Welcome to MY LIFESTORY .
I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.

Greetings and Salutations.


HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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-SHOPPING!
-a new handphone and new line!(probably in march)
-hoodies
-new wallet
-pocket dress
-new nice smelling perfume
-tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc
-skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS!
-converse high cut sneakers
-everlast shoes
-earrings
-watches,belts,bangles
-backpack,sidebag
-a bestboyfr?
-go star gazing with someone (:
-go ice-skating with someone (:
-clean my wardrobe.
-grow a litttle bit taller.
-have a flat tummy.
-eat at PASTAMANIA
-learn to play the guitar.
-write a song.
-PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.


Designer: anorex!c
Image: Monislawa

November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

had lunch with louis today.
wahahaha.
and dakota members too.
but he didnt mind cause he's old and new friends are like always welcome lah kirekan.
-__-"
he ate like same speed with me.
acceptable!
hahah


after lunch,louis and i went to the IG fair.
i signed up for many sia.
mcm bnyk time gitu eh naz.
floorball(boyfr asked me to),hiphop(got tryouts),tarian(just come for practice),and SAS club!
yay!
hahha
floorball and hiphop got tryouts.
for floorball,i dont really mind.
kinda okay if i go for tryouts cause i play floorball in sec sch.
but hiphop,maaaaan.

i asked the person and he said tht we have to some freestyle on our own.
FREESTYLE?
how am i supposed to dance freestyle?
louis said,dance ur mlay dance uh for freestyle.
HA HA louis.
im like scared gitu uh.
dance FREESTYLE,in front of the strangers??
omg..omg.omg.omg.omg
but hopefully,i can make it uh.
hahah
tryouts are on the 5th may for hiphop.
cheng cheng cheng.

floorball is next friday.
kay set!
haha

louis was being nice all the way.
wahahah.he layan my crapness and i layan his.
he serious crappy sia.

he wanted to sign up for badminton and table tennis.
sooooo not for him.
i told him,u picked up anything from badminton stall,i'll kick ur ass.
HAHAHA.
in the end,he signed up for basketball and asked me to type for him his particulars.
yeaaaah.
naz kan baik.
only his name i know.
hp no,student id and whtever shit.no idea.
he told me wht to typed.
haaaai.

and after all the siging up,we went 7-11 cause this louis wanted to buy water.
and he treated me peach tea.
told him dont be kpo.buy smth else.
then he saw this poster tht says pokka drinks 2 for $2.20.
and he took peach tea too.
both of us took the coldest one.
heeee
kpo kan deni.

hahah!!

now,his bag and ezlink card and wallet is with me.
im the stuff napper!
hahah
if i forget anything,he cannot go home.
wahahahahah.


update lateeeer.
presentation going to start soooooooon.

Labels: bye people.

my heart is lost.it's gone.
lost somewhere where it's fucking hard for me to find it.
i dont care in finding it,again.
reason?
it's hard to find it(lost kan,duh) and im tired of putting it away(again) after it had so many scars that's left open for the outside to heal it.only finding it back for a new start but then putting it away again.

im tired of crying to my pillow.
im tired of crying myself to sleep.
im tired of the reflection i see in the mirror
the red puffy eyes nazahah.tk glam.
im tired of faking a smile.
im tired of not having the mood to eat.
im tired of avoiding the place where it was a frequent place for me and u.
im tired of saying,im okay.
but inside,im crying my hearts' out.
im tired of everything that breakups lead to.
im tired of everything heartbreaks lead to.

which is why,im trying hard to put away my heart as far as it can possibly go till i can say tht its okay for me to take it back.enjoy my life now with smiles tht i sincerely make and with those that cherish me and vice versa.

im sorry if i ever hurt u.
really am.
but if u feel tht this way is the best for us,then i dont know wht else to do.
he told me,its up to my heart.
well,i think i cant think properly when my heart is kinda gone?
so yeah.
im just going to let things flow and see how things will work out.
if u dont make the move,i guess it'll be the second goodbye?


a thing called love.

Labels: im being emo siaaaa.

typing this post during lunch break.heheh

today had free lunch!
best kepaaaa.
hahha,only when gareth is in my grp.
he has this many many money.
and he spent $31 ++ for our grp of 5 people,on FOOD and DRINKS.
hahahah!
happy kan.

sorry my dearest gf!
nur afiqah bte sasman.
i didnt go for my lunch break with her cause i had powerpoint to do and gareth was treating us.
and i brought some food for myself,without telling her.
srry kay dear?
tmr i'll make it up or ltr?
hahahah :D

srry lah boyfr i cant talk to u that long eh.i gotta go to eat the food.
hehe.
tmr tmr can talk long long during my break.
itu pon if i dont have that much powerpoint/worksheet/activity to do.
u very understanding right,boyfr?
u have to be maaaah.
hahaha


and louis is a SHY guy.hahahha.
macam tkleh pecaye gitu.hahahahhahaha

he wants me to call him hot spicy guy instead of OLD hot spicy guy.
he dislikes people labelling him as OLD cause he does not like.duh.

and i gotta be 160cm to touch him.
HA HA.
must be that tall to touch him so i can taste him?
like wth kan ni hot spicy guy.
he's willing to wait though.

to cut time short,i can just like cut him up when im done with my diploma in biomedical science.
maybe i will know how to cut up people nicely and neatly?
heh.
and then can see whether he's really thaaat tasty ke tk.
HA HA.

and he says that im wearing my mum's skirt to school. -__-"
cause HE says,its too long for me as im short.
whatever lor.
tomorrow im wearing jeaaannnnnsss!
cannot say anything abt it.
wahahaha.

and i think E35K has like open up.
i mean people have been talking(me) and the rest.
we've been joking around.
farah too is a funny girl,likes FOOD very very much.
hj is old(24) but very outgoing.
gareth is rich? *wink wink*
and joyce is fuuuuuun (:

and i've been singing in class.

and rachel has a blogshop.
heeeee.
i can like shopping shopping and get discounts too.
and meet up at.....MY CLASS!
hahahahha.

and don is loyar burok.
when jen and rachel says,
naz,u very cute uh.cute girl.

and don msned me straight away,
lol.i think u're cute.

and he kene shuttup by me.
hahahahah.
doooooon nyer don btol.

and he then went off for lunch break.
HAHAH.
sempat btol.
kater don sushi per.

