Welcome to MY LIFESTORY .
I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.

Greetings and Salutations.


HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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-ACOUSTIC GUITAR!
-SHOPPING!
-a new handphone and new line!(probably in march)
-hoodies
-new wallet
-pocket dress
-new nice smelling perfume
-tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc
-skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS!
-converse high cut sneakers
-everlast shoes
-earrings
-watches,belts,bangles
-backpack,sidebag
-a bestboyfr?
-go star gazing with someone (:
-go ice-skating with someone (:
-clean my wardrobe.
-grow a litttle bit taller.
-have a flat tummy.
-eat at PASTAMANIA
-learn to play the guitar.
-write a song.
-PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.


Designer: anorex!c
Image: Monislawa

November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

reached jb at 12midnight on sun.
then headed back to house to change cars and went to mum's friend's house.
she was meeting her sec sch friends. waaah.
hahah!!

it was in the wee hours and we were like the only car on the road.
coolest stuff.HAHAHAH

but dad was kinda high?
we bought for him iced coffee so he wont like be sleepy while driving.
and also bought snacks.

hahaha!
like going for a enjoyable drive.
so snacks and drinks and music till we reach the house.

eat and watch people?
sleepy seh but then mum told me we're going off soon.
soooo just tahan lah.

there were only girls in the house.the boys were out somewhere.
and when they came back,it was kinda embarassing.

my shoe was at fault -.-
the guys saw me hopping.
greaaaat.

and they were kinda hot.
heh.
woooooooooo.

they stared at us like we were some kind of 'thing'.
mum said that it was the first time seeing us.
the rest of them usually meet up so they knw each other.
but me and sis felt intimidated.
whenever we walk past them,they'll look up and look?

hahah,nvm.put tht aside.
they were hot.
blaaaaaaah.


went off frm tht place at 3am?
i felt like a nocturnal animal.

one particular hot boy did not come out frm his parents car.
he was sleeping -.-

the rest came out and looked around my house.
one even tried to sit on the hammock but while twisting arond in it,he somehow looked funny.
HAHAH!

woke up at 10.30am.
its not fair cause i did not sleep enough.
daaaaaamn.


and dinner is awaiting meeeeee.
update if there is anything to be updated.

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MOMENTUM 2009 WAS AWESOOOOOOME!
like serious shit.
hahaha.

the dance performances were fantastic.
but i like the part where NRA performed.cooooool to the max.
and i thought it was my school.hahah

you have to be there to see how it all went :D


if i were to perform next yr,zul will be bringing banners to show his support.
HAHAHAH.
in the ned,no banners but just shouting and screaming.
and he's bi!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
k i d d i n g !

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Had my FIRST pastamania meal with bieeeeeeeee. (see i so good right – farid)

The scenario very funny. We didn’t knw whether to go in by ourselves or be ushered in like in pizzahut. Funny to the max. In the end,farid just went in and i followed. Then the order part came.

We took daaamn long to order wht we wanted. It was my first time,so i didn’t know wht was nice. Farid eaten before and he keep saying, idk idk.i forget wht i ate last time.

I called LOVE to ask wht was nice. But then we ordered different.hah. chicken ham and sausage baked rice and chicken and mushroom pizzzzaaaaaa.
HAHAHA.

And when we at library, he keep criticising the people there. There was this grp of girls who laugh like they have some phlegm stuck to their throat just waiting to come out. And biee imitate them and say,
tk sedap sia ketawe gitu!
HAHAHAH.

lastlyl, i miss this beloooooo(HAHA) biieeeee of mine. Hahahaha.

and thanks nafi for sending me to MRT :D

Labels: cheeessseeee.

the photos on my bday!
26/05/2009.

Labels: pictures of us.

Today was with brendon.i very the sleeeeepy.

And LOVE,im here for u kay? A shoulder to cry on, a person who’ll give FREEEEEE hugs and kisses! Hahah.love you LOVE. :D

And louis buysbody. HA HA.
I kept hugging farah,don and LOVE.

And he said,
then me leh?

So i hug him.awwww people.

Went out for awhile to meet hasbi’s sis at drop off point.she wanted to pass me the present from him.

It was a teddybear and a bracelet with letter N as the thingy. And a card tht was being cut out like a puzzle. confessions.

Movie with outing cancelled because wanted to accompany LOVE. But then,she went off early. Then called bie,ask him where he was and etc. Plan already to meet him.skali he last min say,he’s at pasir ris. Haaaaiye.

So called up boyfr,asking where he is. And he was at ys. Went to meet him and he has looong hair. He look freaking different from last year siaaa. Serious nyer serious. Tk bedek. Like abang abang. Like MAT ITE! Hahahah.wanted to study for UT tmr but this boyfr distract me ah!

Hah! Like real.actually no ah.i was busy chatting msn in the lib,thts why cnnt study.thn he send me home.
And i reminded him NOT TO PLAY TAKRAW! If his leg get injured,he will delaaaay it to idk when. Same case like..... HAHAHAHAHA.

