I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.
Faux sanguinity in a smile.
Greetings and Salutations.
HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
-ACOUSTIC GUITAR! -SHOPPING! -a new handphone and new line!(probably in march) -hoodies -new wallet -pocket dress -new nice smelling perfume -tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc -skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS! -converse high cut sneakers -everlast shoes -earrings -watches,belts,bangles -backpack,sidebag -a bestboyfr? -go star gazing with someone (: -go ice-skating with someone (: -clean my wardrobe. -grow a litttle bit taller. -have a flat tummy. -eat at PASTAMANIA -learn to play the guitar. -write a song. -PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.
and there were mats carrying guitar at wdlds and yishun. mcm dejavu gitu. at wdlds,saw this trio mats walking at mrt station with guitars. jamming or just random singing under the blk.idk. then at yishun plak,saw another trio mats at busstop with guitars. HHAHAH. guitar daaaay.
the necklaces are like nicey nicey. hahah. wanna go F21 to buy this plak.
if the store has it uh.
mcm nice gitu.
theres only TWO F21 stores in spore.
yg the H81 and 12by12 pon tkde.
only in USA,canada and UAE.
lunch kene delayed pasal sis wanted me to accompany her go settle some stuff about her ezlink card.
ugh.she drag me to walk2 at pasar malam lagi.
idk wht she wanna see there.
normal stuff still wanna waste my eatin time.
oh,and im a good daughter.
i bought nutella and peanut butter using the money tht i have left frm tuition money(minus shopping,food and etc) and now im moneyless.
if i start working kepe,i'll just keep spending and spending my money till mum tell me to buy groceries using THAT money.
plan for thursday shopping date with bestie is set! hahahha. gonna have to ask dad for the kachings(: hehe.
and bestie wanna GRAB THE BELTS! hahahah.
AFIQAH O'DONIS [: says: YEAH YEAH! GRAB the belts. haha. kan murah giler pe, kene grab babe. haha. take train go to cityhall then tukar train then go take train to tamipnes mrt stn, okay babe, mak aku nk tngk full house kat laptop aku uh. haha. pape msg ke call aku eh bsk! bye babe! goodnight! love you [:
fiqah's mum and my mum can be put in a room and spend the whole day watching korean dramas or related stuff. hahaha. korea stuff are really addictive:D
was watching mat malaysia doing hartsyle shuffle. haaaaai.so bagoooos gitu.heh.
*in awe* chey,tklah. its just tht they dance so nice. like unexpected. at 1:30,the two lead guys dance like ooooooh,nice dancing! hahah.they look hot too.heheheh fiqah says tht this grp could be the one tht she saw performing at jusco. alaaaah.i get to see hot jb hiphopppers jer. hahha,itu pn tk bersyukur. the video pon boleeeeeh lah.
having this irritating cough and baaaaad flu and painful headache. biler nk ckp jer,cough saner sini. mcm tooooooot gitu. the full package for a dreadful day.
but im happy tht mum is getting better. *smile big big*
and i dont know how im gonna drag myself to wdlds tmr. meeting the person to take the necklaces. dgn situasi aku begini. ugh.
really dont like it when im like this.
and the person is like fuk irritating. i just ask only abeh dier wanna say like i did totally something REALLY WRONG,in a rude way. dier mmg uh. baru first time,da mcm gini. people asking only,wrong uh? can say politely riiiggghhhttt?
anyone knows where to download malay indonesian songs without any viruses? tell me asap :D
pictures still in hp cause haven install the LG suite.hehe tmr eeeehhhh. downloading now.
anything would bring a smile to my face. anything from YOU.
woke him up with a msg and a miss call. kesian dier,penat eh kt camp.padehal tk active pon mase kt camp.hahs so he had to drag his sorry ass to the computer table and chat with his dearest gff. hah!
he is just a shittooooo bff tau. go camp,tk blg. made me wait like what,a week? grr. bff btol.
when he msged me just now,i felt like smacking his sooooooory ass.
'hey gff! i mish ya! sori tk reply past days.i ade camp.........."
the reason mmg just fooooh. but nvm,he owes me big time. I WANNA A BIG CHOCX FACTORY,ALRIGHT? NO BLENDED SHIT CHOCX FLAVA.
and he's not friends with his ehem*. cause she's just being typical. be happy bff(:
went to sembawang shopping centre with family and jln2. new shops here and there. GOT COTTON ON! hehe. future shopping spot,together with tamp mall. afterwhich,went to eat at this chinese-muslim restaurant at mackenzie road. lunch chicken rice,dinner pon chicken rice. haha,fanatic chicken rice for the day. ajer.
on sat morning,went for breakfast at usual place. and and,i saw this spore family. my future ideal family. hahah. mum and dad,a hot son and a pretty daughter. the son was like still a toddler? 6 yrs old,tops. his hair was oh so gorgeous. like the floppy,emo hair. tthe surfer blonde guys on tv. tapi ini case,was black hair. but equally good. erah took his pics so maybe tmr i'll upload it(: kecik2 mak dier da stylekan rambot mcm gitu. macam kiuuuuuuut gitu laah.haha the daughter is just as good looking as the brother. but i think she's the kakak. kita hanya merancang,allah yang menentukan.
i went to pasar beb. this is a different pasar,unlike those in spore. wet pon,the smell not tht strong right? this was wet,damn slippery and the pasar-like smell. tkkn nk kasi my mum go in there alone. so i carried bloody meat and nearly 3kg of potatoes. HAHAH. act strong jer naz.
went to eat chendol and the guy serving us look like the older version of one cute guy i know. heh.
