Welcome to MY LIFESTORY .
I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.

Greetings and Salutations.


HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
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-ACOUSTIC GUITAR!
-SHOPPING!
-a new handphone and new line!(probably in march)
-hoodies
-new wallet
-pocket dress
-new nice smelling perfume
-tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc
-skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS!
-converse high cut sneakers
-everlast shoes
-earrings
-watches,belts,bangles
-backpack,sidebag
-a bestboyfr?
-go star gazing with someone (:
-go ice-skating with someone (:
-clean my wardrobe.
-grow a litttle bit taller.
-have a flat tummy.
-eat at PASTAMANIA
-learn to play the guitar.
-write a song.
-PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.


Designer: anorex!c
Image: Monislawa

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October 2009

this private no caller is getting on my nerves.
i swear.
been going on for a few months?
he'll call randomly.
urgh.

call me just now.
say assalammualaikum and i reply back.
then he just hang up.
-.-
cheeeeeetot.

or better, he'll say hi/hello and i'll say back.
and then this silent seconds before he hang up.
wth?
_l_

i cant possibly avoid all private no right?
darling and some others have private nos.
i dont wanna miss a call from her or the rest.
sheessshhh.
irritating bugger.


if you're a GUY and you SURELY have ZE BALLS right?
so SPEAK UP YOUR NAME!
if you dont,then you're just PLAIN CHICKEN ah.
GO CLUCK CLUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE.
oh em geeeeeeeee lah you boy.

urgh.argh.aaaaah.


im having my red companion now.
greaaaaattt.
unstable moods,cramps,suffering. HAHAHA

MATHS IS SUCKY.
no kidding.
just now went to shaiha's class to clarify some things (THANKS TAU BEB)
i suddenly felt very stressed up cause ppt like incomplete and charles will surely ask questions to see whether did we understand the problem statement or not.
then like urgh ah.
cause damnit.i did not understand the program.
but i got to explain my slide quite okay with some mistakes in it.
but im relived tht its over. haha

in class just now,
G kena bully like hell.
the thing is,why can't you speak up?
its just like.....

idk ah.
you told us to believe you.
but then it seemed like.
every truth you tell is like a lie.
so how?

one moment that.one moment this?
whaaaat daaaaa?
sheessshh.


i got my first ever KINDER JOY today
much love.

Labels: bully G, kinder joy, private caller

i paid $1.40 for my bus fare to go yishun.
the uncle damn rude,i swear.
he saw my ugly photo on my ezlink card.
he looked at it daaaaamn long.
maybe he was thinking, is this really her?
hahah

then he said,
you are not entitled to pay 55 cents.
must you be that english ah apek?
shheeesssh
da lah ader mole.
urgh.
i swear i wont take the bus if HE'S the DRIVER.
boleeeeeeh gitu eh naz.
HAHAHAHA

i seriously need more clothes.
money,please rain down on me.

Labels: rude one

• im having moodswings nowadays cause of what happened to me -.-
  and its about a unreasonable matter
  
• i've known you for more than 2 months and you've changed :(
• formal day yesterday turned into a sad/boring/fun/frustrated/tiring day. pffft
• indian faci from india was just pissing everyone yesterday.
• first time HJ was daaaaamn pissed.
  
• bought a new skirt.
• saw beanie guy :D
• meeting tomorrow about chiron.
• the shirt is still with me with that cupboard smell. i like :D
• my black nails are chipped off -.-
• i dont think being a good girl is ever good.
• many thoughts are running through my mind.
• class gonna change soon :(
• need more clothes.
• i wanna cuddle up to you and tell you everything :(

Labels: point form

and here is the wonderful roller chair racers.
hahahahhah


blake(red guy) created it.
and thus,its like a hobby now.
after school,line up chairs and RACEEEEE.

its daaamn tiring.i swear.

buuuuuut i think because we(me and yani) shout shout here and there.
okay naz,its not shouting. it was screaming.
eventhough we hold on to the guy's chair,we did not win.
shheeesssh.

don cheated. expecteeeeddd. hahahah

han fong fell down and came in last. tsk.
but he was giving this lame excuse abt being a gentleman so tht the 2 girls can win.
awwww.

funnnyyyy and fffuuuunnnnnn.
heeee

yani! tmr wear shoooeee.and we'll win the race! ^^


i paint my nails the new pink.
it doesnt look thaaat nice.
like mermaid -.-

im gonna repaint to black,sooooon.
urgh.


kay nights.