And i talked to a guy in the lib.tegor i should say. Haha. Cause he look damn familiar and he was frm aiss. Dang! Haha.he was iwan’s friend. No wonder ah. And we exchanged school names. HAHAHAH. Style kan.

Now,sitting on my chair,admiring the bracelet. Ahahahaha.

bye.

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A more correct post. If too many post on one day,kinda messy? Haha. So here goes.


When my lovelies came to school, they went AAAAAAAAH ! NAZ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
And they brought in a BALLOON! Yes,a balloon. NAZ HAPPY TO THE MAX. And we hug! Weeeee


And louis(kucing kurap) went to me with a blue rose in his hands. Cheeeey. It was a real blue rose. OMG.hahahah. And i was trying to over my face with my cardigan. He said he wanted to give me a kiss to return back mine -.- no neeeeeed. Not halal! Hahahhaa!! Kidding kidding.


Loga(my faci) asked the class to sing a bday song for me before he started class.wahahha. thanks lah eh beloved class :D


Han fong said tht my balloon was distracting cause it was tied to my wrist by LOVE and i keep moving and the balloon also move.so,just get the idea how irritating ah.HAHAH


Then break time. Met fiqah to pass belt and also to take belt,but in the end we didn’t take cause look like Wonderwoman? HAHAH


Lunch time! Went lunch and LOVE told me to bring down the balloon to the canteen. I was like,whaaaat?she even tie the balloon to my wrist.

Like big sister tying the balloon bought at funfair to her little sister’s hand.HAHAHA.


Then naz like happy girl,went down to canteen with balloon tied to her wrist. Showing everyone that TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY. Hahha. Naz naz.


Unforgettable.


Had nasi ayam penyet! Don was being nice.heh. he was mine for the day :D aww,louis don’t sad ah.HAHHA


James saw my balloon from far in the canteen(he says so) and when he came near,he shouted this.

NAZ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Hahahah.awwww.


Then went back class. Tht was where the suspend was. They didn’t let me in the class -.-
Long yknow i have to wait. Grrrr. HAHAH


When the cake was brought out,i was jumping and shrieking and clapping? HAHAH!!


LOVE WAS JUST SUUUUPPPEEERRR SWEET!
Cake damn fucking nice sia! She baked it ystd. Awww,love you love!hehehe.

and farah and don and love camwhore. While i was trying to figure out how to cut the heart-shaped cake.hah!


Then i feed some boys.and like some fucking marriage. Cause we pose for the camera with the cake halfway in our mouth -.-


Met up with ali during break.gave him a piece of cake. Gave me a card.


The card had the pink rose in between it.

there was a poem in it.chim words he use.hahahand booo’s handwriting better improve ah!difficult for me to read.hahahahha

but it was sweet. THANKSY!


And he has another present which is the SECOND biggest in size.hahah!


The first is from my darling, NUR AFIQAH BINTE SASMAN. Together with afiqah,shaz and ayu(honey ku).

They made a card for me which was SOOOOOOOOOOO BIG.
HAHAHAH.thanks people! Love u to the max! Hehehe


Cookie boy made me cookies.crispy sia! And sweeeeet. Hahah. Nice nice.


But i’ll like to thank RACHEL SIU and FARAH RASSEIMI and SIM CHOR HENG and DON NG and HAO JIE and whoever contributed to the celebration in class.


And don was mine today. TODAY only ah farah. Tmr yours! Haah!


They made my bday unforgettable,not forgetting the others too. hehe


I enjoyed my bday in school!
Im not a balloon virgin anymore! Yay! Hahaha.


Love and kucing kurap accompany me go civic centre.dad was picking me up. Many things sia. BUT i only carried the balloon and the rest they carry for me. teehee.


And for all to know,im not using my another no.the one tht is 8423. Im using my 9633.



went to celebrate with family(again). haha
went to waffle factory and then bridge road!
had my all time fav drink,avocado drink with chocolate!
hai,heaven :D


then went home and countdown for the end of my bday with james.
he said he's hot -.-
hahha! he is ah actually.
and also some people2.

and it was sweet to know that some of my sec sch mates rememberes my bday.
thanks jasper,zhiyun and afifah!



and he told me,
no one is better than you.

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when rae,farah and louis came in.
AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZ!

*HUGS*


i have a HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS balloon tied to my wrist. and louis and farah and rae gave me a BLUEEE ROSE!


and im wearing a blue dress for the first time in poly.


wow naz.

and many more wish me but srry nvr put down name. THANKS! :D

Labels: soooon.

and sooooooo,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO NAZAHAH BINTE AHMED!!!

THANKS EVERYBODY FOR THE WISHES AT MIDNIGHT.

i'll tell you who wished me eh and thanks for you people!!

COME COME,I TELL YOU WHO WISHED ME.
hehehe

First to the last yeah.

1st- donny boy! surprisingly he wished me although he said he dont wish people at midnight but on the end of the person's birthday. haha!! so yeah.

2nd- cookie boy! wahahahah. the boy who cut botak :D

3rd- scandal!! hahah!! the old man who has a pax body. but he's still OLD. :p

4th- boyfr! zimoooo.hahahah. and his family wishes me too.awww,my makcik and pakcik.heheh.

