Welcome to MY LIFESTORY .
I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.

Greetings and Salutations.


HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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-ACOUSTIC GUITAR!
-SHOPPING!
-a new handphone and new line!(probably in march)
-hoodies
-new wallet
-pocket dress
-new nice smelling perfume
-tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc
-skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS!
-converse high cut sneakers
-everlast shoes
-earrings
-watches,belts,bangles
-backpack,sidebag
-a bestboyfr?
-go star gazing with someone (:
-go ice-skating with someone (:
-clean my wardrobe.
-grow a litttle bit taller.
-have a flat tummy.
-eat at PASTAMANIA
-learn to play the guitar.
-write a song.
-PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.


Designer: anorex!c
Image: Monislawa

November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

my hp is sort kebabai!
sheesh
urgh.
argh.

LGGGGG,why are u doing this to me?

i cant even touch anything on the screen just now.
it was like having a mind on its own.
cnnt switch it off till i manually took out the battery -.-
wth.

went to national lib at bugis.
it was awesome.
hehe.
and tirin?
cause i was carrying bag and my shoulders hurt :(

the exhibition is superb cool.
there were old stuff in there.
map of asia.quran.artefacts aaah
coooool ;)


then i borrowed 16 BOOOKS!
yayness!
the promotion thingy ends today.
so i just borrowed the books :D
hehehehe.

when i saw those shelves of books,i was like waaaaaaaah.
gonna take as many as i can

naz gonna be a bookworm,again.
:D


dad told me something abt my grandmother(dad's mother) while at the cemetery just now.
my grandmother's scarf looks brand new.
although it has been 18 yrs since she died,her scarf was just brand new.
allahuakhbar.
dad said tht the scarf was her fav one and it was juuusssttt..................
there was not even a scratch on it or torn frm anything.
wow,18 yrs underground and still in tht condition.

i didnt go to sentosa today :(
due to some matters.

see the rest on thurs then?
hopefully....

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chatting with ayu brought me back to old times.
hahah!
when we were soooo kentalans.
we got JENDOLS.
we were just kental to THE MAX.
:D


and hopefully outing with her menjadi?
da laaaaame i nvr see this short-cute-hot friend of mine.
HAHAHHA

we shall go exercise by cycling :D heeee


bestfr is heavier and taller than me :(
well,he's a guy.
should be tht way.
hahah!
he's gonnaaa cccaaarrrryyyy me for fun cause im sooooooooo light!
yayness ah gitu.


im actually 10kg lighter and 11cm shorter than him ;)


mum just bought durians!
it taste just mmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm.
hehe.
sedaaap oi.
but bestfr doesnt like.
bleah.
wasted gitu.


tmr SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
gonna bring card,twister and some food?
hehehe

:D

happy!

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woke up at 10.30 like tht.
hahah.best ah can wake up abiiit late.
i slept at 2.15am -.-

msged bestfr cause i was supposed to.
heh. and then i rolled here and there on bed.
not wanting to get uuuppp.
:(


then i dragged myself to toilet to bath.
was hungry but lazy to prepare myself food.
instead i watched SCHOOL HOUSE ROCKS KARAOKE VERSION :D
bestfr wanted to buy some food for me but then by the time he reach my house,my family will be back.
end up,stomach was empty and waited for family to get bck frm jb and bring me out for lunch.
yes naz.to tht extent eeeh.
trok trok.


went to jurong point to eat with family :)
there's famous amos and chewy juniooor.
haaaaai,i'll go there veeerrryyy often IF it was near.
cause got COOKIEESSS :D
hehehe


oh,and bestfr gonna prevent me from being aneroxic by bringing me out for meals!
HAHAHA!!
buuuuut i wont be one.
cause i'll be slim and sexaaaaay,always ;)
macam pahaaaaam.


im at home now.
downloading music and listening to them.
tmr will be at home alone till 1pm when mum gets back frm work.
and there'll be e-learning
oh sheeeeeeesh.


come home faster from your jogging.

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bestfriend is niceeee :D
had dinner just now with him.

he finished up what i couldnt finish.
nvm,he'll be fiiiit!
never fat nyer!

his shoe is nice :(
i want one like his.

heheheh.

then we walked home.
exercise beeeeb.

and tadaaa! im still awake
and bestfr msging me.