Labels: fuuuunnnn

videos of my classmates.
first 2 is our very own roller chair race.
yes,our coolest but LAME guy in class created it.


after school,some of the guys went out from class with their own chairs.
then they created a line and RACE around the level.
some were pulling each other to be able to reach the finishing line.
-.-

but i love my class.
sad to say,we are going to change class like sooon?
in a few MONTHS time.
:(


oh,and the last video was blake doing the moonwalk.
he like pro :D
heh

Labels: E35K

HAHHAHA!!
my idiotic face.


firstly,HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO FARID BIN BIDIN!
aku nyer bieeee yang tk miss aku. yg da sombong psl da ader pompan baru kt sane.
yg da seboooook giler utk msg aku. senang kate, yang da LUPER AKU.
fine.bye.

sooooo.today i wore skirt.
yes skirt.
the one that louis say is CURTAIN.
hahahahah.
disturb me like nobody's business.
disturb disturb but still wanna take picture with me -.-
tmr get picture from LOVE abt my skirt.heh

first and last time im wearing it to sch.
serious,tk bedek.


first break,went down to buy RAINBOW ICECREAM for shahrin who wore soooo nice today.
formal beb! :D
my turn will be on monday.
heeee

i did not eat anything in the morning and suddenly got this icy cold nice heavenly taste going down my throat and into my stomach.
which lead to me having cramps for awhile.
sheeessshhh.
but serious,rainbow damn niicccee.
and its CHEAAAP!
hahahaah

ooooh,and i bought this new nail polish.
its waaarrmmm glittery pink.
hahahah.
zul doesnt know wht warm pink is.
sheessshh.

beesstttfffrrrriiieeennnddd,you know what to do riigghhhtt?
hahahha!!
better be nice!
:D

i miss you kaaaay?
meet up soooonnnn
xoxo ;)


theres this handsome guy who just finish his soccer training and bought snacks cause he wants to eat at home instead and will ONLY tag if i type this.
HAHAHAH!
raabbbaaakkk kaaannn.




kay nights!

Labels: sooooooon

okay bye, bastard.

ystd went to the MARINA BARRAGE with the just-turned-17-year-old guy.

the cake is nice. heheheh (puji diri sendiri)
but muak ah after continuously eating.
sheessshhh.

but im haapppyyy tht i managed to bake it just right.

went out late,not according to plan.urgh.
in the end,met at 6?
hahhaha

heheh.caaauuussee naz here very belo.daaammmnnnn bbeeellllooooo.
she stop at the wrong place and confidently told tht someone she was at marina station.
in actual fact,she was at RAFFLES PLACE.

and this boy went to make fun of it.
HAHAAH. fiinnneeee.
whteveeer.

there were freaking much construction workers.
serious,tk bedek.

went out frm mrt sattion.
and there were banglas,china workers and etc.

took shuttle bus.
while otw there, these workers can like just cross the road.
and THE BUS like have to STOP for THEM.
horn here and there.
and they have this selenger bacen look -.-
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

reach there.walked on the ROCKY paths.
cause typical sporeans?

went up to the 'top floor'. niccceeee view.

oh oh! and i saw LEE KUAN YEEEWWW.
yeaaaah.
he was wearing pink formal shirt and pants?

he was shaking hands with the people there.
look look around and then he was gone.
-.-

i soooo love the water playground there.
aahahhaha.
nice niccceeee
iz didnt,cause he wore shoes.
sheeesssshhh
his shoes damn niccceee.
its NIKE AIR,i think?
heh

i want it,pretty please?
:D :D






little pics cause he dont wanna pose -.-

whtevaaaa.

dinner at ljs.
then went hooommeeee.
not late!
hahha



enjoy enjoy. happy happy. smile smile.

Labels: heeee

penn badgley is HOOOOTTTTT.
heheheh

and he's like the innocent guy in the series.
*swoon and melt*

im loving gossip girls.
and addicted to it laaaaah seeeeeehhh.
they are just rich and super bitchy at times.
HAHAHHA


it turned out haaaardddd.im sooo sad sad.
sheeessshhhh.



kay nights,wanna sleeeeep.

tomorrow,tomorrow.
:D

Labels: hot gossip guy.

kay,go.
enjooooy your daaay!!!