5th- zhiyun! she's my sec sch mate and we were born on the same month.hers is on the 29th. weeee. will wish her baack. :D

6th- my dearest AYU! hehehe.i still owe my lesbo partner her ice cream. wait eh darling,ice cream coming ur way very soooooon.

7th(12:01am)- HANAFI!! hehe.finally got the correct date eh boy. :D

8th(12:02am)- FAAAAIIIZZZ!! i was smiling daaamn widely when i saw his name. long time this botakhead nvr msg me. and he remembered! woooo.

9th(12:05am)- NUR AFIQAH BTE SASMAN! my bestfriend,my other half. your wishes are greatly appreciated. love you!

10th(12:06am)- ali! he called me! hahaha. and it was not glam to talk otp with a groggy voice.
HAHAHAH. sorry eh booooo.

11th(12:23am)- nazrul! thanks yeah for the wish. goodluck in your soccer thinggy (:

12th(12:41am)- farhan! my brother who i love and care dearly. i've forgotten abt the past yeah. thanks for the wish :D

13th(7:09am)- herizwan haziq! thanks yeah :D

14th(7:23am)- RAYMOND! he thought i was turning 18.hahahha! i wish ah. but still have to wait for another yr.

15th(8:12am)- shah! WAHAHAHAHA.

16th(8:19am)- NAZIIIIHAH!

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today malay dance is tiring?
hahah!
cause we had to be in this half squating position.
our butts jutt out,back lean forward(cnnt bent it) and bent ur knees.
wah seh!
tired sia stay in tht position.

and we look like ducks.hahahah

but then when the seniors showed us the steps,it was nice moving around.fuuuun!

with nazihah who never fail to make me laugh my ass off. frm the start of the warm up till the dance itself. she damn funny! and our names are almost similar. nazIhah and nazAhah.
haahha

oh,and we malay dancers,known for the gracefulness and etc,had to run infront of TRCC.
yes,RUN.
like maha burok okay.

and somemore,we were laughing2 like mad girls with our hair being loose.
HAHAH.what a sight.
buuuut,fun also ah.
cause Q was like,
eh naz,dont run ah.we cheat ah.run little bit only.

and nazihah was like trying to catch up,she was walking and laughing and running.
can kan?

fun fun and tiring tiring and ..... dunno wht else.

and 3 more hours for me to GROW UP.
-.-
wth.

hahahah!

don and the rest like sooooo mean sia.
my last day being 16 years old,disturb me.
whaaat only.

tomorrow i'll be a big girl.
daaaamn u.

tomorrow more best.
i got UT on my BIRTHDAY!
wooohooooo

so,should i just leave it to fate for my UT or study for it?
hmmmmm.......

you say move on,where do i go?

Labels: 3 more hours.

Labels: anniversary

my favourite dish :D

black pepper crab.

lalalalalalalalalala :)

Labels: advance bday.

was surfing in the net.online shopping ah. and i happen to stop on these.
see below the picture?

Labels: baaaaaag

Labels: sial laaaah.

Labels: study hard.

Eye candy was across and wearing red.Woooooo hooooo.
HAHHA.

After dismissal, wanted to chiong on RJ.BUUUUT,i didn’t finish it.hehe.
Instead went to gareth’s house with the rest. Tired sia. Walk long yknow to his house.

Class gathering at gareth’s house. His house is BIG. HAHAHA.THREE STOREY MAAAH.

I saw a different side of han fong today.hahah. he funny sia! He like every part of his body is sensitive.
Ltr he’ll get high.

Don’t touch ah.sensitive yknow.

Hahaha!! At class,better be fun ah.

Played true or dare.

boss says the truth.
louis is the hottest guy in class. and yiping is the hottest girl in class.
HAHAHAH

Louis open his shirt. SIX PAX!
OMG siaaaa. *swoon and melt*
Hahah!!! No ah louis.not melting. swoon only ah.kicking ur ass on monday.

There was the daring part where guy kissing guy. And girl kissing girl. And girl kissing boy. And girl licking guy! hahahahah

And truth were expose. SOME only.

Louis, rae, wenbin and han fong playued mah-jong.
All got the symbols and i describe them.haha!!
There was flowers,centipedes,swords and M&M.HAHAHAHAHA.

Every Friday set ah! Go gareth’s house. Get free pizza to eat and play and slack. Weeeee.
QUALITY TIME SPEND WITH MY CLASSMATES :D

Rae! Send me the pics kay kay? Faster! hahah

Kay,tired.srry if i type crap. Just felt that i should update smth. Don’t comment nonsense ah.
hahaha huhuhuuu.

Nights!

Labels: house warming.

MALAY CULTURAL GROUP WELCOME TEA!

there was more talking than fun?
haaaai.
the sub-IGs elaborate more on what they will do,the training days,their past event/achievements and yada yada.

there was only one game whre the host chooses only 8 from the whole lot of us -.-

and the food was cakes.

lapar siiih.

but the great company that i have was fuuuun! laugh here and there over stupid stuffs.
klakar seh kitorang.
and lagi2,got this one person who talks funny.
and i was like laughing with Q and farah boo.
cnnt tahan.


and there is NO SCIENCE UNDERSTANDING TEST TODAY!!
WOOOOHOOOO!!
because of technical problems.
technology that is so high tech in RP also have problems eh.
but whtever it is,im happy tht there is no UT today and it stays tht way.

postpone to next week kay RP?

my leg cramp now.
fck.


bye people.update ltr.