behind the stall,there was this bike race. the smaller version of the big big racer bikes. and the riders were,well,children. hahah. most were boys in their primary school days gitu. they wear complete suit,with their gears and gloves and helmets and shoes. cute kepeeeee. pictures pon tmr(:
there was this girl rider. super kencang i tell u. the way she rides tht small bike,waaah. haha. she rocks man! even dad says,kencang seh pompan tu! HAHAH,yes dad.
and mum was like,mcm mane nanti besar tk jadi mat rempit. kecik kecik da diajar mcm gini. da naik motor mcm pro gitu.
they belok. siaaaaal lah.even dad cant do it.haha so smooth and swift and the corner is narrow. they just young boys,merely the age of 12 or 11. im soooo jelaous. small2 know how to ride like tht already.
and i agreed while laughing at mum's idea of the small cute kids. well,they'll grow up to be super fine mat rempits. hopefully hot ones. hahah,naz tk abes2 dgn org hot eh.
johor bahru burgers are FUCKING NICE,i tell ya. serious shit. im addicted to it though. every weekend night,MUST have it. hahah. promote makanan jb seeeh.
dad installed cctv in the house. its kinda scary to look at the tv and see wht the camera captures. hah. can be like a scary movie? da merepek.
kay goodnight people! tired after a looooong day. hahah.
seberapa pantaskah kau untuk kau tunggu cukup indahkah dirimu untuk slalu kunantikan mampukah kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi buruku mampukah kita bertahan disaat kita jauh
seberapa hebat kau untuk kubanggakan cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk slalu kuandalkan mampukah kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang sanggupkah kau meyakinkan disaat aku bimbang
celakanya hanya kaulah yang benar benar aku tunggu hanya kaulah yang benar benar memahamiku kau pergi dan hilang kemanapun kau suka celakanya hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan diantara beri aku slalu menantimu
mungkin kini kau tlah menghilang tanpa jejak mengubur semua indah kenangan... tapi aku slalu menunggumu disini bila saja kau berubah pikiran
the D msged me just now. i was just moved to tears while reading his msg. thought tht it was good news for me,but it was baaaaad news.
yup,bad. didnt knw he will see me tht way.
isnt this sacrifice enough for you huh? i dont do the usual stuff anymore. cant you noticed that?
hahaha,dad told me he subscribe autoroam for me. huhu. like at last gitu.
told him that i NEEDED autoroam. what if i get kidnapped or get lost or whtever overseas,lagi2 at jb? hahaha.
so,now i can receive msges but cant reply them. too bad for some reason but still i get the msges. heh.
and i saw this huge steal of brand new f21 and h81 necklaces for 15 dollars beb! NICE GILER SIAAAAA. hahah,this is why i LOVE online shopping. gonna meet up to take tht stuff,hopefully.
im getting broker and broker cause money's gone just like tht. blame it on online blogshops. BUUUUT,its like soooo beneficial for lazyasses like me. just surf for whtever u want to buy and tada! the item is right there on ur computer screen. just set a date,get payment ready and enjoy ur purchase!
i need to give more tuition to sis so i can get MORE MONEY MONEY. hehehe:P
school is just being blah! angry at some time,miss it at some time. but still.... like not fair sia. ugh.
s called me just now and it really made me wonder and ponder over some things. he kept asking me the same questions and i kept giving him the same answers, i dont know. can i really be like this for thaaaaat long? but im happy and thts wht matters the most,right? just dont judge me wrongly,kay? im happy with myself,for now.
no mood to layan h,a,n and d.hand. hahah! namer korang korang boleh jadi HAND seh. kay,lame naz.
going jb later. dont think will be going out anywhere cause of mum's condition. so,i'll switch on my aircon and sleeeeeep on my queen sized bed! hahahah.
bff still silent(damn it!) mum is trying to be strong. and im praying for her good health,as always.
why do we like the person tht is likely to hurt us the most or the deepest,whereas we dont give a damn about the person who seriously cant stand hurting us at all? any answers? i can only think of one- tht we just cant be bothered with reality and continue to dream for a miracle to happen. foolish,stupid,plain dumb.
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
was bloghopping and found this quiz. took it and was amazed at the answers. HAHA.
should i be proud of it? yes,i should cause it was disturbing my lunch with mum.
lalat jadi replacement for the cicak tht i didnt manage to kill ystd night. heh.
aaaaannnnddd i got attack by angry oil just now. helping mum cook what,so oil tend to hop here and there. it was really tiring.serious shit. tumis ni bende,tumis tu bende.goreng saner sini. waaaah,wonder how mum can do all tht and housework lagi. haha. and yet i still complain abt how tired i am after just studying for less than 24 hours. ungrateful child.
the oil painful sia. kena my hand,kena my face,anywhere tht it can reach uh. chetot btol. hai,kerje perempuan kan. kene biasekan. but,luckily no visible scars.hehe.
stomach now full after eating the dishes tht i cook. yes,i stir all those dishes but mum was the one who told me the sukatans. so,taste is her.presentation is ME:] tak tahu malu eh naz.HAHAH!
mum is being stubborn at times. told her i can do the chores and stuff. she just have to sit down. duduk jer tau. but yet,she want to stand up(which is painful for her) and hold me. scared i'll topple down the 7th floor while bringing in the clothes. cause she once saw the galah terhuyung-hayang when i brought them in last time. tu last time seeeeh and the angin MAHA KUAT. im skinny and small. so maybe in her mind,i'll get blown away together with the galah. HAHAHAH.
haaaaai like mother like daughter. stubborness runs in the family.
i miss my bff. i dont know where he's been gone to. no calls,no msges,nothing. hai. when i need him the most,he just disappears. the last msg frm him was, i seriously tgh giler marah. i dont know wht he's pissed off about but tht was the last frm him.
