Welcome to MY LIFESTORY .
I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.

Greetings and Salutations.


HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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-ACOUSTIC GUITAR!
-SHOPPING!
-a new handphone and new line!(probably in march)
-hoodies
-new wallet
-pocket dress
-new nice smelling perfume
-tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc
-skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS!
-converse high cut sneakers
-everlast shoes
-earrings
-watches,belts,bangles
-backpack,sidebag
-a bestboyfr?
-go star gazing with someone (:
-go ice-skating with someone (:
-clean my wardrobe.
-grow a litttle bit taller.
-have a flat tummy.
-eat at PASTAMANIA
-learn to play the guitar.
-write a song.
-PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.


Designer: anorex!c
Image: Monislawa

November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

my heart is lost.it's gone.
lost somewhere where it's fucking hard for me to find it.
i dont care in finding it,again.
reason?
it's hard to find it(lost kan,duh) and im tired of putting it away(again) after it had so many scars that's left open for the outside to heal it.only finding it back for a new start but then putting it away again.

im tired of crying to my pillow.
im tired of crying myself to sleep.
im tired of the reflection i see in the mirror
the red puffy eyes nazahah.tk glam.
im tired of faking a smile.
im tired of not having the mood to eat.
im tired of avoiding the place where it was a frequent place for me and u.
im tired of saying,im okay.
but inside,im crying my hearts' out.
im tired of everything that breakups lead to.
im tired of everything heartbreaks lead to.

which is why,im trying hard to put away my heart as far as it can possibly go till i can say tht its okay for me to take it back.enjoy my life now with smiles tht i sincerely make and with those that cherish me and vice versa.

im sorry if i ever hurt u.
really am.
but if u feel tht this way is the best for us,then i dont know wht else to do.
he told me,its up to my heart.
well,i think i cant think properly when my heart is kinda gone?
so yeah.
im just going to let things flow and see how things will work out.
if u dont make the move,i guess it'll be the second goodbye?


a thing called love.

Labels: im being emo siaaaa.