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Labels: craaaaamps go away.

I love boss!

Today is about APPLE! An apple a day keeps a doctor away. And some interesting facts about... APPLES!

Friday going to gareth’s BIG house to slack?
And its not open house. Its house WARMING! Hahah

*HOT people needed to warm the house and cold people to balance out the heat! *

Craaaaap.

Hahah.with the whole class ah.but only SOME not going.
Louis, you better come!
Cause farah and rae and ME is going!

Wahahha. There will be FREEEE food. HAHAAHHA. Pizza to be specific. Hopefully all goes well.

UT’s gonna start soon. Goodluck to me. Yay!
Cause i don’t didn’t really study the module. Just managed to read through the faci powerpoints.

Labels: UT.

Alhamdulillah. I’ve passed one day of fasting. This is the reason we girls should not delay our payback days. When school start, like ugh to fast. But i managed to obstruct the food smell by smelling louis’s jacket.

Kucing kurap smell nice. The FIRST kucing kurap that is clean. HAHAHA.

And we have to payback because we have periods. Nazahah here kanchiong because she enthu to fast.HAHAHAH.

Ystd went to TRCC to have the dialogue session with the whole CREATE group. Wah seh, alot of people sia! Haha.

Took 1 hour for it to finish but it was so sleepy and sian? Hahah.
But zimo and louis msged me along the way. Made me stay up for awhile.
Awhile ONLY.
But then something came up and i’m sorry to call you :(

Had malay dance training ystd.

One word to describe it ->B L I S S F U L.

Although i was tired from the lack of food and the dance moves, still made it through.

Went to eat only a piece of waffle at 7.10. pathetic right? Hai.

If i took my own time to eat, I will have more to catch up. So just had to eat what i had.

and met wani and wana. And farah boooooo. And nadirah was the newbie.

Relek beb,can get use to it one :D

The dance practice was based on BIRDS.yes,birds. We danced like birds. Fun tau people.

HAHAHA.so now,bird dance is FUUUUN. Hahah.

Got the tickets to the MOMENTUM. Now I have to find somebody else to go with me.
Cause we HAVE to buy 2 tickets. We have to figure out who’s going with us.

Mum told me to bring my hot cousin,syazwiiiiii.
BUT till now,he has yet to confirm with me.
Hmmmm

kay lateeer!

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i made rae and louis laughed their freaking asses today.because of smth i didnt know.

but i dont knooooooowwww about it whaaaat.
:(

hahah!!
rachel LOVE was telling me about blogshops.
now i know already laaah.
:P

hehe.
looooooove you.
and congrats to L!
7 mths already.
waaaaaah :D

and i miss farah binte rasseimi.
she never come schooool :(
tkcre okay?
hope to see you soon in class :D

been having cramps since morning.
so pain like fck.
ugh.

and my role play during presentation was fun!
hahaha!!

my name was typed looooooooong-ly on the projector screen.
nazahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
by none other than DESMOND!
haha,teddybear sia he.

oh,and he cut his hair.
kene disturb already when he step into class first thing in the morning.
HAHAHAHA.
awesome cuteness!


and i blew on it.
now im BCG.
-.-

and my mouth taste funny and hot?

eeeeeewwww.


webcam with ALIIIIII.
hahahha!!
he made this funny noises and faces.
booo btol.
HHAHAHA.


UT on wednesdaaaaay.
study naz,pls?

movie with cookie boy later!
woooooo

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On sat, wake up at 8 to go for breakfast with family. Had roti prata!
Then went to have my hair trimmed. While trimming hair, mum and dad went to market.

And yknow what people..... its like super cheap to cut your hair or rebond it or cut/wash/blow YOUR HAIR at JB! HAHAHAHA.

Naz cheapskate siaaaa.
But get good price and also same service at different locations/country ,why not right?

Hahahha! Ruz will be laughing her ass off when she reads my post abt me cutting my hair at JB.
:p

Dunno wht else i should blog.hmmm.....

Cookie saved my name in his phone as COOKIE GIRL.his friend saw it and asked, siape siak cookie girl? And cookie boy told him that he got to know me at famous amos. And the friend percayer lah seh!!!

Hahaha!! The friend and me can be in the same gang,the BELO gang.

*clap clap* yay!
HAHHAHAHA

Annnnnnd i know cookie boy’s unglamour secret.hehe.

Toodles people!

Berstepping mane nyer toodle eh naz.hahahaha

Going to study for upcoming UNDERSTANDING TESTS! it's like going to be soooon.

And schooling tmr!! Yay yay!

oh,and just something to share.