i just need to you to listen,thats all im asking. you made a promise,remember?
mum is sick. like seriously sick. every move she make is like stepping on a thorn.a big sharp thorn. and its heartbreaking for me. i wish to do make things better for her. make her FEEL better at least. but i cant,im not strong to carry her around. and im scared to carry her even if i had the strength. one small mistake or angle can be worse for her.
her back problem involves her spine roots kepe. if go for operation,might make things worse for her. doctor says 50/50 can recover. if the doctor cut the wrong vein,she'll get paralyzed. doctors do make mistakes. everyone's not perfect.
hai,she didnt ask for this sia. well,no one would have asked for any illness to be upon them. duh. she was just helping her loved one and she got this. damn you people. didnt have the correct mind to help her at least. im just ashamed of you. family kirekan.
some mats are singing some songs downstairs. nice voice i guess but maha kuat cause till the 7th floor can hear damn clearly what they are singing. HAHAHA. keep it up eh korang korang.
sooooooo,something klakar abes abesan happpen tadi. a few mins ago actually. it was in the kitchen. just finished picit-ing my dad when erah burst into the room saying, kak! ader cicak! tolong bunuhkan. i look like a cicak killer i guess. so,with a brave face(kononnyer),i went to the kitchen. erah da siapkan newspaper semuer. my task was simple,just slam the life out of the cicak. i thought this cicak was like maha besar kepe cause the amount of newspaper tht erah siapkan was like tebal. in actual case,its just A SMALL CICAK. length of our pinkie finger is longer than tht cicak sia! after a little poking here and there,i chickened out. yes,i chickened out. wht if the cicak jump at me?! who knws how high or far it can jump. iz said to kiss the cicak if it jumps on me. ish btol!
so,erah took the lead. yeah,brave adek. she poke at the cicak using GALAH JOLOK! yes,a great weapon man.
erah managed to get the cicak out of his hiding place. so she slam at the cicak with all her might and with the weapon onto our concrete sink. and piang! the cicak didnt die(it ran away) but our galah jolok became hornless. the another horn flew jauh sia.into the toilet it went. hah! so,useless weapon in the end. tapi itu part yg paling klakar uh. cause i was really expecting the cicak to die,seeing erah's total energy put into slamming the weapon down. im laughing as i am typing it down.haha.too funny uh. the expression and stuff.
tht anak cicak created a hellava mess in the kitchen. it made our galah jolok lose one of its horn. horn kepe.heh. the periuk periuk fall. and created a looooot of noise.
just because we wanted to kill it.
we laugh2 till we roll on the floor cause the cicak escape and someone went up on the chair and hanging clothes was just more tedious.
iz,u also the same eh. *rolls out tongue* sit on the sofa and let your kakak kill the cicak. TENGOK DIER!! haha.
you're such a two-faced pathetic,desperate desperado. to think that you will say those nice things. damn it sia. you do you think you are? some hotstuff uh? hah! i got better hotstuff than you. more handsome stuff pon ader uh. not that i wanna boast or anything but you're just ACTING like you're one of them. FUCK. look at yourself in the mirror uh. making rumours and fantasies beyond yourself. puhleeeeees. that's just soooooo low. how low can you be huh? you're just lying to yourself,boy.
memang padan uh muker kau. aku harap harap yang lain boycott kau kepe. wanting to be somebody that you can't possibly be. serious talking. get a grip on yourself.
its raining and im hungry. blah. mum come home faster,haha.
anyone wanna go eat breakfast tmr or whenever with me? got this mac coupon and mum want me to use it.
i miss you.
Monday, March 23, 2009
dearest ruzzie is down with stomach flu.
no starbucks date:(
she says next week then can cause for now,she cant consume any dairy stuff.
hai,get well soon dear!
and yes,i replied ur smses cause u msged the correct no.HAHAH
and ahmad told me tht my DNT folio was used as an reference for the express class.
aww,im like sooo touched can?
i wanna go back to ytss and wear tht uniform which i dreaaaad to wear last time.
and sit at my place in class and just study and laugh here and there and go to the canteen to eat at that too-expensive stall,sit with the normal people and hang out at the aper garden with tht pondok uh.
hai,miss it very much.we were seniors back then but now,we are gonna be freshman at our new school.tht sucks.
HEDIR 77** says: btw naz,hari tu bile dnt,ur folio cekgu buat as example.haha.i saw ur name i smiled. NAZAHAH:] says: wht??!! serious? awwwww.hahaha tell me wht happen? HEDIR 77** says: actually it was,mr ramthan letak atas teble for reference utk bdk express, NA students,nk pakai visualiser.den we went over tu he other room.i saw a folio atas table,den i thot saper ntah.i turned the thing,i saw ur name. the* ur folio stepp tebal jek ehkk,hahas inside drawing,lawar((: hhas NAZAHAH:] says: drawing lawar? HEDIR 77** says: 'lawar' heh NAZAHAH:] says: aaaa! tau pon.hahah mmg step tebal.haha
haha,mr lim will ask us to do tht. one page can just have like 2 drawings tapi mcm maha take space uh. ugh,just start school faster. prety please? in less than 30 days.
so went out with my bieeeeee. initially he was to accompany me take my clothes tht was bought online at cityhall and then yck. BUUUUT,he was late. kene meet at cityhall at 1pm,but red was nowhere near the mrt station at MRT at 12.30. hai,he was still at home changing. tgk lah bie aku ni. u better change for ur mataer in future eh red. hahahha.
aku tgh training kau ni tau.tapi kau da fail the basics. apedaaaaah. hahah,but he was clever enough to belanje me lunch. do good when u've done wrong(: chey,mcm paham.