Labels: lunch break.

i got a BBBBBBB!!!!
hahaha,for maths.
happy eh naz.
of course uh.
first day dapat F,second day dpt B.
like duh gitu lah kan.
saper lah yg tk happy.

have been seeing the thava lookalike for a couple of times.
i should be happy to see him,right?
but idk why everytime i see him,i'm like,
hmmm.....
weird though.haha.dulu lain seh.

and tadi morning,i unexpectedly pointed at HIM in the canteen.
he was stunned with this shocked face and was somehow rude to me.
not my fault what that i was pointing at u.i was pointing to the person behind u.
but u didnt know.riiiiiigggghhhhhtttt.
im sorry though to make u turn ur head all the way till u went out of the canteen,just to look at me.
wth did i do wrong?
stakat point salah jer kan?

srry zimoooo that i couldnt go to ur match eh.
the gf have to go home early.
not because the gf doesnt want to see the bf uh.
thats bullshit.
:p

next time eh.
when im not coughing and stuff.hahha


oh,and i wanna say thank you to hanafi for sending me home ystd.
and also for the bottle of woods that he bought for me.
heh.


not sure going jb or not cause i have to do my rj and quiz like soon.
and mum want to go jb like soon.


okay bye.update when i get back.
goodnight people and take good care of yourself.
i mean it uh.

Labels: byeeeee.

listening to one of my class presentation.
today's module is like one of the boring one for this whole week.
seriously seh.
tk penah ngantok dlm class,arini blh ngantok ni.
hai.
the faci pon mcm she cant stop talking sia.
everything wanna cut in.
mcm aper gitu kan.
kasi lah org tu cakap abes kepe.

it's FRIDAY.
imagine every week at the end of it when u are soooo looking forward to the weekends,then got this dreaaaaaading thing to go to.
luckily i have louis to chat with.
padehal kan,he's sitting beside me.
we cant talk so we chat.
wahahahaha.

from nepalese guys to bartley.and louis accent.
he talks like a maaat sia!
haha,no chinese accent at all.
he learns frm nepalese people.
and he doesnt smoke!
yayness!

HAHAHA.

im typing more abt him cause im chatting with him now when he's right beside me.


during lunch break,went lib for awhile to meet hanafi to do my grp powerpoint jap.
there were like some gaps here and there.


and then presentation time.


and my cough was like again being shitty.
tgh buat presentation,*cough cough*.

and louis pon da terbatok2 jgak.
org di seberang class pon da terbatok.hai.

kay,update later at home.

Labels: soon.

dad is sick.


he has 2 day mc.





blame it on me.


cause da mmg crystal clear im the ONLY ONE in the house yg saket.





but the one thing that really touched me was when he said,


ayah doa yang ayah yang saket jadi akak leh gi skola.


kesian ayah tgk akak sakit.





and he still can give that goofy smile when he's like already coughing2 like me gitu.


hah!



and now,ifah is also sick.hahahha.





and ras is sick.

blake is sick,nurul is sick.some other classmates of mine are also sick.



and my fiqah dear is also sick.

Labels: sick everywhere.

today,fiqah and me saw our eye candies!
HAHAHHAH.

happy giler mampos kebabai sial kitorang.
skali duer duer ader di tmpt yg samaaaaa.
hahahhaha.


today's module was about communication aper bende tah.
and we had to do a presentation to the whole class.
mcm baaaaaaik gitu uh.
dalah aku asek terbatok2,nk present lagi.
if i dont present,i don get tht good grades.
hai,mcm aper gitu.

they like dont fucking care if u're sick or not.
if u dont present tht good(although u're sick),u dont get good grades.
kay fine.whatever.

and i got a bad grade on my first day of school.
guess i deserved it cause i went home halfway as i was sick.
blahblahblah.


i cant even feel my cramps now.
cough's covering it up.
kinda good and bad.hahah



kay da,goodnight!

Labels: i wanna fell cramps again.

today was kinda better than ystd,in sch.
can concentrate better although cough was not stopping anytime soon.
today's main problem was just coughing and throat was in pain.
HAHAH,naz naz.kau semuer in pain lah eh.


today's module was fuuuuuun.
cause i got super fun team mates!
hahah,they were a bunce of happy people.
i was lucky to have desmond in my team cause i knw him frm my orientation group.
he was also kinda blur at times.
we both same same lah hor?


time passed by quite fast today.
unlike when u were in sec sch and u were just wishing sooooo hard that the day will end sooo soooooo quickly.

oh,and i communicated with the only malay boy in my class!
hahahah.happy eh naz.
he didnt knw i was a malay.
all along he thought i was a CHINESE.
hahahahahaha.
when he asked for my name,then cheng3,he knw the truth.
okay,mcm drama plak eh.

and he was kinda nice.
he opened the door for me to go out.awwwww.
HAHA.


after which i went causeway to teman bestfr find her hp protective cover for her screen.
there were none.
it was either too expensive or too cheap and useless.
hah.


then took bus,went northpoint to meet my sheep.
and guess what,he made me wait for like 20 mins?
chetot btol!
but im a nice girl kan.
kesian dier kalau he doesnt get his spare hp back.
ltr cannot msg others right?
nearly went off to go home after msging his friend to tell nazim tht i cant wait for him any longer.
my medication was behind schedule.
CHEY,MEDICATION EH.
hahahha,tgh sakit kan.aper nk buat.
in the end,he called me using haikal's no and told me to wait near my bus stop saner.
at first,didnt saw sheep but saw haikal only cause he was like shouting something kepe.
then i saw this really really tall sheep.
HAHAH.tapi tklah tall sngt.
but really taller than me.
(:

then he send me home and here i am typing this post and doing my RJ at the same time.
going to sleep sooon cause da amek the ubat already.