I dreamt about dad again.
It has always been about him or mum.
It seemed so real. The place, the people.
That tears came rolling down my face, wetting my pillow.
I don’t know what the dream meant. Only GOD knows.
I woke up, grateful that it was just a dream. It was 3am.
Looked around the room and Dad was sleeping soundly.

please make it just a dream.

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im at badminton complex or whtever it is called.
oh wait.
sports complex!
haha
me and nurul like busy woman.
typing away at laptops while people playing badminton!
boss said we were like analysing the badminton players!
hahaha

watching my classmates having sweaty bodies. waaaaah
HAHAH!!

GO DON! :D
GO BLAKE! :D :D
GO BOSS!
GO YANI!
GO SHAA!
GO YIPING!
GO MR CHARLES!
GO DESMOND aka TEDDYBEAR!

HAHAHAH!
blake can play like fucking well ah.
he used to be in national team when he was in,
PRIMARY SCHOOL?
heh

but still,can play damn good.

saw louis training for DB.
hahah!
face red and sweaty and he look skinny?
HAHAH.
buuuut,he got muscles ah.
and saw wenbin!
walau,he so thin sia!
like the thinnest in the team but he has a determined face!
i liiike!
good good.
thts the kinda of strength needed in E35K!
and saw raymond too :D


and yknow wht!
this guy went to class with a limping leg.
all the way,he limped.
and theeeeeeen(hahahah),
during the badminton match.(school ended already)
he can run,walk properly,JUMP.
like there's nth wrong with his leg.
fucker sia!
just now in class during lunch break,ask me to buy for him water cause he cnnt walk tht much.
he even ask people to pull him around in class in his chair.
_!_

now i can see him happy happy jumping around
PLAYING BADMINTON!
can even STRECTH his fucking leg.

eh!
next time right.
act properly ah!
dont know how to act,dont act.
dont give lame excuse like,
oh,my leg suddenly okay already.
whtever .

go bang yourself.

asked the guy,
eh g! can walk already ah?
just now i thought u limping?

and he SUDDENLY limp.
he was WALKING PERFECTLY FINE previously.few seconds ago only.

he said,
still limping ah.
but can still play play abit.

go bang bang yourself ah!


and don riiiiggghhhttt,
really make a guy have a bad impression of me.
daaaaamn u!
hahahah

helped him ask a girl,then he 'thought' he'll return the favour by asking a guy for me
-.-

and the guy happen to be next door and im outside.
annnnnnnd now,i think the guy thinks tht I asked don to ask him for his email.

greaaaaat.

bought for cookie boy,COOKIES!
hahahha.
he had his first peanut butter cookies seeeh!!
thanks to ME!
hehehhe,naz naz.tk tahu maluuuuu.


going jb ltr at night!

tkcre people!!!

hugs and kisses


louis and wenbin and raymond!!
come school on monday!
dont give excuses ah.
like.....
hand pain lah.
chest pain lah.
arm pain lah.
HAHAHAHA


i can see that we are drifting apart.
too busy with our own commitments,i guess.
both at fault?
but whatever it is,i miss you.
wish things would be like last time.
but i know it can't be possible.

Labels: banger.

Webcam with yani and nurul. Funny like fuck sia our faces!! HAHHAAHAH

Then don and luois and wen biiiiin( HA HA HA HA) stayed back in class and vandalised our whiteboard by writing those nonsense words. Scandal of the month -.- my bday bash -.- x 2 and Chinese words which was kinda bad words??

And don was being high.he danced with his bag who has a name. CHESTER.he treats it like a living bag.

-___-“

Today had mly dance training. And farah booooo was there too. She didn’t bring any extra shirt to change into for training. So i gave up mine for her. Chey,naz baik aah!!

HAHAHAH.

Went trcc and then we asked to intro ourselves to the instructor. Done intro. Did some few stretching up(like Chinese dance seh). I didn’t knw i was thaaaat flexible. HAHA.Still it was painful. and then the instructor taught us some moves.

Had pizza for dinner break.hehe.shiok!!

I anyhow took the moves just for fun.skaliiiiii,it was for our presentation purposes. Malay dance is just like lessons in class. We have the presentation part and meetings and breaks.

I was like the leader(again) for my grp.hai.

Then we did our own compilation of the steps that we remembered. Kinda funny ah. My grp was like,like this lah.eh no,like this! Hahah.but it was great knowing new friends.

Niya,iwana(has a identical sister who is in the same IG) and atikah and another girl.

tired seh stretch here and there. serious shit.

Then went home and had late night dinner.hai.going to sleep late sia.
Not enouuuuuugggghhhh of sleep.

Labels: first mly training.

okay yayness people.
i got into CHIRON CLUB.

the club that had an interview and i screwed it up.
but i still got in.
HAHAH!



buuuuutttt,i have to type some stuff about myself in this sign up page.