after going through all the hustle and bustle ALONE(thanks to bieeee),met up at junction8. tu pon he was late.hai. then bought the stuff. *kening naik-naik* and went to find a place to eat. sial lah.he uh! ugh. nk cari tempat mkn punyer lah susah. it was kinda the first time for both of us being in tht new place lah kirekan. abeh mcm budak sesat kt saner. HAHA.
after eating,went to lib. tu pon susah nk cari cause i was potek and the lib was just like 100 metres away frm me. pandaaaaaai. and smth really awful happen in there.
while reading book,suddenly this really seriously damn awful smell came into my nose. menusuk tubuh seh bau dier.hahah,tk smpi gitu uh. i look to my side and saw bie gave me this blur look.klakar siak his expression.HAHA. then kaaaaan,i saw this chinese man seating nearby. he was like cleaning his toes kepe. siaaaaaaaaal lah. and his shoes is the heavy duty working area kinda shoes. so,imagine the PELOH frm THAT shoe and the SMELL it transported into the AIRCON library. FUCK BTOL. totally disgusting.
org nk bace pon kene tukar tempat.abeh muker mcm kene mintak smack gitu.like nothing's bothering him,AT ALL. pengotor giler babi.
after read here and there,went back to yishun. gi popular jap cause we both had some stuff to do for our siblings.hai and home sweet home. reached home before 7(:
sis told me tht i have a lot of clothes already. i was like,yeah right. tkkn cukop nyer. hahaha. i just have to continue buy here and there and be a shopaholic. heh.
oh,and people,iz is a very fit person! HHAHAAH. :D
my bie is really just someone very temperamental? haha
tht night when we were chatting,he said something tht made me realise something. he did care abt me in some way or another,as a friend. which i was really grateful for.
seriously i didnt knw. i thought i was his maki bag. people have punching bag,he has a maki bag. yup,me.the maki bag who is a girl. hahahaa.
whenever we see each other,our greeting would be either the rude finger or a casual,hi sial! or smth like tht. hahah,thts how my bie is with me or vice versa. i knw he doesnt like me calling him bieeee! haha,but i still do it cause his reaction is expected and tht is just waaaay funny. kan bieeeeeee. he'll be cursing me in front of his laptop screen when he reads this. saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayang bie. more vulgarities.
thts bad okay bie. nanti mataer kau lari kuat2 sia kalau kau berterusan maki mcm gini.
i once told him tht i wana change for the better and he laughed it off. saying tht it was impossible for me to change.
he was being observant of my behaviour. i was doing nth to help myself and he noticed it.
bie is really one of a kind. the i-maki-u-but-care-for-u type.hahaha
farid,kalau kau tk happy dgn aper aku type kepe. tu kau nyer psl. hahha. jgn nk type apaper kt tag board aku eh. aku maki kau abes2 biler jumpe biler2. hah.
and he told me tht he was angry at me for no particular reason during the match tht i watch. kau memang smack kedondong sia. marah kt aku tk tentu pasal,tknk ckp dgn aku tapi maki aku ader. hahhaha.just greaaaaaaat.
but im really happy to have him as a friend and a bieeeeeeeee. mcm bumblebee gitu. HAHAHA.merepek seh za.
it just stopped raining and its so shiok to sleep. i did sleep though,hahah.
afterwhich,i clean my wardrobe! haha,at laaaasssstttt. its like reaaaaaly tidy now. just awaiting for new clothes to arrive. i think tues or wed.
watching sisters playing monopoly is like the funniest and cutest thing. one moment they are negogiating abt how to pay the rent of the houses,so businesslike gitu. next is they'll be screaming at each other,saying tht one just gave insufficient money and they'll be like bitches. HAHAHAH.they are still girls anw. and i'll just look at them,the frenemies. lovey dovey and then tearing at each other throats. sisters are just giiiiirrrrllllssss. inevitable.
making nutella breads ltr. erah has been pestering me to do it for her since she woke up. bangon jer nk mkn.
kak! i nak nutella! and tht is said every minute. imagine tht,ugh. hai,im such an angelic sister cause i'll be doing it anw. they should be lucky. HAHAHAHAH.
going jb tonight,bck on sunday to attend some wedding.again. people are getting married like alot these few days.hah. hopefully can go some malls to find bags. im seriously in need of them,at least 2?
if at jb tkde,spore? duh naz. go buy with fiqah dear. hah.
you cant feel anything, that your heart dont want to feel. i cant tell you something that arent real. im sorry.
cold showers are just super duper niiiicccceeee. especially in the night,huhu. am tired tired.padehal jln sikit jer seh naz. da nk complain. nonsense lah u. HAHA.
so,today went out with faiz ketot. yup,at last. hahaha. no lah,kidding.
he was late,again. by 5 mins. i think faster than tht last time. *scratches head* thts baaaaaaad tau ketot(:
and as usual,i didnt knw where to go and so did he. so,i suggested we just sit on the train and do nth. ulang-alek kinda thing. and he agreed. HAHAHAHAHA.
he with his dunnos. haiye.
oh,he gave up his seat for this elderly lady during the mrt ride. aww,sweeet gitu. hahahaha. come on people,give a big round of applause. step he can hear gitu naz,heh.
finally alighted at dhoby ghout to go plaza sing. and as usual,we still didnt knw wht to do. so,we walk2 here and look at people. best kan faiz? HAHAHA.
then i decided tht we go watch movie. and he agreed. akhirnyeeeeeeer. nk choose movie pon susah.hahhaha. point here and there,race to witch mountain was the one. he paid for the tickets :D in turn,told him tht i will pay for the food. adil seh naz.hah,mcm btol adil.