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tonning is tiring.
i swear.
hahah! naz kentaaaal.

i reached home at 7.50 gitu.
then slept till 5pm.
only to be awaken by someone calling me abt the overnight camp.
yr 1 do not need to come.haaai


and now im aloone at home.
family at jb enjoying seafood!
:'(

soooooooo ystd,went west coast there to chiiill.
maha jauh seh.
there were many M&M there when the late night approaches.
equppied with their guitar.HAHA

when i first met sheery,it was superb!
hahah.
she was my age and we straight away talked abt my nail polish.
and the guys were like,
eeh!! girl slumber party aaaah!

-.- guuuys.

there was zul and his bandmates and sheery(correct speliing?) and the guitar.

some M were stoning when we got to this place.
haaaai,aper nk jadi.

west coast is a nice place.
but boring place cause the playground like turn out boring gitu.
not enough swings for me and sheery/sherry to play with :(

but then we sing to some songs tht JACKY played.
weeeee.

one of the mats even talked to us randomly.
-.-
he said dil was HOT.
hahah!
and had this im-high look.
not once or twice did he stopped by our grp to talk to us.
but maaany times.
ahah!
and he'll say,PEACE!

hmmmmm......
wht else eeeh?


aiya.idk aah.


wondering how to sleep later at night.
with the house being dark.
urgh.

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painted my toe nails.
yes,toe nails.
noooow my nails are all black.
teehee :D

im afraid that the cycling ltr tk jadi :(
cause the weather like gonna rain.
saaaaaaaddd.
then i'll be going to jb i think.
tmr will be back for the overnight camp.
:( :( :(


bestfr was worried abt me.
awwww.
cause i didnt reply his msg.
padehaaal i was asleeeep.
hehe.
i'll tell u next time lah eeeeh.

he already has a gf.
his soccer ball -.-
boys and their soccer balls.
whtevaaaa lah eh.


i just want my bestfriend to be haaappppyyy :)

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watch the news at channelnewsasia just now in the morning.
and they have this movie comments part.
and the person was talking abt TRANSFORMER 2.

she said that the movie was RUBBISH.
wth -.-
she even give only ONE popcorn for it.
ONE popcorn means 'dont bother'.
serioooouuussss shit seh.
urgh.
she said it LIVE on worldwide i guess.

and MJ and FARRAH FAWCETT has died.
they will always be remembered.
rest in peace.

i repainted my nails again.
HAHAH!
nth better to do right naaaz?
only repaint those tht look, well not nice?


kay kay.a few more hours till i meet zul and the rest for cycling.
hheheheh.
cant waaaaaiiiitttt.
and idk what to wear!
omg naz.
stakat gi cycling jer kaaan.


hehehheheh.


kay ciaaaoooo.


lateeeeeeeeer or tmr?

:D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAZIFAH BINTE AHMED(16th). FARAH RASSEMI(18th). SYAHIRAH bte MOHD GAPOR(18th).

Today is the first day of quarantined. I woke up at 8am. Not thaaat best ah. Hahah.tmr wake up a bit later i guess.

Com was giving me the shits yoooo. Seriously tooty toot.

I don’t like it when its like this.
Shiiiit.

I paint my nails! Yay yay! It turned out bad? Urgh. but its black and i LOVE black.
so wht the hell. but whtever ah.i went to chongpang with my new nails and i just love the feeling.HAHA! perasan

Utha gonna write song for me.kay yayness! His voice poweeeer!

Tomorrow overnight cycling!
In other word,im tonning(correct spelling?)
Heheeheeh. First timeeer.
I btter not sleep and just cycle and cycle.
Omg.im excited for tmr! I’ll try to take pictures? hahah
pls mske it happen.dont last min changes.
:)


These feelings will last.

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LOVE geek specs :D

evacuation during lunch.
false fire alarm drill.
and i thought it was over.only during sec sch.
webcamming session had to be cut off.
warnings was sound over and over and over again through the PA system.
irritating like toooot.
then security guard come in and say,
faster pack and go out.
-.-
we knw what was said.
kay,nvm.

then like leceh aaah,evacuation point was like far?
and with our bag and my bekal lagi.
sheesh.
menyusahkan to the max.

and then,yg boil my blood was.we spent like less than 15 mins at the carpark.
the people just say smth like,its clear or whtever thingy.
and then we were clapping and i was saying,wht the fck.
and then we were walking up to class back.
like whaaaat?

grrrrr btol ah.

louis made fun of my sec sch pictures.
i knw laaaah.
i was nerdy to the max.
it started when i translated this comment at fb.
and i showed louis the comparison aaah.
and he said i look better now.
wahahahah :D

you're still my kucing kurap!
bapok kucing kurap!

after sch,i didnt get my double chocs chip cookies.
saaaad right :(
but nvm.weds ltr can have!
muahahaah.

went chongpang after waiting for the loooooooooooong bus tht didnt come for 20 mins?
damnit.
dad and mum fetch me instead and went chongpang!
bought my hair clip which was lost long ago.
and also my FIRST EVER nail polish.
its BLACK.
teeheeeeee :D

its sucha pity tht naz gets to paint her nail now.
sheesh.

but like whtevaaaaaaaaaaaa *flips hair*

bestfr aaaah.go study how to do a prefect pedicure for meeeeee.
hah

i can go paint my nails tmr!

im gonna not be in school for a week.
cause quarantined?
hah!

but we still have to do our classes online.
wtfck.