-.-

like lazy to type siaaaaa.
but i will do it nevertheless.

and im damn fucking sleepy today.
sleepy but manage to type this post ah naz.

my cardigan smells of don now.
the smoker and perfume smell.
hahahah.

saw raymond for the first time just now at W4 canteen.
he like damn tall?
haha.
while webcamming,cant really see the height cause webcam right.
face and some parts of the torso.

and he was sweet (:
he thought me and farah were eating in the canteen tht he saved seats for us.
but sadly,we packed our food to eat in class.
sorry raymond!!

and now ali will be laughing at me because of wht i chatted with him ystd.
maluuuuu -.-
he asked me wht was 123 in tamil.
so i typed,
murul,kupur,murupu!
cause i anyhow typed.

and he laughed till he cant stop it.
in the CHIRON ROOM.
my future IG room and the senior are there with him.
daaaamn it.
now im the muru girl.

HAHAHAHA.

baik kepe naz.hahah


going to sleep soon.
the earliest i have ever slept since poly started.
9PM!

tmr still got mly dance training.
okay set!

am i falling for you,boy?
weird aaaah.

Labels: ngantoooook.

my arm pain.
RIGHT arm.fuck
too much bending and holding of the floorball stick.
now i cant really move my arm.

i think retribution ah.
disturbed my love just now abt her neck cnnt move tht much and it being stiff.
now my turn.
omg.
srry LOVE!

seee,all i blame at floorball.
yeah yeah,whatever.

didnt go for the PT just now.

sexcited for malay dance training on thursday!!
yayness!! hahah. skali whole body cramp??
and going with farah booooo for the training.
hehe.
5.30pm-8.30pm

please make my body move.


and in the morning,i was having mix emotions.
i felt like i wanted to just break down.
and old man found it weird to console me -.-
HA HA HA.


met up with haziq just now.
its been a long time since i saw him.
he went to my class just now and we talked for while.
then after sch,met him again.
he was with his skater peeps.
went lib and talked2 again.

and theeen,dad fetched me!
hahaha


and donny boy blog abt me!
hahahaha.
thanks ah donny boy.
:D


and and cookie boy bought me subway cookies!!
hehe
thaaaaaanks the very much!
tomorrow my turn to buy him cookies.
weeeee


kay goodnight people!

Labels: cookies.

today was just frustrating.
like serious nyer shit sia

firstly was the floorball tryouts.
i thought tht they can already decide who's in anot.
but noooo.they didnt.
tmr got PT,physical training.
there will be running here and there.
nothing better to do isit?

just fucking tell me ah!
penat seh mcm gini.

secondly,this one fucking bitch like ruin my morning?
went to toilet with nurul and met up with yani ltr in there.
went to the mirror.
and skali,
BANG!
the door was like slammed into me.
i was like wth sia?
skali i saw this face which i soooo wanted to be disgusted at.
she just said,oh sorry. not a sincere apology
rolled her eyes and SAUNTERED OFF IN A BITCHY MANNER.
fucking nabei chibai sia bitchy slut.
she made it look tht i was at fault by standing near the door?
but please,are u thaaaaat fat to open the door aaaaallllll the way OPEN?
i felt like wanting to shout at u but things will get worse.
cause i know who u really are,bitch.

*^&*^%&%$^
FUCKING BITCH NABEI CHIBAI KANINA.
GO FUCK YOURSELF.
i think u are doing it too.
whtever fuck.

im stuck with u since like 4 yrs now?
bitchy drunk bitch.

kay,anger released.


ugh.


and just now,during lunch break,a cute guy went into my class.
wrongly.
heh.
at first i thought he was sundhar's friend cause sundhar is in yr 2.
he went into my class with this confident-gangster look.
kinda cute ah,heee.
naz naz.all cute.what is not cute?
skali with his step-ness,
he stopped halfway and looked around
EH SALAH CLASS AH!
then he dashed out sia!!
hahah
and everyone was like laughing.i was the loudest,as usual.heh
funny sia!!
and somemore with his confident-ness.
cannot tahan! hahah

and my dear love(RACHEL) did not come to school today.
:(
she sprained her neck while blading.
when she told me tht,i asked her,
if break neck,die right?
-.-

haha!!!
come to school tmr rae!
miss u like FUCK
hehe.
got many bitching to do.
tomorrow invisible and virtual arrows will cross across the room.
HAHAHA


and donny boy got involved in a fight just now.
yes,im scared like shit and worried like hell.
when you are being like tht.
so pls dont.
smile always :D
i did not have to kill him,tht guy could have done it for me.
but i wouldnt want tht to happen.heh
and don would have still live anw.
he fights well ;)

yani and me were like audience for the 'show'.
haha,and also some don's friend's friends.
the friends friends were malay guys and one was even in the same course as me.
i dont know him.hahah!!

and they had subway cookies.
and me and yani were like so thick skin.
ask them for the cookies
asking strangers for cookies -.-
ahahaha,stop it sia.
but they still give us.

*slap my face*

in the end,one of them wanted my email.
*clap clap*
naz made a new friend.
hahahahha


aku meluat tengok si perempuan tu nyer perangai.
kau tau tak,psl kau,lelaki gadoh antara satu same lain.
kau suker kan?
dapt attention semuer kan?
tk paham ah aku dgn kau.
apetah yg kau nk,mcm tk cukop gitu.