while waiting for the movie to start,we walked ard. went to look for pastamania and it was on the basement ke aper floor tah. seriously want to eat there since it has gotten the halal cert. amirah uh.go tempt me with all the food through msn. honey bunny btol. next time i shall go eat all of tht seh mirah! hehe.
we went carrefour. i just said it out randomly, gi jln2 kt carrefour uh. and he really did follow me! hhahahah. F&C. my own definition of words.
then walked past this lingerie shop and his head turn MAHA JAUH seh.hahah. maha cute kan.
movie started and i bought the popcorn and this seriously large lemon tea. i didnt knw how im going to finish it with faiz.but we did uh.AHAH.i think he finished it. when nk kasi the ticket,people all like menyerbu the narrow counter. tk tau nk beratur eh,huh? ugh. one piece of the popcorn fell over. i ader lah jage2 tknk jatoh satu pon,arrange nyer arrange. skali plop,jatoh. hahha,sound effect plop seh. and iz smirked at me. ish,tkpe tkpe. padehal part of it is his fault uh cause he was holding the popcorn and my hand accidentally ter-kene it and it fell. hahaha,pandai btol naz blame org. padehal padehal.
before the movie even started,popcorn has disappeared by a quater.heh. the advertisements were like many many. i dont like okay,gv? waste my time tau tak.
i ate like a pig? chey,tk smpi ke sane uh. asal lah pig yg kene. kucing ker? okay,yup. i ate like a cat(: just tht i continuously ate the popcorn. and faiz was just being the gentleman:] THANKS! sweeeeeeeeet. *smile smile*
and smth funny happen. it was dark and i was drinking tht ice lemon tea. when nk put it back into the slot,i couldnt find it. so i told faiz, mane lobang dier ni? and he replied, ni lah lobang dier. it somehow sounded wrong but funny.HAHAH. im potek(padehal pakai specs) and still cant see. 100% guarentee chop uh naz potek.HAHA. the stupid slot uh,should be in lighter colour or glow in the dark kepe.so dark for whaaaaat? menyusahkan org. it did not happen once but twice or thrice or more? pasal haus kan,aper nk buat. and iz just had to help me find tht stupid hole(:
faiz went to the toilet much more times than i did. HAHAHAHAH. i think because of the ice lemon tea tht he finished?
went to the cathay after movie. there was this gallery abt the origins of the cathay. style seh the cameras. oldies giler bab. how much does one cost nowdays uh. i would like to own one of those unique cameras.hehe different shapes and sizes. damn unique i tell u.hah.
of all shows to be shown at the gallery,there was this malay ghost story. hai. best seh criter dier.
then home sweet home to yishun. met yusri and amin in the bus otw home with iz. HAHAHA. of all people,them. he sent me to my nearly-there doorstep.hah. reached nearly accurate 9pm. aiseyman. heh.
he's at home now doing art,colourrriiiinnnngggg his ART! art students are just filled with art. like duh.
he tripped and he felled but he didnt give up.
he ran as fast as he could with all his might,not wanting to give up.
ystd was having a throbbing headache and slept early,kul 9.54pm? hahah,early seh naaaaz. then woke up early early at 6.30 am.
mum just keep knocking the locked bedroom door till she heard some noise kepe. if not,she'll call our handphones. HAHAH. mum kan,cute banget. sembahyang subuh nyer psl(:
met up with fiqah at ard 2 +. and she was with fiq. then bought bubble tea at gv. lame giler seh da tk rase tu air. then walked to sch. memories! heh. and saw faiz there,he was otw to eat i think. but somehow,he ended up walking with us. and fiq was saying tht iz kept saying, aku lapaaaaar uh. HAHAHAH. cute kan. hah!
but he stopped near the sch and went off to idk where. took my o'level cert and met up with fiqah's gg friends. she chit chat here and there and i went off to talk with fiq awhile as he had to go off. bad sia.leave me alone to take his PANTS. ugh. my laptop lah eh yg teman me. watched the current episode of boys over flowers! the actors were just HOOOOOOOTTTTTT. hai,kim bum kim bum. asal lah eh dier hot nah.
went to the field to watch iz and his team play soccer. first first boring. me and fiqah was just waiting for the first half time. it was like soooo long gitu. and lastly,it happen! hahah.
and i couldnt really see which was iz cause all were like wearing red. then kaaaan,the way his hands moved mcm unique gitu. tk klakar kay iz(: and straight away,i knw its him. cheeeey! mcm paham. padehal,his size pon play a part uh. ketot bnar:]
first half,he talked2 with me and i wasted his mineral water by washing my hands. heh,srry eh faaaaaiiiiizzzzz.
during the match,i sat on this piece of newspaper. i thought the ground was not wet,i was wrong. tht one sheet of newspaper made my tights and bottom of my shirt WET. damn it.
the won with 5-2. yayness!
abeh kan,this iz can still kacau me. duduk kat field kan. basah kan? HAHA! tgk dier,issssshhh! i sit so tht can see him play better,he kacau me. hmph.
then went home sweet home. fiqah went back to sch to go for her gg campfire night.
tmr not going out cause iz got class. so,there'll be a next time i guess:]
and im sleeeeeppppppyyyyyy.
feeq going to hospital tmr to check his throat. i termade him swallow his chewing gum ystd. hai. im sorry.
and amirul bff is sick too. why are people getting sick seh? he got an injection early in the morning. 2 more next mth. smth to do with his blood not having some reactions to smth.
on friday,went to nss to attend both of my sisters campfire night. they were having the npcc camp. ifah as one of the planners for the camp and erah as the camper aka freshman. hahaha.