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this were the pics for my DEAREST BOSS :D his bday was on mon. someone OOOOLLLDDDD already.24 seeeh.hahaha.all the best in ur future and go find a gf lah! hahahah.

BOSS,WELOVEYOU!


oh and a piece of cake dropped cause i could catch it? hahah.mira aaaah!! the pretty hot mira jane. she continued cutting the cake for me till it dropped.and then the people people left me alone to take care of the cake.

moral of the story-dont let a small girl like me jaga a cake.

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Chiron was best! Hahah.im in programming thingy for the amazing race thingy.
Hahah, all thingy thingy eh naz.

And someone fall from the chair.hehehehhihihihihuhuhuu :D

After Chiron, went subway and bought COOKIES.heheheheeh. then went lib to supposedly do RJ,but then nad and I talked.and we make a pinky swear abt something ;)
she went off with syakilah and then i was alone at lib.

Ali waited with me,while i was waiting for zul. THANKS ALI :D

Then met up with zul cause he bought for me the superduperuber nice tahueh!heheheh. THANKS EEEEEH. he send me home and we talked and talked abt some of the things that happen to me and him.

The phrase of the day is.
Don’t make someone your priority when you’re just an option to them.

It made me think.like really think. He was in my shoes before.and now im like him,last time.

Baaah,have to think for myself :D

Kay nights! Tomorrrooowwww playing truth or dare. Don’t buih ah,buih boy. If u do,bang REAL HARD the window.muahahahaha

oh,and tmr u simply die.

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Shall type what i remembered.haha

Ystd went to town with family and cousins.we ate at popeye! Hehe. Soooooo nice BUT i ate little cause idk.no mood maybe? Then walked around the flyer area and took pictures ! yayness.i have yet to upload it.see first how later eh.

Then went to al-falah mosque for maghrib.while in the restroom to take wuduk,there was this small girl who was there too,taking wuduk. She was soooo cute.HAHAH.the way she took her wuduk.i was fascinated.cheeeey.hahah.but it was just waaaaah. When she was done with it,she looked up at me and smiled.her face was adorable.heheheh.i didn’t see her when i went up to the praying area L
We walk to TAKA and there was SAMBA MASALA performing.cool stuff :D

then went far east and dad did smth.hehe.we asked him to shout tht he loves us one by one,at one part of the staircase in FEP.hehe.see the video up up.hahahh

On sat,we ate seafood!hehehe.yes,like again.this time it was ifah’s celebration.nice to the max :)

And something cute happen.hehe.
Dad went to the petrol station cause sisters cnnt tahan to go toilet.theeeen there was this car filled with malay boys who were cute.

They have tht sloppy sloppy hair and nice-macho hair and were faaaiiiirrr? HAHAH!!

One of them got out frm the car,went to the toilet. Our car was situated right outside the toilet and only me and mum was in it.and the cute guy smiled!! HAHAHAH.and he waved a small wave.haha!and mum was like,eh eh ni bdk! Tk takot kepe mak dier kt dlm kerete!

Her reaction was soooo funny.hahahah!! it turned out tht the guy did not care even when my dad was beside the car.the guy went back to his car,rolled down his window and wave and pointed at me and smileee.

Mum was pointing back at him and dad was giving a blank look cause he doesn’t really knw wht was happening till he went in the car.
HAHAHAHAHAH!!

weekend was great i guess :)

Labels: wahahah.

i did it.
i know it.
i was prepared.


but my shield and armour was not strong enough.
im scolding myself for being so weak.


it won't happen again.
i promise.