Labels: argh.

so people,i wanna tell u smth.
it may be embarassing for this someone but im bad.
wahahahah.

sorry ah louiiiissssy.

was msn-ing with him just now.
he was trying to figure out the guy tht i was talking about.
he typed down alot of names sia!
HAHAH
and he typed kucing kurap as kucing kurup.
then it was like fucking funny ah!
i laugh laugh till tears roll down.
like serious shit sia.
and i think he didnt know tht he typed wrongly.
which made the situation more best!

he brought up the topic abt g.
he said tht when i hugged d accidentally,g's face was just like super awesome.
the expression tht he saw on him was just priceless.
i should have seen it sia.
HAHAH!!
and somemore he said,
omg u two hugging.
like duh right we are hugging.then what? kissing?
-.-"
when louis told me abt it,i rolled off my chair laughing.
HAHAHA.
keep it up ah louis!

kay,louis gonna read this like soon although he told me not to type abt it.
hahaha.
please dont be mad.
*smile smile*


gonna kill don tmr and see louis too.
both in same grp as me.
muahahahaha.

Labels: kurup

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

a mum is a rose whose petals are soft.
a mum is a lily whose stem is tall & strong.
a mum is a person who is never wrong.
a mum is a person you should LOVE forever.

trust her,believe her & never doubt her.

i love you,mum.

Labels: mother's day.

was at jb.
ras msged me saying,
i wana tell u sumting.
and i thought it was some kind of emergency kepe.
i msged him first thing when i reached spore.
and skali he replied,
i wanna tell u dat.....
i miss u,my cute friend!
long tym nva see u.

its just too bad tht school's been making us busy.moreover,we are in different classes.
which mean different levels,different buildings.hai
the first few friends tht i made during orientation,i seldom see nowadays.
including ras too.
going to have our own different commitments soon.
IG gonna start i think.

i've been having second thought abt floorball tryouts tmr.
not sure if i wanna go anot.
cause like if im not selected after going for the SECOND tryouts,then like wasting kan?
i still got malay dance to be committed to (cheybaaaah) and chiron club(if i make through the interview).
so,naz pls decide.
going anot tmr?

and he chatted with me just now.
kinda surprising after how long we have not even contacted,i think.
he's been studying at the park with his friend for a week and have not seen me at RP much.
heh,srry eh.next time i'll try to make myself visible.HAHAH,merepek naz.merepeeek.
he said that im growing -.-
hahah!
cause of my dp.naz getting chubbier seeeh.
and not sure if tmr meeting up.see my schedule first yeah.
:D

don told me smth surprising over msn.
HAHAHA
thanks ah don.

oh,and tmr he will die a horrible death.
whaaat only naz.hahah.
he punked me sia.
like so mean right.
dont u think so,donny boy?

i think he thinks no.look at his tag >>>>
somemore got wheeeee

confirm u die!


i think louis have not figured out who the guy is.
muahahahaha.
i wont tell him who it is cause he'll just disturb me.
daaaamit.

for you to find out,for me to know.

he hates this line and called me an idiot -.-
see how mean can this experienced guy get.

Labels: imy.

today its friday!
yay!!
weekends are here.
hahah.

sisters not schooling on monday,due to vesak day?
like not fair sia.
and me,in poly,have to go school.
why cant the government like just standardize the holidays aaaaah.

*yawns*

im sleepy,like serious sleepy suddenly.
wanna sleep but going jb soon,i think.
so,must stay up.
thus,this blog post is being typed now.


and i think i screwed up my interview just now.
HA HA.
i was too stumped to say anything and whatever i said either turned out to be rubbish or crap,i think.
i just dont think that i did well for the interview ah.

and louis told me not to be panic next time -.-
haaaai.try to kay,old man?
got 4 people in front of me with 3 other juniors with me.kinda intimidating to me ah.
and they ask questions that i was not prepared for.
i suck at interviews :(
womder how my working life will be if i cant even clear off interviews.


and today in class,i created a new style of muay thai.
HAHAH!!
some of my classmates didnt get it cause it was more of my grp's inside joke.
so when i explain,they didnt laugh that hard as wen bin and blake.
hahahaha.
and all the way i thought muay thai was MUAH THAI.
someone teased me just now.hahha.shaz i think.
eh naz,muah chee ah?
sorry ah people.HAHAH.

webcam with wen bin's friend.
one is raymond,ben and another one(i forgot his name! omg.)
haah! the ben and dunno-the-guy-name are like pervs sia.
but still fun ah cause they very funny like tht.
hahahahah.


in the morning,i heard someone calling out my name when i was entering agora hall.
BUT i did not turn my head around cause i was lazy??
haha! it turned out to be wenbin!
i kinda knew it was him but me being mean,just walked with my earpiece and music.
wahahahah.
sorry ah smoker.
next time i turned around.
when he told me abt this in class,funny sia.
he said,
i call out NAZ NAZ.u never turn around.i paiseh sia.everyone looking at me.
heh.

next time i turn around kay?
but u must SHOUT LOUD LOUD my name.
hahahah.


kay,update when i get back or whtever.
tkcre people.
and HAPPY VESAK DAY to those who are celebrating it!