since it was raining,the campfire activity was held in the hall instead of the field i think.
there were sing alongs and dance alongs. and dad was just super funny! hahaha,he danced cute lah seh. should have recorded it man. he danced along to the father abraham song and the boogeywoogey dance. hehe. cute banget bapak aku ni. one of a kind(: i want my husband to be similar like my dad. filling my life with laughter:]
and we danced this couple friend dance. it starts with, as we walked to the right, as we walked to the left, as we walk(x3), all night. with a heel and a toe and a half turn around. the last line i dont know!hahah.
i danced firstly with irna(this sweet girl thts a senior in the sch) she's the same age as ifah though.haha and im smaller than her by some few inches? haaaai.pendek btol i ni.
then with dad,ms umar,some campers,seniors and the NCOs. one of them was farhan! haha,he's the only one tht i knw the name. hah.the rest semuer like,huh? do i knw u?but im friendly(: it was hot and i was sweating frm the dance. dad danced too. touching the hand of his changing dance partner in a very funny,cute way. everything he does is cute lah eh dad.
then went to khatib for awhile with dad to meet afiqah. wanted to take the dresses tht she took for me.
after fetching sisters frm the camp,went jb!
and the cats are all gone. hai. somebody else picked them up. so,now i have no cats to play with. ugh. hopefully a new one comes along. hahah.
tmr going out to take the stuff. and mum's going to jb with them.
having a outing with ketot on wednesday! yayness gitu. hahhaha i can watch him fall and he can watch me fall :D beeeeeeeessssstttt kan. padehal see each other fall on the ice rink. baik kepe. nanti bontot yg saket. hah. if possible,im gonna take a picture showing how he fell. chey,tk baik eh zahah ni. oh better! a video! hahahahah!
its sooooo good to have the tv all to myself for nearly the whole day. both sisters are away at camp and i do not need to fight over the remote control. HAHAHA. since 9am till like now and later. hard core btol(afiqah would say tht if i tell her the real story) hehe.
power rangers were just fascinatingly superb! since small,i was already attached to it and PINK RANGER. huhuhuhu. berfeeling2 nk jadi one of them. not wrong for a girl to have a fantasy where she could save the world from monsters and wearing a pink costumeeee. best kaaaaan. hehehe.
going jb ltr at night. if can,go fiqah house jap to take the dresses. thanks fiqah dear!
monday,going out to take the rest. hopefully nth happens for me to reschedule it.
and bff is happyhappy going out with his ehem*. pray hard tht he's having a great time with her(:
i can finaally use the wireless mouse. it was like so damn easy and i couldnt do it. thanks eh yazid:]
as of today at 9.58pm,i received my new hp! hahahaha. happy banget. its the same as afiqah darling! mcm yayness gitu.
told amirul abt it and he said this. wa,lemme list smth, new lappy new hp new sch new shirts new fren(bff amirul). equals to..happyhappy days for ma nigga
HAHA. bff btol.
went to RP tadi,like again. first first,went with fiqah and send in the applications. skali i had to bring this document which i didnt know need to.
so,went back home and took tht paper and went to RP again. dalah panas,and walking there was just pheeew. the second time i went there,the students were entering back frm lunch break i think. kinda seram uh cause like i was swarmed by all these poly students carrying all their stuff and i was alone. hahahah.
aftterwhich,met up with hanafi and dayah(: i bought ice cream and we walk out of causeway. and there,we were just standing ard the entrance not knowing wht to do or where to go. hahahaha. in the end,they both send me off to the bus interchange and i went off.
semalam webcamming with bestie was just hilarious! hahah,muker satue2 tk maintain. but me and ehr da biase per with our faces yg tk glam.hehe mentah2 dpt laptop with a webcam. kinda jakon gitu uh kitorang. hahahahah.
dad just called to say tht im not getting my hp today. DAMN IT! skali jinxed ke cursed eh. i cant really get my hp,i guess? ask dad why and he said the person wanted to configure it kepe. alaaaaah. aper seh. serious shit nyer shit. since sunday till today? merepek uh.
hahahah! im very very absoultely HAPPY right now. huhu. since morning i've been trying to connect my laptop to the internet. and baru skrg at 4pm,i get the connection. mcm chetot gitu. i followed procedures and nth. abeh when i sembarang picit picit,successful connection to internet. mcm klakaaaar gitu. but whatever,my laptop got internet connection already. can stay up alte at night kepe and chat chat or surf the net. do whatver i want.
fiqah's laptop cant be use currently. her dad brought to work to install some stuff. kiter ader lah berplanning-planning to stay up late smlm,tapi tk kesampaian cause i was sleepy giler.
oh,and he bought the same laptop as me!!
haha,fiqah jgn jealous eh. (: dier mmg maha maha hot,aku tau.
so ystd was the enrollment thingy at RP. parents and me were like early birds there. naseb jgak uh dtg siang.at 9 + gitu. and there was already a queue outside of the agora hall. but at a acceptable length,haha. i wondered how early the rest tht were infront or in the hall already,came. i came at 9.15 da kt luar hall. they must have come ard 8.45? hahahaha and fiqah dear was just lateeeee. padehal kan,i woke her up at 7.30 tau. she slept back,heh. ini lah bestieku. sleepyhead btol :p
she came ard 10-11 gitu. i was 3/4 finishing and she was just at station 1. hah! then i teman her while waiting for my parents to queue elsewhere.
ate with family at the canteen saner. after tht,went off to find fiqah and show her the laptop tht i wanted. i was shown to it earlier by 2 of the students and was immediately attracted to it. hah,chey.mcm paham. but it was glossy and black. and beautifuuuuuul. so here it is,me typing on it.
