE YET.
she was talking on a fucking handphone.
she blooooody knew and saw my mum's hand on the chair first and yet she FLUNG her fucking bag onto the seats.
i felt like flunging her entire body onto the seats.
so rude sia she.
abeh muker sememek sardin! mcm mintak kene tempeleng jer.
well,wht can we do,her damn bag was on the chair and only my mum's hand was on the chair.
so,mum just went off.
and another family went off and we sat on their table.
abeh when tht fuckhead girl family came,the family nk main staring game seh.
HAHAHA.
biler nk amek order kan,nak ber-stepping english pulak!
'mum,do u want fries or mashed potatoes as your sidedish?'
blooody accent!
stop it sak.
mentah2 we beside her.
nak act mcm siaaaaalllll gitu uh.
your little bro pon tk hensem lah!
nak berlagak like wht gitu.
and you,fuckhead girl,even worse.
u are just a mere older than me,but please wear your clothes properly.
not that i dress up nicely kepe uh.its just tht ur sight and ur fucking attitude pisses me off.
u were sooooo fucking kental okay! nk jln berkedek-kedek with ur damn bag.
abeh jeans berlipat di bawah mcm apeeer gitu.
even my mum knows how to fold CORRECTLY AND NICELY,unlike u.
i knw uh long for u kan,go antar kedai and cut it off uh.
it looks ssooooooo awful on you.
mcm nk tunjookan aper gitu.
and please paint ur toenails properly.
its chipped off and ugly looking,especially when u wear slippers to show it off.
and u perched your disgusting shades on your head(dyed brown with stupid looking pink strips?)
this is wht,sahara desert eh?
you're in an freaking airport! there's no sun.
ooooh,style eh kirekan?
hah! kalau kau nk style pon,pakai btol2 uh.
sukati kau lah eh.
and pfffft,dah.
whoever of you who reads this and is not happy or satisfied with it,
then korang boleh belah sudah eh.
ugh.
and momo is another problem.
she's not taking care of her kittens,damn it!
well,now there's 5 left.the another 3,idk wht happen to them.
maybe the dad killed them?
few of her kittens are getting blind,for gods sake.
she didnt clean them and bertepek taik mate is around their eyes.
mum managed to clean them off and they managed to open abit of their eyes.
but there was this one little kitten who has over taik mate.
one eye was just totally covered by it.
mum cleaned it off and there was blood coming out frm her eye.
(oh,all the kittens are females)
the poor thing was meowing weakly and trying to shove my mum's hand off.
i told mum to bring it to the vet nearby but dad wouldnt let me.
in the end,mum put medication onto the kittens eyes.
this happen on saturday.
sunday morning,the kittens eyes were better than ystd.
some were active playing after being able to see,haha.
but this kitten tht was partially blind,was shivering on one side of the wall.
her eyes was better,serious.but she was in pain inside.
mum said tht she didnt have more time to live.
'tk hidop lame ni,sry eh kak.mak da try nk bersihkan tapi its a stray cat.u cant do much'
straight after hearing tht,i cried.
how can tht be seh,serious shit.i dont want it to die.
she was kinda playful when i rubbed its underside but maybe it was to avoid the pain.
but the next moment,she was shivering frm head to toe.
imagine a small thing,the size of ur hand gitu.shivering like hell.
i didnt knw wht to do.
mum just said to give her semangat to live.ha ha ha.
so,i just cradled her and say stuff like.
'u kene hidop tau.nanti i buy for u nice nice food and u bleh mkn and grow up cantik2'
alah,those kinda stuff.HAHA.
makanan eh jadi semangat utk hidop.
she could just meow and close her good eye when i tickle her.
hai,hopefully she'll live long enough till next week.
so i can cradle her and play ard with her.
okay,dont think abt it.
be strong naz.
and i think the cakar ayam snack tht we bought mase kt pontian at saturday,
is making my throat hurt reaalllly bad.
and i have this flu,like again.
maybe fever coming soon lah eh.hai.
Labels: shit you.