I'm no where near perfect. I believe too many lies. &; Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends,my enemies, my drama and my memories. I'm just me.
Faux sanguinity in a smile.
Greetings and Salutations.
HELLO,im NAZAHAHAHAHAHA. i turned SEVENTEEN on the 26th May. im SHORT and happy with it. CRAZY & NOISY when feeling ecstatic but still a nice girl,alright? will put on a smiling face even if im hurting real bad inside. likes to laugh at every small thing even if its not funny to others. laughter is just my nature and its the best medicine ever. I LOVE COOKIES :D go weak in the knees over gorgeous hair and fair-skinned? HAHAH. which is why im blessed to have a bestfriend who is my twin.she's my laughing partner,nonsense partner,and my other half too. hurt her and i'll make your life miserable. HAHAHA,acting strong. and and,im single and loving it :D
-ACOUSTIC GUITAR! -SHOPPING! -a new handphone and new line!(probably in march) -hoodies -new wallet -pocket dress -new nice smelling perfume -tees,long tees,oversized tees,slogan tees.etc -skirt,jeans,BOTTOMS! -converse high cut sneakers -everlast shoes -earrings -watches,belts,bangles -backpack,sidebag -a bestboyfr? -go star gazing with someone (: -go ice-skating with someone (: -clean my wardrobe. -grow a litttle bit taller. -have a flat tummy. -eat at PASTAMANIA -learn to play the guitar. -write a song. -PHOTOGRAPHY is to be learnt one way or another.
this private no caller is getting on my nerves. i swear. been going on for a few months? he'll call randomly. urgh.
call me just now. say assalammualaikum and i reply back. then he just hang up. -.- cheeeeeetot.
or better, he'll say hi/hello and i'll say back. and then this silent seconds before he hang up. wth? _l_
i cant possibly avoid all private no right? darling and some others have private nos. i dont wanna miss a call from her or the rest. sheessshhh. irritating bugger.
if you're a GUY and you SURELY have ZE BALLS right? so SPEAK UP YOUR NAME! if you dont,then you're just PLAIN CHICKEN ah. GO CLUCK CLUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE. oh em geeeeeeeee lah you boy.
im having my red companion now. greaaaaattt. unstable moods,cramps,suffering. HAHAHA
MATHS IS SUCKY. no kidding. just now went to shaiha's class to clarify some things (THANKS TAU BEB) i suddenly felt very stressed up cause ppt like incomplete and charles will surely ask questions to see whether did we understand the problem statement or not. then like urgh ah. cause damnit.i did not understand the program. but i got to explain my slide quite okay with some mistakes in it. but im relived tht its over. haha
in class just now, G kena bully like hell. the thing is,why can't you speak up? its just like.....
idk ah. you told us to believe you. but then it seemed like. every truth you tell is like a lie. so how?
one moment that.one moment this? whaaaat daaaaa? sheessshh.
i paid $1.40 for my bus fare to go yishun. the uncle damn rude,i swear. he saw my ugly photo on my ezlink card. he looked at it daaaaamn long. maybe he was thinking, is this really her? hahah
then he said, you are not entitled to pay 55 cents. must you be that english ah apek? shheeesssh da lah ader mole. urgh. i swear i wont take the bus if HE'S the DRIVER. boleeeeeeh gitu eh naz. HAHAHAHA
i seriously need more clothes. money,please rain down on me.
firstly,HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO FARID BIN BIDIN! aku nyer bieeee yang tk miss aku. yg da sombong psl da ader pompan baru kt sane. yg da seboooook giler utk msg aku. senang kate, yang da LUPER AKU. fine.bye.
sooooo.today i wore skirt. yes skirt. the one that louis say is CURTAIN. hahahahah. disturb me like nobody's business. disturb disturb but still wanna take picture with me -.- tmr get picture from LOVE abt my skirt.heh
first and last time im wearing it to sch. serious,tk bedek.