fiqah bought the fujitsu brand nyer. we both jiwer with our hp colour seeeeh. she is white,mine is black. HAHAHA. fiqah-white laptop & white laptop(but not entirely uh) nazahahaha-black laptop(but kinda dark dark blue gitu) & black hp(i still haven get it)
after configuring the laptops,we both went shopping! heh,fiqah's parents drove us to newton jadi we just have to go one stop to orchard. haaaai,one stop jer. then went cotton on and i borong like wht gitu. haha,padehal 3 tops only. $10 each beb. nicey nicey.
and amirul bff wanted to get a raincoat while i was at wisma. apeeer jr tau my bff ni. cause he said tht its raining this few days. HAHA. and he promised me to go on a diet! hahahahah. hopefully lah eh. but he still is THE amiruuuul.
then went penin and fiqah and i tried about more than 20 jeans in total. susah banget for us to find the almost-perfect jeans/skinnies. atas okay,bawah tk okay. bawah okay,atas plak tk okay. ader ader jer uh. last last,i ended up buying this denim skinnies gitu. haha,fit perfectly wel i think. fiqah wanted one but cannot get the size. hehe,kesian sayang aku ni. she bought 2 black ones i think in the end.
and all in all,i spent 70 dollars in one day! hahhah,mcm best gitu. psl ader duit. kalau tkde,i think i'll become like the shopaholic person.everything pay with credit card. just swipe and go. shopping makes my life blissful :D
went taka after tht to meet fiqah's parents so can get free ride home,for each of us. heh. and the shops there are like soooo blooooddddyyyy NICE! harge pon cantek giler uh. imagine buying a branded giler nyer slipper but with its price,u can like change ur whole wardrobe. a pair of slippers cause 70-80. some heels even cost 200-50. maut giler seh the cost. made me wanted to marry a millionaire gitu.or trillionaire. HAHA. and taka like becoming a loitering place gitu. haha.
afterwhich we went home and charge my laptop and boooom,tdor.
oh and in the morning,bff made me laugh like one toot gitu. i was ngantok and told him tht i had to wash the dishes which was just ugh-ing. i took quite a long time to wash the dishes cause ader bnyk and he msged me this, ni da tdor kt dapur agaknyer.haha HAHA,i was like apeer jer eh.
i wanna get my hp lah. ish. the more i type abt it,the longer it seems i will not get it. damn.
bff or bbf? hahaha! both ends with F. bff-boyfriend forever bbf-best boyfriend.
alaaaah,whtever. amirul thinks tht twilight is a movie tht involves mermaid. HAHA. and he told me tht he's starting to skate,again. good for him(: he should be doing all those stuff tht he used to do when i first knew him. which was how looooooong ago. photoshoots,skate,outings,hang out with his crew. enjoying life like he used to.
watched twilight again just now,best seh criter dier. tk akan boring,heh.
and i didnt go out due to the fact tht it was raining and i was starting to be lazy. bed was too tempting for me. last last,tidor jgak si naz. and when i woke up is was because it was toooo cold and amirul msged me. now,having flu. greaaaaat.
fiqaaaaah darling called and we talk and talk. loveeee talking to her(: haha,hot news man.
and fiqah's mom was very semangat when i told fiqah earlier tht i would stop by her house. her mum went out to buy the groceries to cook for me! aww,im sincerely touched. she wanted to cook for me spaghetti.
ciiiiiiik! saye minta maaf yeeeeer!
haaai,i dont know when else i'll be able to get all those stuff. and tmr is the biiiiiggggg daaaaaayyyy! poly registration beeeb. fiqah and i plan to meet by 9am at RP. hah! siang btol ni bdk2 baru.freshman katerkan.
how fast time flies. it just seem like yesterday when i was complaining to mum how long the registration day will come. and now,it finally did. hahaha,like poof.
maybe gettting hp tmr uh. the person did not call dad,telling him anything or whatsoever. damn damn,cepat lah sikit oooooi! i want it sooo badly.hahaha so,can give bck nazim his hp back and the hp will be in hell. cause nazim will toss it around and throw it around too. tgk lah dier. throw ard the hp ni. tsktsktsk.
amirul is my new best boy friend uh.cool kepeeee. haha and im his best girl friend. cause he is like a gegerl(he said so),has PMS and mood swings. HAHA. so,we qualify to be each other bff. well,this was said and typed when we were both crappy. expect the best sdah.
he ajak me go disneyland after his olevels da abes. hahahahhaa. dunno jadi ke tk.hah but if go,got his crew also and the flight free. best kepe seh.hah!
kittens grow big already. damn active=scary but fun,for me. scared to go near them cause they jump ard and their claws pon stick to my hand. making me jump. i prefer them being small. HAHA.
went jusco and smth cute happen. hahaha. ifah and me and dad were like making jokes and stuff abt the dolls tht were there posing with the clothes. mannequins eh? ntah lah mcm mane nk spell. abeh this one old guy walk past us and said, giler? hmph and gave us this stupid and funny look. tk padan tua.
and i ordered my new phone! haha,its the same as fiqah darling. hers is white,mine is black. gonna get it either tmr or tuesday. hehehe. my BFF lah seh :D
tmr going out to take all those stuff. gonna ask dear to teman me,hahaha! please say u can make it,pretty please? haha.
i wanted to trust u but it was no good. there's no one to blame but me. i was just being naive,as usual. everything happens for a reason.
today was the date with hotstuff. so,siap and went out with mum cause she wanted to go meet her friend jap. after she met her friend,i went off to take bus to tamp. and hotstuff was like,jgn amek salah bus tau. hahah. saw him when i alighted frm the bus.