and sheeeeep,i wanna watch cartoon movies for my treat.
OKAY?
heh.
no horror movies cause u'll somehow laugh at my reaction.
grrr,kambeeeeeng btol.


okay,nights!

pray that i'll be well soon people (:

Labels: wth.

currently at sch.
but im typing this post.
hahah
cause there seems to be nth tht i can do right now.
bagos jgak uh can do kinda anything at class.
some are downloading music,others are chatting(like me) and doing other things.


ystd was the first day of sch for me.
and it was so unlucky of me to still have my high fever which i got on sunday.
i was just drained out of energy.
the first few parts of sch,i can tahan.
but by lunch break,i cant take it anymore.
dad called me at the most appropriate time.
asking whether i can still go on with sch anot.
and i told him no,i cant and he said he'll fetch me.
hahah,dad was being a sweetie pie.
of course,my dad per.
hehe :D

and i wasted my lunch money.
everything i bought,i didnt finish it.
the chicken rice did not reach halfway.
the lemon barley did not even reach a quarter.
hai,im sorry food.


and vomiting is like the worst nightmare.
its painful,just serious painful.
sunday da vomit till tears came out(gross,i knw)
today in the morning,vomited again(gross again)

and this irritating cough is irritating.
hahaha
non stop im coughing.
just strepsils managed to stop it for awhile.
after tht,start lagi uh.

i didnt msged some people since i was sick on sunday.
and im sorry for that.
will msg u guys when im well yeah (:


just wish tht this can stop soon.
i wanna study with a clear head.


oh,and people....
i miss my SHEEEEEEP!
not kambing biri biri uh.
just sheep!
hahahah.

Labels: get well soon.

watching titanic now.
sedih giler seh.
serious serious.
part yg the ship sinking tu.
families parting ways.
captain of the ship going down with his ship.
poor families who rathe die on their beds which they think are rich beds.
and the mum will tell bedtime stories to her children so the children will die in thier sleep.
and old couples hugging each other and holding their hands,awaiting deaths on their bed too.


a short dialogue between a father and his 2 daughter and wife.
dont worry.
its only short goodbye.
just stay calm honey.
daddy will be on the next boat.
this boat's for mummies and children.
there'll be another boat for daddies.

daddy's little girl.
dont cry.

all the while,the dad trying to be strong and not cry while he watch his family being lowered down in the rescue boat.

org yg tgk movie dier yg nangis,haha.

nangis lebat plak tu.


rose and jack are like so sweet.
they can still say sweet things when jack knws he will not survive.
im crying while typing this.
jack died out frm cold.
i dont want my boyfr to die like this.


its very touching.
goooooood movie.


he exists now only in my memory.

Labels: make me cry heavy.

weekend was spent in spore!
hahahaha.
my darling boy went off for his holiday with company to genting highlands.
today he'll be back.
weeeee.
fetching him laater.
kay,tk sabar ni nak jumpe my boy nanti.


soooooo yestterday went out with feeeeeq.
and i was late by 5-10 mins?
hehe.
srry eh feeeq.
i went out of the house late uh.siap nyer pasal.
then we went to marina square to buy tickets for movie.
watched 17 again!
zac efron is sooooooo hotty hotty.
hahahaha.
and i like gv,cause of the seats.
tu jeeer.
the advertisements,still dont like.heh

after movie,i was soooo wanting to find a toilet.
da mcm kebiasaan gitu.after movie jer,go toilet.
hahah.
and feeq can still laugh at me while i was squirming all the way wanting to just go to the loo.
kurang asam.

after going to the loo,we walk walk ard marina square and i was searching for wallets cause mine is like terlalu sempit.
kan feeq?
hahahah.
and he gave me absurd choices.
ni okay tak?tk sempit kan ni?
in the end,i didnt buy any cause i was reaaaalllly hungry.

and we walked all the way frm marina square and ended up at penin area saner to have our dinner at sakuraaaa.
it was sooo filling the food.ahah,sedap.
in other words,i was full uh.

and we took bus home cause si nazahah ni kan wanted to sit instead of standing all the way home.
and on the way,naz msged me.hahah
his team lost in the match and he got a swollen ankle.haiye
tulah.soccer is dangerous sport for guys okay.
heh

and feeq send me home.awwww.hahahha
mentah2 weekends blh balek lmbt eh.

Labels: waaaaaaah.

SAS WON THE PRESIDENT CUP CHALLENGE 2009!

Macam yayness gitu kan.
i cheered like one crazy girl when the emcee announced tht MY SCHOOL won it.
yaaaaaaaay!
ayu and nur afiqah and afiqah and me cheered with our dinner packs in our hands.
kinda unglam uh.
loncat saner sini,makanan pon berterabuh.
hahahahaha.

and the jam and hop night was LOUD.
hahah.
and people were like dancing mcm org giler.hah
SAS students didntr really dance tht much cause we had to go back to our homebase to take grp photos due to us being the new champion!

went homebase,took our bags and sit at the bleachers.
hahahahha.
and h and f were like behind us.
awwww.
they were like ooooh so cuuuuttteee.
even at the halls.

hopefully i and fiqah dear get to see them soon in tht big sch of ours.
maybe in canteens kepe,eh fiqah?
hahahaha


orientation for freshman at RP was over.
skejap gitu.
at least 4 days?
cause the first 2 days,we got acquainted with each other.skali the 3rd day,had to say our goodbyes.
mcm sedih gitu.
hai.


but i enjoyed my orientation and the people i met there (:

Labels: no regrets.

firstly,i would like to say im not in the same class as fiqaaaaah.
sad kepe.
and lagi menyedihkan,theres only 1 malay boy in my class.
haaaai.
ONE okay.
fiqah has 3 ke 4 malay guys in her class.not faaaaair.hahahah
but 5 malay girls including me.
please be friendly girls.hahahha
i dont even knw anyone of them.
after looking at the list of names,i was like damn it lah.saper seh korang ni semuer?
guess another intro will be coming up soon.
hate intros.