Labels: brave enough.

am at sch library now,eating subwaaaay cookies! *heaven*
library is daaaamn BIIIIGGG!
idk where to start to read the books.
but i cant wait to start,soon.
heheh
*rubs hand together*
heheheh

going jb later.


i di not bring my sec sch uniform as planned?
mum put it in the store.
i have yet to dig for it.
monday,i shall bring it!
:D

after eating food,i was not pale again.
i felt somehow energise?
hahha.
i guess i was tired.
well,damn those thinking here and there.

and i like jerms hoodie!
hehe.
its red.

i was reddish today.
red singlet,red watch and red hoodie!
heheheheh.

kay bye.
misses and hugs and kisses! :)

im scared of losing him now.
but i have to.

Labels: new song.

i shall update for now.

IM HUNGRY!!!

i ate 4 slice of bread at 6.50am and my stomach is asking for more now.
now is 9.48 am.
HAHAHHA.

later right during lunch.my sotmach confirm dont want to eat.
it can only receive food according to mood
-.-
weird lah my stomach.
argh.

im tired too.
okay fck,im tired everyday.
but maybe only today extra tired?
ystd night.too many thoughts were in my mind.
the common question was,
what if......

argh.
willpower.willpower.

you feel a million miles away :(

Labels: tireeeeeeed.

today is the LAAAAST DAY of packing the goodie bags.
we were the most systematic one?
the others were like kene robebd or something.
papers,boxes,plastics thrown everywhere.

dinner with the girls was awesome! hehe
laugh like crazy people while eating.

there was bitching here and there.
we didnt knw tht we knw THE PEOPLE.
whaaat a coincidence.
hah!

communications was kinda screwed up?
haaaai.
why laaah eh?

amd someone sang with the guitar abt fishball,rainbow,sausage and HELLO KITTY.
like merepek kaaan?
somemore sing with semangat. -______-"
HAHAHAAH
but nice lah the voice.
powerful maaah.
mcm reaaal.

my piercing bleeding.
shit.

gotta be strooooong.
gotta keep my head held high.

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just now i felt like a factory girl.
HAHAH!
i packed the goodie bags for my sch charity run.
i got paper cuts (shiok to the max) and my eyes BECAME RED? ugh
irritation i guess.

the ppl tht were in my grp is daaaamn best! haha!
we were the only grp tht was ALL girls and so,we were the last one to finish the assigned tasks.
HAHAHA!! TROOOOK.

im tired. shagged to the bone (got such thing) but im still chatting and not doing my RJ.
naaaaz,wht the hell happened to you?


and you should know it's you,boy.

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it's bad this time.
you got me feeling all weak.
i dont want to feel what im feeling inside.
when it comes to you,there's nothing i can do.

it's too much.
its too late.
i can't make you feel the way i want you to.
it was supposed to be like this.

i put too much hope on you.
but how can i not?
you're always filled with mixed emotions.
leading me on and then...
make me fall as hard as i could possibly get.

i tried to hold on
to nothing...
i can't forget about everything.
no matter how hard i try.
there'll always be you.

and i wish so badly
that things will be like last time
which was ages ago.
how i wished.

i tried too hard to hold on.
and you keep letting me go.
i dont know what else to do


so it shall be a slow goodbye.
for me to you.
and i'll try.

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didnt go for tarian cause i got my allergic reaction.
-.-
of allll days eeeeh.
greaaat. well,hopefully Q will teach me the steps? kay kay sayangku? sayaaaaaaang kau! hhahah
*hugs*


but then it was back to normal.grrr. why lah you come ah reaction? ugh.

so went town(like again nyer again) with sisterS! haha.like best to the max seeeeeh. once a while we get to do this shopping outing cause each of us busy with sch and stuff.

on the way to bugis street,we went to the toilet at bugis junction.aaaannnddd when we were going out,there was 3 kinda hot chinese guys.one of them was walking with this confident swagger and this 'hot' look.
skaaaaali he tripped! HAHAH! in front of me and sis. HAHAHA!! i was like eeeeeeh! hahah.
and his friends laughed at him and can see tht he was damn paiseh.aaaah must see where you walk laaah boy.

went bugis,shop for erah's clothes.she got tshirts.me too(hehe!) join skali,ape salahnyer kaaaan? hahahah

then went to fareast plaza.and i got my dress shirt! yay! hahah.the whole main point of the outing just now was to buy for erah's clothes.but it was like me who went for the shopping.greaaaat sister :D

i cant really go shopping once sch starts next week (O.M.G!) haaaai.so fast my holidays pass.2 WEEKS! wht do you expect naz?

been getting this anonymous calls from somebody or someone or some people.whenever i answer,he/she will keep quiet and then hang up. -.- whaaaat lah? ugh.

Labels: stop your nonsense.