he wore the same colour shirt as me. hahaha,mcm cuteee gitu. light blue and the correct shade of blue plak tu. he can read minds the other night,i guess. of all colour eh,he wore blue. i like lah,not dislike. okay kay? feeq,feeq. :D
but he wore polo-tee yg ader collar tu bende. so,ader sikiiiit nyer difference uh eh. he wore nearly the same attire as me except for the shoes. wahahaha. oh,and he doesnt like to wear skinnies. all straight cut nyer. kay,none of anyones business.
then went to toilet cause i cnnt tahan after tht half an hour or more bus trip then went to buy movie tickets! he paid for it all and also for the popcorns and etc. nicey,nicey.
pink panther is superbly funny! haha,damn damnly funny? must watch okay people? tkkn regret nyer.
and stuff happened. he knw,i knw (:
after tht,roamed around the mall and nth to see so headed to park to play swing. like yayness gituuuu. HAHA. otw there,some people were smoking. these are the ones tht should not be doing so. unhealthy. when we walked past them,they stared like smcm. maseh adek2,nk stare. apeeeeer jer. i dont like.
he just pushed the swing for me and he didnt want to sit on one himself. ni case dengki gitu uh. nak tolak org tinggi tinggi,abeh sendiri tknk naik. kan feeq? haha tkpe,tkpe. next time i'll make u sit and swing u high high skali. step kuat jer naz ni.
abeh kan,ni feeq nak gi library which was the other waaaay round back. so,had to walked to library. haaaai. it was sooooo hot and i was wearing jeans. so,its his fault tht i was sweating. :p and he wanted to piggyback me but i didnt want to. nanti takot berat nah kan.hah. skali he yg pengsan and i ended up carrying him. again,another naz fantasy story of her being strong. i'll just seret him.HAHAHAH no,tht is me being cruel.
went lib and he read abt photo editing and i read abt dance,choreography,drugs and the society. hmm,good choice. his back was kinda hurt cause he say,saket duduk sandar buku. alahai,kesian nyer dieeer. hahahah. i'll make it better for u,kay? :] then went back to interchange cause he had to fetch his cute cute adeks frm sch and i had to go to bf house. waited with me till the second bus came cause the first was full.(duh!)
there was this ite mat with his gf or whatever who was a girl. he kept looking back and smiling smiling at me. aper hal tah eh. reached bf house and tadaaa! her adek all like usual,boys kan. bising lah. hhahaha different environment for me. hers was boys,mine is girls. balance out for me,i guess. we gossiped here and there. she got her piecve and i have mine. girls kaaaaan.
i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her.i miss her. x how many i want lah. haha. our shopping outing blom jadi jadi eh,fiqah. aper ni beb. i got my money money already (:
then her mum cook for us dinner. after tht,went out with fiqah. she going ngaji,i going home. she send me off to the bus stop which was dark and scary. hahahaha. there were no lights and i was alone. the 2 apeks who came after me was no good in making the situation better. debating over some stuff so loud,i was scared tht it'll turn out into a fight. but it didnt,cause bus came.hahahaaha.
and home sweet home.
and hotstuff is sleeping cause he's nada here and there. will see abt tmr then.
jb was jb,haha. went to jusco after changing cars at home. dad bought for me a dress! heh,happy banget. nice dress plak tu. mmg uh nice.
and then smth embarrasing and frustrating happen. haaaai. went to the market area and there was a pharmacy outside of it. after buying the groceries there with family,went to pharmacy to buy for my aunty her hair dye things. the staff didnt put the items in a plastic bag cause they were undergoing some sort of no-plastic campaign kepe. so i happily carried the two boxes of hair dye and some sweets in my hands after mum paid the cashier. and went out of the pharmacy. skali,the alarm sounded. like what the FCK. it was damn fucking loud. i abruptly stopped and turned back and walked towards the counter. parents were still at the counter talking to the staff abt idk wht. i dropped everything in my hands and slumped against the counter. abeh my mum can exclaim lagi ni, kak! asl muker merah ni? i was speechless.hahaha.
saper seh tk muker merah when people stopped wht they are doing and stared at me,like im some kind of thief. lagi lagi im carrying stuff in my hands without the approved plastic bags. damn it sia.
mum thought tht it was another customer who sounded the alarm and not me. just greaaaaat.even the security guard came to me. mum told the staff tht we paid for it and asked for an explanation kepe. and then the cashier sajeeer jer took back the paid stuff and tapped it against some flat scanner. nabei chibai btol.serious fckhead. just because she forgot to do tht,the alarm sounded. abeh muker sajer. ni lah org org yg @#@#%$#$%$%!!! tk ckp sorry,tk aper. i was about to shout at her when mum pulled me away frm the counter. ya ya,whatever.
parents then brought me to kelantan shop to eat dinner. they knw thts my fav dinner place and eating there,can somehow calm me kepe. haha,yea right. and it was raining so the mat kelantan held open the car door with an umbrella. aww,haha. cute kaaaaan. then the rest kacau tht mat. hahha! he was smiling shyly. hehe.
and ifah made me believe tht some random guy slapped my butt at the market. actually she was sneaking up on me and SHE slapped my butt. but at tht same time,2 guys walked beside us and i thought it was them. ifah reaaaaaalllly knw how to act tht im-not guilty face. HAHAHA.
went to bridge road to have dinner tadi and made my stomach in a miserable state. drank avocado and sugar cane drink. maybe thts the cause for my stomach. but nice,wth kan. before tht went to bencoolen to buy some stuff for these particular people(:
and farhan is a very sweeeeeet guy. kan farhan?? heh. he did smth brave for someone today and i'm very proud of him :D