first break,went down to buy RAINBOW ICECREAM for shahrin who wore soooo nice today. formal beb! :D my turn will be on monday. heeee
i did not eat anything in the morning and suddenly got this icy cold nice heavenly taste going down my throat and into my stomach. which lead to me having cramps for awhile. sheeessshhh. but serious,rainbow damn niicccee. and its CHEAAAP! hahahaah
ooooh,and i bought this new nail polish. its waaarrmmm glittery pink. hahahah. zul doesnt know wht warm pink is. sheessshh.
beesstttfffrrrriiieeennnddd,you know what to do riigghhhtt? hahahha!! better be nice! :D
i miss you kaaaay? meet up soooonnnn xoxo ;)
theres this handsome guy who just finish his soccer training and bought snacks cause he wants to eat at home instead and will ONLY tag if i type this. HAHAHAH! raabbbaaakkk kaaannn.
ystd went to the MARINA BARRAGE with the just-turned-17-year-old guy.
the cake is nice. heheheh (puji diri sendiri) but muak ah after continuously eating. sheessshhh.
but im haapppyyy tht i managed to bake it just right.
went out late,not according to plan.urgh. in the end,met at 6? hahhaha
heheh.caaauuussee naz here very belo.daaammmnnnn bbeeellllooooo. she stop at the wrong place and confidently told tht someone she was at marina station. in actual fact,she was at RAFFLES PLACE.
and this boy went to make fun of it. HAHAAH. fiinnneeee. whteveeer.
there were freaking much construction workers. serious,tk bedek.
went out frm mrt sattion. and there were banglas,china workers and etc.
took shuttle bus. while otw there, these workers can like just cross the road. and THE BUS like have to STOP for THEM. horn here and there. and they have this selenger bacen look -.- whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
reach there.walked on the ROCKY paths. cause typical sporeans?
went up to the 'top floor'. niccceeee view.
oh oh! and i saw LEE KUAN YEEEWWW. yeaaaah. he was wearing pink formal shirt and pants?
he was shaking hands with the people there. look look around and then he was gone. -.-
i soooo love the water playground there. aahahhaha. nice niccceeee iz didnt,cause he wore shoes. sheeesssshhh his shoes damn niccceee. its NIKE AIR,i think? heh
i want it,pretty please? :D :D
little pics cause he dont wanna pose -.-
dinner at ljs. then went hooommeeee. not late! hahha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HATADI FAIZ BIN SHAHRUL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YYOOOOOUUUUUUU!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAAAAAAAAY!
having a bestfriend like yooouu is suuuuuuupppeeeer urgh/argh/yay? HAHAH
although its your birthday and you turned 17, i shall dirty your shoes again. i shall pinch you again. finding any visible scars to just outline it with my loooonnngg nails. yes,naz is tht irritating. and i shall do whatever to make you irritated. wahahaha im sucha bestfr ;D
okay,nothing to blog abt. did this quiz at FB about my birth month. weelllll.....
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
hahahah. truuueeeee. but i want many children :( im gonna be a shopaholic if i cant control my spenthrift-ness. i wanna travel alot alot IF i have the moneeeeey $$$$
i have strong clairvoyanceeee. hmmmm. like coooooooool gitu.
everything needs to be arranged systematically. even eating cakes.must be cut nicely with a pattern. HAHAHAH
im petty like toooooooooooot louis knows tht well. daaamn well,right? hahahha
i felt like a prisoner in school. like what the toot.
we even have a freaking bell sounded to show tht our break time is over. and this man saying in a gruffy voice, 'your break is over.please return to ur classes....'
this preventive measure against H1N1 is just super irritating ah. even our break time kena cut down. not only tht, we have to go to specified canteens. if we go to the wrong ones,we will not be allowed to go in -.- oh,and we must show them the given coloured stickers for the day. so ppl like louis and shahrin and don,the nonsense ppl, put their sticker at nonsense places HAHAHAH. expected.