Labels: THE birthdaaaay.

and there you goooooo.
louis and han fooong.
go w**k!
HAHAHHA


today is the end of the weeeeek.
like fuuuuuh.
had 3 UTs.
problem statement was just super tough.

and alhamdulillah.
i paid back my fasting days.
for a WEEK.
no more burden anymore :D
im happpyyyy!

one was abt basketball -.-
i dont likeee.
cause i dont play it and i dont know the foul thingy and all.
more of -______________-"

RJ question was more of A-maths topic.
like whaaaattt....
sheeessshh.
binomial distribution.
what the toot?

not going jb this week.
hahah.
dad wanna service the other car.
so me and sisters staying in sporrreee.
i love my country!
kay,tk perlu.

should i go tomorrow?
hmmmm



kaaaaaaay,few more houuurrrsss
;D

Labels: faster faster

i cannot eat with my bestfriend anymore.
he likes to disturb me eating.
and he's full of crapness.
AHAHAHA
tkleh angkaaat.

someone's birthday coming up *kening naik naik*

kay goodnight :D

Labels: ness

while in car with dad otw home,
i was looking out of the window and listening to the radio.

then skali got this CHINESE GUY showed me this.
_l_

wtf ssiaaaaaa.

he even did that with this smile on his face.
like toooot siaaa.

then he drove off to a junction.

then i told dad abt it.
dad says, tu org tk betol.

i agree *nods head numerous times*

my dad didnt even cut into his lane or whtever,
and he gave tht rude remark.
oh sheeessshhh.

if dad wasnt there,
i would just have shown him back
-.-

orang tk betol jangan nk drive aaaah.
tebiaaaaat.

Labels: chinese guy, middle finger

i came home,tired and hungry.
who doesnt, after not eating in school.
im fasting,thts why.

it was just any normal day.
and then you just tick off like a timer bomb.

all i did was just tht small mistake.
and you went all the way to my past.
bringing it up like as if it matters sooooooo much to you but you said last time tht it didnt.

im confused,really.

you just went talking all those shit to my face while i kept quiet.
i just didnt know why i did not say anything back at you.
maybe because i was too tired.
maybe this happens oh-so-many-times.

inside,i was just cracking here and there.
its called the silent tears.
kay,fck whtever naz.

when people are angry, they tend to just spit out whatever comes to mind.
sometimes irrational stuff too.

it happens all the time.

well,what else can i say.
i cant possibly stop it from happening right?
but i can avoid it.
i'll try next time.

i guess its fine with me to cry once in a while.
cry silently.

Labels: breaking down

Labels: groupie

im happy :D

met THEEEEE bestfr tadi.

maths.proportions.snatch.scratch.pinch.twist.turn.pain.happy.misses.goodbyes.


oh and zuuuuuuul, goodluck tomorrow for your gig!
play well and dont paniicccc.
cheeey.hahahah!!!
naz macam paham.
leave a tag IF u read this :D

GOOOODDDLLLLUUUCCCKKKKK too to jacob(im sorry),clifton and aidiiiilllll :D

kay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

back on sundaaaayyyy.


ryan gosling is hooooot.
hahah.
watch 'the notebook' ystd after school.
afiqah watched BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. ahhaahaha ;)

notebook is just the best romantic movie aaaaah,ever.
moved me to tears.
hahahahh

and wan and zul and fiqah is just a bunch of fuuuuunnnnn ppl. HAHAHHA
from tips to jokes to teasing.
hahahah,merepek ah koraaaang.


stayed up nearly to 8.
went home allooonnnee :(
bestfr's hp was dead cause the batt was flat.
so yeeeaaahhh.

but then bestfr staayed up with me and then :D


hahahaah

Labels: minah pic

i felt like a prisoner in school.
like what the toot.

we even have a freaking bell sounded to show tht our break time is over.
and this man saying in a gruffy voice,
'your break is over.please return to ur classes....'

this preventive measure against H1N1 is just super irritating ah.
even our break time kena cut down.
not only tht, we have to go to specified canteens.
if we go to the wrong ones,we will not be allowed to go in
-.-
oh,and we must show them the given coloured stickers for the day.
so ppl like louis and shahrin and don,the nonsense ppl,
put their sticker at nonsense places
HAHAHAH. expected.