so today was a tiring day for me.
serious shit.
maha jalan sia kitorang.
we walk around the whole school.
dalah besar,abeh kene jln saner sini cause got the amazing race kepe.

and my grp is the only enthu grp among the other 32 grps.
hahah.
terlalu enthu cause we have members who are terlalu enthu giler.
excluding me and afiqah and some mly girls uh.hahah
we made new friends who are girls and malay.
ayu,afiqah and shaz.

and this guy,name is ras.
hes like daaaaaamn enthu giler.
he even got recognised by the SAS(our school) cause of his enthusiasm.
frm tht,our grp was the loud one.
ape seeeeh.
happy tu mmg uh.
but some of us just wanted to remain low profile.
nevermind then.


and my everlast shoes got dirtied by MUD.
MUD!
mcm ape gitu.
cause this game required us to jump over some strings and into the wet field.
so yeah.
and i just wash it like past few weeks.
now,have to wash it again cause got some stains still left tadi although i cleaned up some.
hai.

tmr da set nk pakai slippers.
hahah,da serik lah katekan.

another tiring day tmr.

have to put on a thick face.
just for 2 days naz.
DUE HARI lagi jer naz.
tabahkan diri.


oh,and people,
my kambeng,khairul nazim bin jailani,
has a bleeding and swollen nose due to
SOCCER!
hahahahah
mmg padaaaan muker my kambeng ni.
tu lah,play some more soccer.
instead of meeting me.
hohohohoho
i shall keep ur hp till like idk when eh zimoooo.

and he's no ordinary kambeng.
he's a kambeng biri biri.
HAHAH.

Labels: tired.

sis told me just now tht some guy frm her sch was chatting with her abt me.
so being concern abt wht this guy could be talking abt me,i went over.
skali kaaaan.hahah

he was talking abt this guy who i was kinda dating for awhile last time.
few years back uh.
i went out with f just like for fun yknow.
and he seemed to be fine with it.
nothing serious here and there.

but he was sweet and a nice guy uh.

then it suddenly stopped,abruptly.
no phone calls,no msges,nothing.

so i thought we were done or smth.


abeh this guy told sis tht f didnt even have any gf after dating with me.
HAHAHAH.

so he's been single for a very long time after dating with me.
kinda unusual for him,hah.
i think i scared him kepe.hahah
skali btol eh.
i scare boys away.HAHAH

and sis can still say,
ape seh kak! dier hot tau.
wasted.

i was like -__-"


since when did sisters knw how wasted a hot guy is?
hah.

Labels: adek ku lebih tahu.

so todaaaaay kan,
my afiqah called the RP nyer office kepe to ask abt the orientation programme.
we both were like gundu heads otp.
HAHAH.
cause it was supposed to be tmr but we didnt get any emails or letters abt the programme.
we both didnt even know how to login to our school website.
kesian btol kitorang.
haha,but fiqah was happy banget when we managed to login.
NAZ! AKU DAPAT CONNECT UH!
then she told me the correct way of typing our user ID.
hahha.
da nk start skola this mon,harini baru tau mcm mane nk login to sch website.
kesian kesian.

but im very impressed when fiqah actually really called the office to ask.
hahah.we were like passing each other tht task.
naz,kau call uh.
fiqah,kau call uh.
in the end i had to go off the phone for awhile cause kene masokkan jemuran.heh.
then chengcheng,beb aku ni msg.
aku da jumpe! gi www.rp.sg/op

SHE HAD ACTUALLY CALLED.hahahahah

hahahah! then clear clear all about the orientation programme.HAHAHAHHA

so,tmr will be meeting up with bestfr to go sch with her.
chey,sch eh.
da lame gitu tk gi skola.
and hopefully we wont like get lost in tht big sch of ours.
its a big place.



kay,update tmr when im done with all the stuff going tmr.
hahah.
goodnight!!

Labels: afiqah caaaaalllllll.

still cant get my laptop bluetooth thing to work out.
so,pictures cant be uploaded.
ugh.


weekends was spent in a very good waaaay.
HAHAH

friday-
went to angsana to see my crush there.huhu.
as usual,he was working there.
sanggup seh tknk beli bende frm other shops.nk beli frm tht particular shop.
but his collegue yg entertain me and sisters.
HAHA,okay jgak lah tu.
bought my ipanema shoes and this new bag.
hehe.
mentah2 ader duit,beli bende eh naz.
yeah,got my money frm mmum frm giving tuition to sis.so,i have tht extra money to splurge on stuff tht i dont really need.

bag koyak sikit jer,beli.
slipper kt rumah ader,beli.

mum just go along jer cause i was not spending with her money.hahah
had dinner at the usual kelantan shop.
noticed tht there were 2 new guys working there.
both blh katekan handsome.
the look fairr and one even had chinese look.
mate sepet,damn chinese fair skin.
BUT,both walked with grace.
yup,with grace.
they jln with their bontot moving along,like a girl.


saturday-
woke up early early at 6am and got ready for the journey to kampong.
went breakfast and we were on our way to muar/batu pahat.
along the way,i became a human hamster.
HAHA.
mum bought this packet of sunflower seeds or kuaci.
i ate non stop.
abeh sedap seeeeeh.
hahahah.
dad joke here and there.
made me laugh like a crazy girl.
hahah,his lame jokes are really lame.
didnt sleep for the 3 hrs ride.haha,miracle for me.
cause usually i'll be like in lala land after the first wave of aircon hits my face.
lagi2 the car was bigger than the one in spore.
apelagi,more space to stretch! hahahha


but the scenery tht i saw was just fascinating.
cause dad took the longer route instead of the highway.
in spore all we can see are buildings here and there.
booooorrrriiinnnggg.
and if drive along highway,more boring.haha.
see cars only,all pecut laju.