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and ouch-ness.
my piercing hurts.
it sting ah actually.
naz kentaaaal -.-
HAHAHA!
not nice.
like sticking out.


malay dance today was a whole lot of dizziness. we learned new steps today.it involved turning around and around and around and around and AROUND. naz here didnt do the point stop and she became reaaaaaaaaal dizzy.the seniors had to ask her to sit down. haha! naz naz.


but it was really dizzying seh. grrrr.


after tht,went interchange with wana and wani and fida. something unexpected came into view.like seriously.i was taken aback by it.HAHA! unsangkarables.


ifah was late by 4 mins. -.- hahhah! made me wait alone at the mrt station.
then mrt-ed to dhoby ghout to wisma. wanted to exchange the dress i bought ystd. cause there were some defects which i didnt check thoroughly for. naz is poteeeek.


while waiting for the train otw back,something funny hppen.HAHAH


after tapping cards,me and ifah were going down the escalotor.our mrt just arrived.so as usual,singaporeans push here and there to go in and out. i wanted to rush to the mrt.but then,the red light was blinking indicating the door was abt to close.so i just walk lor.


BUUUUT there was this mum and two of her young girls.she MAHA kiasu sia! red light blinking,she was still running towards the train. and she was running infront while her two daughters tried to keep up with her. when she was nearing the door which was reaaallly going to close,she just grab the nearest dauhgter and squeezed into the cabin. she left something behind,on the platform. HER YOUNGEST DAUGHTER.


the young daughter was just mere inches from the sliding doors when it closed and her family was looking out of it. she stood stumped. her actions were hanging. and her face held a distorted expression! HAHAHAH.muker cramp.hahha.the mouth in awkward direction.the hadn like idk ah.hahhaha.anak cik leh. funny giler nak mampos! hahhaha. she stood like tht with tht expression in front of the doors(still) till some passerbys went up to her.

if i was her,i will stand still like tht. how was i supposed to go back ? ezlink all with mum.dont knw my way around spore.HAH.

this was like the case where, mak selamatkan diri sendiri. in eng,the mum saves herself.HAHAHA

me and ifah went off,laughing.yes,i knw we are bad.but then her face was like priceless sia. HAHAHAH.even in train,we were laughing2 abt it. meaaaanies sia naz.

went NP.bought double choc frappe LARGE! and went peircing.HAHAHA. then went home.initial plan was to go lib to return book but we both forgot it.

tmorrow stay at home! mum making pizzas! heheheh.then thurs go dance and then ECP! yayness.

and the video uploaded in my post is just well.idk. just reading through the words provided in the video. masya allah.

GOD IS GREAT.

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wake up at 7.30 am.then on laptop.mum called to help her peel onions.hahaha!! i cried tears of joy,like seriously.

met up with zul quite late? heh.supposed to meet at 2pm but ME,being the rajin daughter,changed to 3pm.hahah!

and he carried just the guitar bag with the guitar inside. no bag.
i was like,omg.ahah! i dont think i can go out without a proper bag whre i can put my stuff in it.

mrt-ed to dhoby ghout.WALKED to the tahueh shop.and the tahueh there is like nice! gonna bring bestie there.heheh.walked to PS cause i wanted to go cotton on.
actually can go TAKA if i want to go cotton on and pull-and-bear.
but naz here didnt hear wht zul was saying -.- so in the end,i wasted the walking journey ard PS which i can use for to TAKA.

at PS,there was this trailer being shown for the new movie,drag me to hell. automatically,i closed my ears but eyes were still open.and there was people aroundd me.and zul tease me abt it.grrrr.
i can SEE the horror thing but i dont wanna HEAR it. weird enough? hah

im also a cute monkey cause i laugh like one! HAHHAH

then went to TAKA.searched for pull and bear shop.the things were like not thaaat nice.hah! the nice2 ones tht i saw in her blog,was nowhere to be found.went to wisma instead.bought 2 dresses!yayness! zul helped me out in deciding which to buy.

i went in to try,come out,show him okay anot.he nods,good.he shakes,no good.HAHAH

after tht,went to taka garden. he changed the guitar strings.while i sit there,looking at the surroundings?HAHAH! then he taught me the basics of the guitar notes.

i have to:

• cut my nails so tht i can PRESS HARDER,no out of tune sounds.
• make my fingers longer and fatter.
• write a song.pls pls
• learn the notes sooon.

then went home!

and zul has to help someone with something nooooow.

and she is attached.wth has happen to the world? hahaa! if she is,i want HIM! wahahahah.

i dont wanna be a ghost of your past.
make me your present and future.
and i'll make your life the bestest.
up for it boy?

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