then had chiron meeting. met THE girls.hehe. we were to be in the same grp. but then we were sub divided into another smaller grp. so we were separated awwww :( ahhaah
after tht,met up with bestfr *kening naik-naik* hahahh!! had light dinner.he paid for it cause i only wanted fries.if i eat many many,ltr i boooonceeeet. and i did part of RJ along the way. all the way,he was being merepek yknooooow. sheeeessshhhh. tapi tkpe,kater bestfr kan.hahaha and he's a stubborn little fellooooowwwww :p tsk
and now,i wanna bath and sleeeeeeeep.
tmr should i wear skirt? HAHAHAHHA we'll seeeeeeee :D
today is abt cells. i was just very hard at work. HAHHA was writing down whtever tht i needed to say. maha panjaaang. i usually just read frm the slides.
its kinda diff for me. HAHAH!! my mood is soooo random.
oh and my dearest louis is suchaaaa timer. urgh. whteveeer. its oveeeeer.
in class, he even have the CHEEEEEK to drag me down my chair. i was sitting on my chair. and he's opposite from me. he dragged my legs from under the table till i was sliding down my chair. told him to stop,he happy happy drag somemore. till i DROP DOWN HARD ON THE FLOOR.
then there was this groaning girl under the table. sheeeesssh -.- he was still holding my leg when i dropped down.
roll here and there.groan here and there. and i crawled out from under the table like crawling away from a DANGEROUS BOOOOY.
threw whtever stuff at him. urgh.
why am i sooo light?
while presenting just now in class. loga ask me a question about my slide. i wanted to explain to him my answer.
but the diagram was at the top. and i couldnt reach to explain what i was saying to loga. i jumped up and pointed. then took marker and did the jumping. it didnt do any good.LOVE.
and i said aloud to the class, why am i short? and laughed laughed.
tmr got UNDERSTANDING TEST lah seeeeeeh. and dammit,i haven study for it. sheeeeeeeeeeeesh
okay yayness. no tarian today or thurs till get green light frm sch to have practices in school compund. so can studddyyyyyy :D kay mcm pahaaaaam. hahahah
oh shuuuuccckkkss. now im just soooo into listening jay chou's song. like what the tooottt??
jeremy aaaah. he asked me if he looked like jay chou. and i said it's his hair. *smile smile* his HAIR is reaaalllyy damn nice.i swear.hahah.not floppy nice but just man/boy nice kay,wtf?
then skali, i very gatal wanted to listen to the song that he was listening at youtube. and then POOOOOWWW i just kinda got hooked. his song is like the sentimental ones tht i listen. if i can listen to korean songs without understanding wht they say,why not chinese/mandarin right?
kay,part tu bedek. there are translations provided. hehe
dad is such a sweetie. and i loooovvveeee him. can i have a husband who's as nice, as understanding, as supporting and just all rounded as my dad? ;)
hahah,i'll know it one day when i found the right one.hopefully.
hahah!!!! naz,whts wrong with you? typing about husband when u haven even finish studying -______-"
he was in schoool uniform. how i misss that sch uniform. :(
and i was late(hehe) but he really did went to toilet when i told him that he should cause i was gonna be late. hahhahahehehehehhuhuhu
went to search for sis present. cheeey,search eeeh. and i was idea-less of what to buy for her. and bestfr just gave me this nice smile whenever i ask him for opinions(-____-") mcm urgh gitu kaaaaan.
heh,sorry sorry. thanks kaaay for accompanying meeeee :D
in the end,bought this thingy. something to do with vain-ness.HAHAHA
and bus-ed homeeeeeeee.
oh and my bestfr here kaaan. is daaam DENGKIIII.
he told people 'aloud' that i had swine fluuuuu. sheesssshhhhh.
me? swine flu? hahhaahh
she got swine flu. *point to me*
even in the bus,he did tht. to the aunties and uncles
but whatever it is,IF i had swine fluuu, i would already have passed it to yooouuuuu,bestfr :D
RP made me scramble through my bag at the entrance of south agora. just because we had to take out our thermometer to show to the guards. if we dont have one,its either we go home or buy a thermometeeer.