so people,if u wanna see a damn nice view of all those natural things,ask ur dad to drive along the longer route where there are kampongs and animals and vegetation and etc etc.

there were vegetation terraces,like those in my geography textbook.
but mostly were of kelapa sawit nyer kebun.
can see cows eating at the side of the road.
kampongs tht are like soooo cantek gitu.
i sooooooo wanna spent my hari raya days in a cantek kampong like those in TV3 raya advertisements.
and padi fields to walk about.windy weather.
shioooook giler.HAHAH
make my wish come true somebody or anybody.
hahhaha!
i will be very very grateful to you :D


so reached my kampong area ard 2?
young boys at the age of 11 or 10 or younger(idk) ride around the area on a motorcycle.
HAHAH.
kakak yg da tue bangke ni,turning 17 ni.takot nk naik mtor.
hahah,shame on me.
they ride like soo confident gitu,not afraid to fall or whtever.
future mat rempits,wht to do.

and im very impress with the new change on the kampong.
there were new wood walls,replacing those tht had holes in it.
the area around the kampong was cleaner.
dulu ader semak samun till i was even scared to jejak my foot into the house.
everything was lebih teratur than the last time i went there.
but still,not my dream kampong.

and some teenagers were playing their waus as it was kinda windy giler at there.
their waus were plain and big.
wau makes a loud vibrating sound when its moving against the wind.
mcm ader airplane tht is near u gitu.

and and,my cousins there are kinda irritating.
HAHHA,tk baik eh.tapi kinda jer.not totally.
imagine eh,everywhere u go,there will be like 3-4 girls/boys follow u.
i mean everywhere okay.
when u stand up frm tht chair,they'll stand up too and awaiting just where u're going.
when wanna go toilet,they'll wait diligently outside the toilet.

at first,it was okay with me.
tapi mcm rimas gitu.
even when i wanna sit close to dad,they also wanna selit.
hahahahha.
kids.


but i was secretly attachd to this 2 cousin of mine.yup,attached.hahah
his name is khairul izam,age is 9 yrs old.
and his name is amirul,age 10 yrs old.
they are like soooo damn cute can.
khairul nearly became my stepbrother last time.
but smth came up.
so yeah
and amirul is just a gentleman,serious serious.
polite abes!
i gave them all my attention.HAHAH.
only few hours jer can manjekan this 2 cute boys.


went off at 6 gitu.
stop by ayer hitam to eat the satay there.
kt saner,there was this malay girl/woman.
keep staring2 at me and sisters.
event eh guy with her who i assumed was her boyfriend,stare at us when the lady went off to buy drink.
tk cukup kepaaaa dgn pompan kau?
the gilr even ousing her head like 360 degrees when we went off,just to look at us.
pffft.

had dinner again at kelantan restaurant.hehe


sunday was just spent at home till i returned back to spore.

on the whole,weekend was superb!
hahahha.

Labels: best gileeeeer.

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
aku daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah balik lol

NAZAHAH:] says:
baru skrg nk blg?

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
sorry uh!
prepaid LOW
haha

NAZAHAH:] says:
yelah tu eh.
aku da blog psl kau

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
HAHA
i think you would go crazy if you went to the camp especially satu part nie ader satu senior main lagu time fun night camp...hahaa

NAZAHAH:] says:
serious?hot tk?

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
i think he is up to your guys taste...haha.

NAZAHAH:] says:
serious!@!! how does he look like?

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
there are even people skating around campus!
naseb kau.
hahahahaha
we got like one mini skate park
confirm kau kalau sp hari2 pergi situ cuci mata

NAZAHAH:] says:
sial laaaah! kau gay sia! tknk update aku.
heh,pandai pon bieeee

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
hahaha
hahahaha and at least aku suke skrg budak melayu seyh
happy seh
dier senyum kt aku

NAZAHAH:] says:
aiseyman! baaaaaik!

[c=4]ipıɹɐɟ[/c] (= says:
ntah lah...mungkin friendly biase2 ke...tapi mcm best hahaha!


some parts of msn convo with bieee.
he's damn lucky i tell u.
hot guys saner sini.skaters plak tu.
tambah gay lah kau eh bie!!
hahahah.

and thank god too for his likeness in the CORRECT RACE!
hahah.
go malay girls!

Labels: bie da balek camp lah oi.

so ystd,farhan listened to evrything i had to say.
my deepest darkest secret,he knows.
and i too know some of his.
the unsangkerables.HAHAH.

well,we shall keep our words abt it.
:D
but thanks yeah for being a good listener.appreciate it lots.


today accompany mum to airport.
both grandparents went overseas.
atok-go umrah,23rd baru balek.
nenek-go indo,22nd balek.

nenek very lucky seh!
my so call uncle paid for her flight ticket to indo.
grrrr.
it should have been me!
hahahah!
i wanna see my so call cousin.
pretty please?

soon soon.
heh heh.

and iz sister was on the same bus as me and mum otw to airport.
HAHA.
unexpected abes.


oh,and tadi when the families wanna send their members off,mcm ramai giler.
like for example,the ratio was like 1:10.
one going for umrah,10 family members come to send him/her off.
there were even many many small kids at the departure hall and the hall became a playground for them.
hahah,kinda cute uh cause they fall here and there while playing catching.
da jatoh tapi tetap main!
hahah,ni lah knk2 zaman skarang.

i was the only teenager with like 6 ladies just now.
the ladies teman my nenek while awaiting for her to check in.
tapi okay jgak uh.
they were talking abt their kinda stuff and i was deeply immersed in a storybook tht i brouhgt along.
book worm btol naz(:

nenek's friend fetch us back to yishun by car.
thanks cik ros!
like as if she reads my blog.haha.
then went chong pang buy some stuff for my jb house and waited at void deck with mum for dad.