old man!
cough cough somemore kay?
hahahahha


and im chatting with ali,one of the seniors who interviewed me today.
woaaaah.
hahahha

Labels: fck it.

im feeling the pain near my butt area.
its because of doing sit ups on a hard floor.
pain if i touch it.
must walk slowly now.
daaaaaaamn.

today's module was idk ah.
like boring.
can sleeeeep seh.
it was about graphs.
something tht im not good at.
since sec school.

got interview later.dunno wht they are gonna interview anw.
just go and go back.
hahahaha.

kay,im stumped.
dunno wht else to blog about.

eh wait.
ystd don farted in class.
he was like,people quiet ah.
then suddenly the farting sound came out.
i thought he was kidding.
skali it was for real sia.
and somemore i was sitting beside him and nowhere to turn to cause i was blocked in.
like damn chetot right this boy?
hahaha.
but at least he was honest abt it ah.
right don? -.- hahaha


kay lateeeeeer.

Labels: boring.

don made a combo of me -.-

im lame,funny,sexy,pretty,cute.

thanks ah don!

HAHAHAHA.



my sushi still haven give.
but soooon ah.
hahaha.

and this sushi boy like to flick me sia!
yknow painful anot??!!! grrrr
i know lah i cnnt flick properly.
later when i can do properly,u'll be sorry.
cheeeey.
heh

sushi boy smell nice :D

today had the floorball tryouts.
damn tired i tell u.first first only ah.
long time never exercise and run and stuff.

we had to go through 6 stations but my grp only went through the first 5 stops.
like whaaaat.
and when i was doing the beep test,i reached the 5.6 already and the instructor told me to stop.
daaaaamn.
the cinone tk suroh stop. aku dier suroh stop. merepeeeeek.

i know ah my stamina good.scared i run all the way till level 10 right??
HAHAHAHAHAH

i did 50 situps in idk how many mins.chey,best!
my shuttle run was for fun -.-
the controlling of the floorball was belo of me.
i got lost in the circuit.
hahahah!!!
people do the zigzag,i went off the circuit and happy happy say.finish!
in actual fact,the zigzag part,i left out.
belooooo.

adn there is another tryout on mondaaay.
wtheeeeeeelll!!
tkde keje lain kepe??!!
naseb i got a new friend.
heheh
thick face seeeh naz.
eh no ah.
im friendly.
she's 19 and her name is ain!
she's also a soccer player.
baik kepaaaaa.
heh.
we went home together2 just now.
talk talk.
we friends already :D
hahaha


im having cramps on my leg.
massage for me somebody??
hahah!!!

today's module is just ......
*points middle finger everywhere and say fck fck fck*
like serious shit sia!!

tomorrow maths.
please make me happy,maths(:

and fiqah dear,please get well!

im making things worse.for him.for me.

Labels: tired like fck.

Floorball/hiphop tryouts-wednesday at 5pm.

floorball got running running.
wearing shorts tmr laaah.
:D

hiphop,i cant give it a go cause floorball is kinda priority lah gitu.

SAS chiron club interview-thursday at 4.30 to 6.30 at W24A.

please be notified people who are in this club (:


Friday! im free!!!
i think.cant say too soon.
HAHA!

Rachel's music makes my day,everyday!
as long as she's sick uh.
i like her being sick.wakakakakaka
so mean sia naaaz.
no lah,kidding only kay rae?


tomorrow same grp as faraaaaah!!!
yay!
but the faci is like*make gagging sound*
nemind uh,good good.

louiiiiisssss going to dieeeeeee tmr.
watch out ah u!
say tht again,i'll choke u!
hahah!!!

and alot of gossips came out just now siaaaaa.
heeheh.


don!
thanks uh for the music.
and i hugged him accidentally just now -.-


going home like sooooon.
yayness!!

Labels: blaaaah

Labels: IGs.

morning was just suckish for me.

all i ever did was listen.
not enough for u?
when i speak up,i'll just shout out whatever im feeling inside.
and when i do that,u'll get upset.
and i'll make things worse.

i did that once and i was terribly mad at myself.
i never would want to be tht kind of girl,again.
i felt like a bitch.

what more u want?

do u even know,after every fight,i'll cry to myself?
do u even care?
sometimes i really wonder and ponder over it real hard.
i'll act like the strong one.
but sometimes,i cant take it.
people have their breaking points.
me too,im human.

i dont know whts gonna happen.
i love you,i really do.
i cherish you like hell.
eh no,heaven.

but sometimes,i want u to listen to me too.
not just me playing that part.

Labels: sigh.

Went to my aunty house when we reached spore tadi.
First thing i said to dad was,
Ayah gi rumah aunty midah ah.nak jumpe fahmi hayden.
And he called my aunt’s house to see if they were at home anot.
And they were :D
I was soooo fucking happy sia!
So long tk jumpe my cute anak sedares.heh
Im an aunty yknow (duh!)
An aunt to cute cute anak sedares.
a girl and a boy.
waaaaah
Fahmi has changed alot.hah! see the pics below for some comparison lah eh.

this was him last time.a year ago?

cuteneeeeeess.

Labels: family.