then had chiron meeting.
met THE girls.hehe.
we were to be in the same grp.
but then we were sub divided into another smaller grp.
so we were separated
awwww :(
ahhaah

after tht,met up with bestfr *kening naik-naik*
hahahh!!
had light dinner.he paid for it cause i only wanted fries.if i eat many many,ltr i boooonceeeet.
and i did part of RJ along the way.
all the way,he was being merepek yknooooow.
sheeeessshhhh.
tapi tkpe,kater bestfr kan.hahaha
and he's a stubborn little fellooooowwwww :p
tsk


and now,i wanna bath and sleeeeeeeep.

tmr should i wear skirt?
HAHAHAHHA
we'll seeeeeeee :D

nights!
:D :D

Labels: stubborn bestfr

today is abt cells.
i was just very hard at work.
HAHHA
was writing down whtever tht i needed to say.
maha panjaaang.
i usually just read frm the slides.

its kinda diff for me.
HAHAH!!
my mood is soooo random.

oh and my dearest louis is suchaaaa timer.
urgh.
whteveeer.
its oveeeeer.

:p

in class,
he even have the CHEEEEEK to drag me down my chair.
i was sitting on my chair.
and he's opposite from me.
he dragged my legs from under the table till i was sliding down my chair.
told him to stop,he happy happy drag somemore.
till i DROP DOWN HARD ON THE FLOOR.

then there was this groaning girl under the table.
sheeeesssh -.-
he was still holding my leg when i dropped down.

roll here and there.groan here and there.
and i crawled out from under the table like crawling away from a DANGEROUS BOOOOY.

threw whtever stuff at him.
urgh.

why am i sooo light?

while presenting just now in class.
loga ask me a question about my slide.
i wanted to explain to him my answer.

but the diagram was at the top.
and i couldnt reach to explain what i was saying to loga.
i jumped up and pointed.
then took marker and did the jumping.
it didnt do any good.LOVE.

and i said aloud to the class,
why am i short?
and laughed laughed.

HAHAHAHA!!!


tmr got UNDERSTANDING TEST lah seeeeeeh.
and dammit,i haven study for it.
sheeeeeeeeeeeesh


okay yayness.
no tarian today or thurs till get green light frm sch to have practices in school compund.
so can studddyyyyyy :D
kay mcm pahaaaaam.
hahahah

Labels: being short and light

mood . swings . really . sucks .


nazahah . dont . like . it .

in the morning,i didnt get my breakfast.
my stomach was upset.
i got moody.
i was quiet at school.

break only bought waffle.
some kind of joy for my stomach.
HAHAHA


then came lunch,i just couldnt eat anything.
although i went down to canteen,the smell of food was just not appetising.
there was even this 'hamis' smell.
eeewww.


i bought barley,went up class with fiqah and ain.
the rest stayed behind to eat at canteen.

i felt like a anorexic kid -.-

i just have this bad feeling about something.
but its unexplainable.
i dont know why.

well, when people have moodswings they tend to feel this way.
right?

sheeeesssshhh,idk.

just let it pass on.
and hope nothing bad happens.
amin.

bestfr is watching ice age 3 i think.
hai.

make it go away,pretty please?

Labels: urgh hate it

i want bumble beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(



so SADLY to saaaay....
i didnt get to watch TRANSFORMER: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
after a week it has been released to the cinemas,
it was FREAKING FULL!!
like wtf?!

i was just shocked aaaah.
can can?


even ICE AGE 3 was full too
-__________________-"


macam urrrgggghhhhhh.



dad says next week try again.
:(



had dinner at the seafood place again.
the mosquitos there were just SOOOOOO big lah seeeh
they bite at my leg like nobody business -.-
cause i was wearing all black.
greaaaat




i watched 'the last house on the lake' and 'ANGELS ANS DEMONS'
aweeeeeeesome movies seeeehhhh :D

at home.

there were many twisting and spinning here and there at the ANGELS AND DEMONS.



tmr schooling!
;)

Labels: nyamuk besar

oh shuuuuccckkkss.
now im just soooo into listening jay chou's song.
like what the tooottt??