while waiting,hanafi was at the street soccer which was just across frm me.
and he was waving and saying 'hi' and all.
naz kan potek.
so i was squinting really hard to see sape lah laki ni yg ckp hi hi.
thought it was ralph(frm far) but it wasnt.
and i even thought his fair friend was farhan cause u see,farhan is fair and so is hanafi's friend.
the fair friend(idk his name) and hanafi kept saying 'hi,hi nazahah'.
till mum said,tu hanafi lah.tinggal same blok dgn kiter.
then i was like,ooooooohhhh.
his friend was cute.hahha


and now awaiting the right time to go jb.
hopefully no jams.
and im going back to kampung.
yayness??
hahha.

the cute cute sedares will already be big boys.
mat kampung uh kirekan.
mum said,jgn nk pelok2 dorang eh.dorang da besar.
-___-"
i wont mum.they are the ones who run up to me and hugged me,not the other way round.
so now i'll just have to like shoo them off,nicely?
HAHAHAH.
will take pictures if possible.
dunno how to operate my bluetooth device on my laptop ni.
kesian naz eh kau.



and my bieeee kan,serious made my lood go the very up!
he didnt msged me tht he already abes camp kepe tau.
i got to know frm his blog.
B L O G seeeeh.
ugh.grr.roar!

he told me at 8.15pm!!
reason for not telling earlier was,ppd low.
YA YA .
whateveeer
*gives a bitchy look to my biee*
HAHAHAH!

hes attracted to this new girl he saw and who also lives near him.
haaaai.
jatoh cinta lagi.lagi lagi kau jatoh cinta.
tht phrase is for beloo bieeee.
HAHAH.


alright people,tkcre and enjoy a long weekend yeah.

happy good friday!


hahahah

Labels: kampung kampung.

while mopping the house,jln2 ard the house i should say,hah.

mum said to me,
kak,da gemok eh.tu laaah,tknk exercise kan.buat penat jer mak suroh exercise.skrang baru padaaaaan.gemok pendek.

i was like,
mane ader seh mak.samer jer.
i helped her clean the house,she can still say me fat.hah.

padehal bedek.hahahah! i felt tht i was getting fatter.
kinda happy at some point cause i gain weight tapi FAT & SHORT?
err,nope.dont like.

my metabolism or apetah is not working properly i guess.haha

so i cpat2 go and weigh myself.
weird thing was i weigh lesser than before.
dulu was um 40kg?
tadi was 38-39kg.
HAHAH.
so how can i be/look fat when my weigh is lesser?
check check kalau the weighing machine tu rosak,but nope.

fine,whtever.
i just need to find a perfect cca for me in poly where i can burn off my fats and not look fat and short.


dad was cute! hahaha
told him wht mum told me otp.
shrieking my way into the small receiver.
and he said,
mane ader kak.samer jer kering gitu(thanks eh).tapi tetap cute.
and he laugh laugh otp.yeeeelah tu yah.

HAHAHHAHA.

dad says tht i look much younger than my actual age.
kay,tu part da obvious.
people come up to me and say,ni yg bongsu eh?
what?!!
BONGSU?
ni ALONG okay.
hai.
but i dont mind if old boys ask sisters for nos.
i can watch the other younger guys who are much hotter than those old boys.
HAHAHA.

tapi kalau those old boys are like maha hot,then i can just sit back and fume over them interacting with sisters.
my turn will come someday,dont worry.
hahahha

but dad says its good to look young.
people who look young are happy happy person,smiles alooooot.
even my voice haven so called break to a maturity level.
yup yup.

Labels: young but nooooooot fat.

Labels: huhuhuhuhu.

hello peeeeps.
HAHA.

went to sch back to take my testi.
jumpe fiqah and lala and nada at chong pang.
then met up with din and ajit at yishun mrt.
rindu banget with my two boys tu.heh.
ajit getting hotter,haha.
and din was getting hot hot too.da pakai innova jc uniform plak tu.
look differently macho gitu.hahahahaha.

fiqah's bie fucking hot lah.
dngr tu miee.
FUCKING HOT!

no doubt u'll get to bang on girls in TP ltr.
hahah! beware girls of an afro-hot-muscular guy.
but worth it uh.cause he's HOT!
hahhaah,merepek.

mieeeee with his ever growing afro hair.
but the bigger,the better.
serious shit.
BIG impact on his appearance.
hahah.
happy eh fiqah bie kau hot.
bie aku,ntah laaah.

went sch,saw aunty victoria.send my mum's regards to her.hahah,mcm lame kenal gitu.
and then there was this one whole ex-students tht went into the general office.
more like a mob uh.
skali satu shot seh.haha.
kesian the staff.
ish ish ish.

and guess wht,my name was spelled wrongly in my testimonial.
is it that hard to spell out N A Z A H A H?
i know lah my name unique till susah sngt to type properly.
hahah!
but H and R,different bsar seeeeh.
so now,whenever anyone reads my character part in the testimonial,i'll sound like a guy?
cause im nazahaR.
namer samer dgn naz nyer abg sia.
hai,guyish btol i become.

if i wanna change it,go MOE and must pay kepe.
kepale otak kau!
ur fault,i must go to that extend just to correct my name.
kau tu yg potek tk nmpk namer aku.
ugh.

if my dad's name was changed to ahmAd,i'll be more pissed off.
i get tht alot during my days in pri sch.
so,thats kinda enoough.

din has alot of change in his life.
but i was kinda sad when he told me the big and happy news just now,insteasd when it actually happen.
but whtevr,im still happy for him(:


then went to meet up with nab dear and dayaaaah.
catch up with each other's life.
and we were kinda the noisiest people at macs.
HAHAH.
dayah's voice mcm ader mike gitu! hahah,she said so ;)

we talked abt our days in sec sch.
then did i realised tht i missed sec sch,very very much.
the people tht i met and befriended with.
good memories i should say.
treasured ones,really.
never to be forgotten.
ahah,enough naz.

oh,and mase at mac,got this blackout.
secare tiber2 sia.
only macs jer yg ader balckout plak tu.
then nab started talking nonsense.
eh,yok gi dapur dorang.masak nugget,burger semuer.
eh! buat mcflurry uh! free seh! (padehal kan,mcflurry uses electricity-__-) hahahha
lagi best,aku gi tmpt cashier.duit bnyk.

and i just start laughing my ass off.
nab just loves to make this kinda jokes and i really miss that(:
those jokes tht make people feel happy all over and just laugh like nobody's business.

annnnnd,nab said this particular action phrase.HAHA.
people,lets clap together.
so me and nab da bersedia angkat tangan and nk tepok.
fiqah just look at us,haha.
biler kiter da tepok tgn,skali the electricity came back!
aiseyman,the 2 magicians!
hahahah.
then all laughed.haha

mesti laughing moments with all these girls.heh.
love love.

fiqah bought her backpack for school already.
maha shopping gitu eh beb?
heh.
shopping bag jer yg besar.HAHAH

then home sweet home.

mixed signals from him.
damn it.
hate it. hate it. hate it.

Labels: i miss those times.

had a terrible terrible headache ystd.i repeat,TERRIBLE.klah,maha terrible.

Labels: national soccer team u18.

some bbq is going on under my blok.
bau satay sedaaaap.HAHAH

soooo,went to my mum's cousin's wedding.
mum's side is always getting married.hai.
last last week,was my mum's cousin's one too.
this time pon mum's side.

it was like raining nyer maha rain sia.
baju kurung basah.kasut basuh.baaaaiiiikkkk.
glam hilang,rambot tk style,kaki tk comfortable.

it was at the istana kampong glam.
nice setting and place but weather was just seriously bad.
lucky the food was nice and the dessert was SUPERB!
hahahah.
the DJ was funny and cute.hah.


frm that wedding,i realised that my neighbour in jb is related to me cause the bride is the neighbour's husband nyer anak sedare.
i used to call her ibu since little when i knw her.
so tk sia2 lah i call her ibu.hehe.
hahaha,kay whtever.
its just tht,we are all interconnected somehow someday later in family ties.
lucky i was like not crushing on the neighbour's son kepe.
if not,i'll be crushing on my own far-far cousin/neighbour.
nanti macam janggal gitu.

well,i am crushing on a hot cousin.
a different one (:
huhu.

and also i met up with another new cousin yg tk pernah jumpe.
he's in TP or going to be in TP.idk.
his father was my mum's bestfriend.
and my mother was like hoping i and the son also the same.
HA HA.

will see them only during this kinda events.
weddings do connect people somehow.

groom-bride.
long lost families.
lost cousins-found cousins.
old neighbours-new cousins.

AHAH,merepek.


d msged me while i was otw to jemputan.
he pisses me off at some times.
his words of 'advice' are just not right.

if you wanna make a difference in me,you gotta try harder.


shop for food at jb!
hahah.
ate at A&W and this new chicken restaurant called NANDO'S.
try it and you'll be wanting to come back for more.
like my case,haha.
it's waaaaay better than kenny rogers.

when drinking A&W root beer,tkleh angkat nyer feeling.HAHAH
the waffle nyer crispy and taste was nice nice nicceeee.

tomorrow gonna spend my day watching dvds.
no life sia naaaaz.
HAHA.

tues-hair appointment with fiqah and take testi at school.meet up with last yr grads :D
thurs-meet up with feeq and maybe have dinner with h.

tuesday and thursday seems like my outing days.the other days,duduk kt rumah mcm tkde keje.hah

Labels: AnW, jemputan, nando's

there were some recent shootings that happen near my housing estate at jb.
it happen at my grandma's estate.
her estate is just beside mine.
chey,mine eh.hhah.
the petrol station was where dad used to buy car petrol.
the road camar is where family used to shop for groceries.

these few days,there were too many happenings.
robbings,shooting and deaths on the road(creepy ones,trust me)
neighbour got robbed,no one was hurt though.
kau tgk helmii,tu pasal rumah aku ader cctv.
untok keselamatan nyer pasal.

the kinda accidents in malaysia are waaaay beyond different frm spore.
well,firstly they speed on the road like there's no tomorrow.
tk kire motor,van or even those big cargo lorries and the travelling buses.
they just wanna get to their destination ASAP.

not caring if they will get lenyek by treler(imagine tht) in their vehicle or body get run over by a heavy duty truck and brains will spill over the road.

the most sad accident was last week,which involved a 7 year old girl.
she's like so young and i bet small in size.
she wanted to buy sweets frm the shop opposite her house and instead she died on the road.
she got hit by a lorry,'flew' over a distance and got run over by tht lorry again.
which resulted in her brains being spilled over the road.
her siblings(abang and adek) saw the whole accident.
(i would be traumatise to see my own flesh and blood in that kinda situation)
cause it happen right in front of their house.
the sad part was,her mum went out of the house and pick up the remains of her brain on the road to avoid it being run over by other vehicles and the abang carried his sister's body to the side of the road.
they picked up the remains,still caring over a lifeless and destroyed body.
crazy lorry driver!
he was punished though,like duh.

whenever we pass by speeding(really nyer speeding) motorcycles back frm work kat spore in the jb road,dad or mum would say,
tk sabar btol dorang nk balek eh.
macam rumah dorang lari gitu.
kalau kene accident,kepale satu side of the road abeh badan ntah mane kene campak.


and sometimes because of these inconsiderate road users,we nearly get into accidents.
dad would joked,
anak ayah cantek sngt lah smpi naik motor pon tk btol.
yeeeelah tu ayah.
HAHA.
thanks eh mat motor.
you made me hit my head on the window because of your tersangat swift action utk belok secara tiba-tiba.


but i still want my burger ltr at night,heh.
burger tetap important.

HAHAH.

Labels: freaky accidents.

had a small tiff with s.
i dont like changes in you,it sucks.

and he has his own way of making me smile again.
HAHAHA.

many things he said.
*kening naik-naik*
heh.

he's now in school attending a school concert kepe.
his floorball team got 1st position seeeeh.
bangge lah tu.hahaha.
congrats,congrats.
he scored 2 goals
but its because of me at some part,hahahaha.
dorongan yang diberi amat dihargai :D


i regretted after playing pranks on some people on april fools day.
received an email frm dad and knew the real truth behind april fools day.