jeremy aaaah.
he asked me if he looked like jay chou.
and i said it's his hair. *smile smile*
his HAIR is reaaalllyy damn nice.i swear.hahah.not floppy nice but just man/boy nice
kay,wtf?

then skali, i very gatal wanted to listen to the song that he was listening at youtube.
and then POOOOOWWW
i just kinda got hooked.
his song is like the sentimental ones tht i listen.
if i can listen to korean songs without understanding wht they say,why not chinese/mandarin right?

kay,part tu bedek. there are translations provided. hehe

dad is such a sweetie.
and i loooovvveeee him.
can i have a husband who's as nice, as understanding, as supporting and just all rounded as my dad? ;)

hahah,i'll know it one day when i found the right one.hopefully.


hahah!!!! naz,whts wrong with you? typing about husband when u haven even finish studying -______-"

kay bleah,whtever.


going jjjjbbbbbb,i think?


and pls pls pls pls pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeee muuuuuuuum,i wanna watch transformer :(
*insert innocent-sweet-you-HAVE-to-say-YES face*

HAHAHAHAH.
kay mcm desperate naaah gitu nk tgk transformer :p
not.


well,maybe abiiiiit ajer?
hehe


kay chaaaaaaaaooooooo.
wanna do RJ(bestfr aaaah)
siap.
go jb.
back on sun.

and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,
will miss my bestfr :D

i'm a small baby -_____________-

Labels: nice songs siaaaaa

heeeeeeeee.
met bestfr ystd :D

he was in schoool uniform.
how i misss that sch uniform.
:(

and i was late(hehe)
but he really did went to toilet when i told him that he should cause i was gonna be late.
hahhahahehehehehhuhuhu

went to search for sis present.
cheeey,search eeeh.
and i was idea-less of what to buy for her.
and bestfr just gave me this nice smile whenever i ask him for opinions(-____-")
mcm urgh gitu kaaaaan.

heh,sorry sorry.
thanks kaaay for accompanying meeeee :D

in the end,bought this thingy.
something to do with vain-ness.HAHAHA

and bus-ed homeeeeeeee.

oh and my bestfr here kaaan.
is daaam DENGKIIII.

he told people 'aloud' that i had swine fluuuuu.
sheesssshhhhh.

me? swine flu?
hahhaahh

she got swine flu.
*point to me*

even in the bus,he did tht.
to the aunties and uncles

-____-"


but whatever it is,IF i had swine fluuu,
i would already have passed it to yooouuuuu,bestfr :D


RP made me scramble through my bag at the entrance of south agora.
just because we had to take out our thermometer to show to the guards.
if we dont have one,its either we go home or buy a thermometeeer.

sheeesssshhh kebaaab.
menyusahkan btol ni skola.

Labels: swine flu

in class now.
charles talking abt 6P.

its the first day after sch reopen because of the H1N1 thingy.

urgh.
RP had our lunch break cut down to 45 mins spent outside class.
like what the tooooot.

but whenever i look at food,i just cnnt finish it?
idk ah.
maybe just being moody towards food.

but then i feel hungry,
but the food just cnnt be consumed.

and more worse,when i went to take the lift to class in the morning
there was this super STROOONG smell of DETTOL
-.-
nurul said tht we were like some kind of germs gitu.

kinda true.
the smell can kill any passing germs.
serious talking.
i held my breath while taking the lift.


reading book now while in class.
heeee

oh,and i wear my dress today.
hehehe :D

Labels: hahaha

finish up 2 books today.
hehe,i love fantasy :D

sheesh,tmr schooollliiinnnggg.
urgh

dad watching WHEEL OF FORTUNE now.
and hes suuuuuuuuuper funny i tell u.

he kept teasing this guy who's in the show.

this particular contestant will SHOUT his letter to the host.
-.-

do you like have to SHOUT,guy?

dengan semangat plak tu.
hahaaha

and dad was like,
dekat dekat pon nk pekik.
ah pekik kuat kuat abeh BANKRUPT! PADAAAAAAAN MUKER.
see how dengki my dad is.hahah

dad will also imitate tht guy with the way and all.

ayah ayah :)

make me laugh till i cried.
rabaaaaak.hahaaha



he made me smile sheepishly to myself.
naz menteeeeel
;)

Labels: made my day