Most of us celebrate April fool day every year and fool each other. But how many of us know the bitter facts hidden behind it.

It was around a thousand years ago that Spain was ruled by Muslims.And the Muslim power in Spain was so strong that it couldn't be destroyed.

The Christians of the west wished to wipe out Islam from all parts of the world and they did succeed to quite an extent. But when they tried to eliminate Islam in Spain and conquer it, they failed. They tried several times but never succeeded.

The unbelievers then sent their spy inSpain to study the Muslims there and find out what was the power they possessed and they found that their power was TAQWA. The Muslims ofSpain were not just Muslims but they were practicing Muslims. They not only read the Quran but also acted upon it.

When the Christians found the power of the Muslims they started thinking of strategies to break this power.

So they started sending alcohol and cigarettes toSpain free of cost. This technique of the west worked out and it started weakening the faith of the Muslims in particular the young generation of Spain .

The result was that the Catholics of the west wiped out Islam and conquered the entire Spain bringing an end to the EIGHT HUNDRED LONG YEARS' RULE OF THE MUSLIMS in Spain .

The last fort of the Muslims to fall was Grenada (Gharnatah), which was on the 1st of April. From that year celebrating the day, they made a fool of the Muslims.They did not make a fool of the Muslim army at Gharnatah only, but of the whole Muslim Ummah. We, the Muslims, were fooled by the unbelievers.

They have a reason to celebrate April fool day, to keep up the spirit.

Dear brothers and sisters, when we join in this celebration, we do so out of ignorance. If we had known about it, we would never have celebrated our own downfall. So now, that we are aware of it, and now let us promise that we shall never celebrate this day.

We should learn our lesson from the people of Spain , and shall try to become practicing Muslims, never to let anybody weaken our faith.

The best form of devotion to the service of Allah is not to make a show of it.

A fool's mind is at the mercy of his tongue and a wise man's tongue is under the control of his mind Sayings of Imam Ali Ibn Abu Talib (A.S.) The 1st Imam

The dearest among you is the one who has the best character(Prophet Mohamed pbuh)


i really felt bad after reading the email.
didnt even bother to find out the truth.
shame on me.
but i learn my mistake and thus,no repeating.

im sorry.

Labels: no more april fools.

i am very very very x infinity sleepy.
haha.
but nevertheless,i shall blog this blog of mine cause fiqah asked me to.

we went SHOPPING!

but can say tht i was the one who MAHA SHOPPING.
hehe,kan fiqah?
i felt reaaaly blissful gitu.

i spent $53.50 in one day.
money just went disappearing.
haha!
future shopaholic.
macam pahaaaam.

2 long sleeve shirts,3 belts,3 types of bangles,a dress,one bowl of ice kachang.

fiqah said tht if we really wanna control the amount of money we spent on shopping,we should bring helmiiiieeee aka fiqah's bieeee.
hahah,cause he will like babble on how wasted the money will be and we'll be irritated till we will just walk off,not buying anything.

tapi kan,serious talking,i dont know any guy who will tolerate the amount of shopping any girl will do.
unless....

next week still gonna have hair apppointment.HAHAH.
ntah jadi ke tk.

and my fiqah dear is as always,a careless girl!
every shop she goes into,surely got something drop.
kalau bende tk jatoh,naseeeeb.
HAHAHA.

the shop where we bought our belts,
she accidentally terlanggar things here and there.
hahah,scenario kelakar habes.
not once or twice,but alooooot.
kan beb?
hahah

and we did not go to toilets,not once.
da shiok shopping kaaaan.
hahah
we did not touch up our hair or pee or whtever.


h teman me otp otw home.
yeah,he talked so formal that it was kinda funny for me.
hahah.
nvr in my life have i heard a guy talked that formal to me otp.
lagi lagi in english plak tu.
HAHAHA.

reached home,ate and bathed and prayed and on com and chatted.
while chatting with my honey bunny,z chatted with me.
he asked why i put s pic as my dp.
he's my friend,i cannot put my friend's pic uh?
who are you to tell me tht i cant?

straight after tht,he started talking nonsense like last time.
fucking shitty attitude.

im no ms singapore or ms popular or whtever.
there's other girls out there who's more than willing to go out with ya.
surely you have other girl-friends right?
you're in a school thts a mix institute.

and he told me,
dont make me do things i did last time.

only fiqah knw wht he did.
one part is pathetic whereas the rest was just creepy and scary and just scary.

just because i dont wanna go out with you.

i choose who i wanna go out with,alright?
so stop being so childish abt this.
GROW UP.

its just toooooo bad i dont wanna go out with u,ever.
u gave me a seriously bad first impression.
first impression really matters the most.
tu pon tak tau ker?

you're turning 18 or 19.
and yet,this kind of attitude?
seriously immatured.


im scared,clueless.
i dont know wht else to do.
damn lah he.
he should be older and more matured thus more understanding.
but he's acting like a little kid,making threatens here and there.

if i avoid him,he'll continue doing those stuff non-stop till i layankan him.
and when i do,he'll think tht finally i've given up?
cause it takes 2 hands to clap what.


i dont know whether he's really gonna do it.
i hope not,please.

Labels: stalker please go away.

im smiling like one happy fool now.


hehehhehe.


cause cause....


tmr going out with bestie!


hahahah.

and i got the moeny frm daddykuuuuu.

hehe.

hopefully can see tht handsome banget busker tht fiqah beens telling me abt.


pls pls be there.


HAHA.








feeq edited this pic,again.
huhu.
its niccceeee!
but too bright?
whatever,haha.
thanks kaaaay :D













oh,ystd i got fooled by hanafi.
mentah2 april fools day lah kan.
really jolted out frm my sleepiness psl it was in the wee hours.
haha.

Labels: april fools day.